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 Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 12:36 am
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I've been dating this guy named (for the sake of anonymity, we'll call him) John since September 21-07. Recently, this other guy named (for the same reason, we'll call him) Tom told me he had feelings for me.
Now John told me in the beginning that he wanted a real relationship, not a frivolous "********" relationship. He changed his mind, he told me he only wants to have fun, and then the next day he told me he really actually doesn't know what he wants. He's been down lately about a slew of things, which I'll leave out -- but basically he told me that it's hard to love someone else when you don't love yourself. I don't have anymore time for frivolous relationships.
As ironic as it sounds, I started having feelings for Tom. He listened to me, comforted me, and was just there in all the ways that John wasn't.
Well. Today ( meaning 01/09/08 ) me and John broke up, I initiated the conversation that led to us breaking up. I've been hanging out with Tom since John and I broke up.
While I was driving back to my place, every time I looked at Tom, I wished it was John. Every time Tom hugged me, it didn't feel right or good, because it wasn't John. My feelings for Tom changed instantly, and I didn't want him anymore. Now... I think John's already moved on from me, and I feel so empty, like a part of me is missing. I haven't felt this way since my girlfriend committed suicide 3 years ago. I don't understand why, but I want him back and I don't know what to do... Help?
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Posted: Sun Jan 27, 2008 9:19 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 27, 2008 9:20 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 27, 2008 10:49 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 28, 2008 9:04 am
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*to nataleanne*
..sorry to say but, that's a bummer. sad i don't know how i could help you in any way from here, ...but being around people who love you (family, etc) may help. 3nodding and ...maybe try getting into some hobbies that make you happy. maybe if you like painting, or whatever other thing you like doing that would be calming in your spare time.
also.. *hug* ...i say this alot but, give it time.
*to lin*
...please try to get some food? there's gotta be cheaper alternatives available man, you need to take care of your health.
and maybe, hate to say it... but.. if the school's not cooperating in the way they need you to, maybe taking a semester off would be good? work and make some money, take a relaxing break, etc.
and i swear to god don, if i have to round up a possy to come down there myself and purge your house of perscription drugs then SO HELP ME I WILL. D:<
*hugs tight* ...you've got lots of friends who love you. smile
*to indy*
O_O... *starts singing* haaaaapy birthday to youuuuuu... sweatdrop
*to kals*
...hmm. call telehealth? (do you have a telehealth where you are?)
but someitmes you just have to bite the bullet and see a doctor. sad sorry.
....and the only reason i was feeling angsty was because i was extremely dizzy this morning (1 am or something?) ... and couldn't even stand and ended up throwing up alot. violently.
.. but it seems like nothing now sweatdrop *isn't nausious (sp?) anymore*
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 7:32 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 5:17 pm
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Seriously... holy hell mother alive am I having a fun time with this resume. If there is a God, He wants me to be unemployed. First off, it's deleted thrice over. Secondly, where I can get copies of the old one, people ain't giving.
So I goes to makes my new one, right? Even a bad resume is better than no resume. That is finally done, because I realises, I can't wait on the other peoples to save me.
Today I goes to the stores anyway, so I thinks to myself "I will go drop off resume while I am out and about" - is good idea right? WRONG! The printer she decides to... eh.... not work. So I leave it, no point in fighting with the computer that doesn't want to work.
Then I come home and I try again, maybe I can be fixing this printer, right? Of course I'm right. Amazingly, it prints. So I tell everyone "Oh look, it is printing!" with amazing joy. Only to find out after first copy.... not so much ink.
Let's just hope this cosmic joke has one hell of a punch line.
PS: Someone in the roleplaying guild I'm in keeps ratting me out as having short posts... but its only in a roleplay *I* had a hand in starting. I'm not posting any less than other people... I'm so confused. And the DM seems not to have a problem.
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 7:43 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 8:58 pm
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Jafthasleftthebuilding Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 9:01 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 9:04 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 9:42 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 07, 2008 11:25 am
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 12:30 pm
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