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Posted: Wed Sep 17, 2008 6:18 pm
Well in that case chex... =O
Erica, my best friend, is defiantly the best thing that's ever happened to me. We've been through so much together, both rough times and good times, and no matter what we always seem to start and end with each other. People have actually tried to ruin our friendship, in fact someone’s trying to tear us apart as I type. But we're still tighter than ever.
I care for her so much. it's ridicules how much she's done for me. Even if I get a boyfriend or even marry, I swear I'll care about her more than anyone. I think I care about her more than her parents. Lol Not even kidding, I’d do anything for her.
If anything bad were to happen to her, well, that's it for me…
I feel so grateful, being able to have such a person like Erica as my best friend. We've had some serious adventures together and have laughed until the neighbors complained (true story lol).
I was a tad upset when I haven't seen her in a while due to her current boyfriend, but then some people helped me relize that if she's happy, I'm happy.
wahmbulance *An alarm sounds* I'm a mega dork! XP
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Posted: Wed Sep 17, 2008 6:43 pm
psh, you're not a dork Umi!
that's just friend love right there! tried and true damn it!
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Posted: Wed Sep 17, 2008 6:52 pm
It's called a fraternal friendship. Or sisterly love, in this case. Perfectly natural, normal, and encouraged.
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Posted: Wed Sep 17, 2008 8:34 pm
Slim95 @Arc & Moo: Yeah, I know age's just a number~. ^_^ It doesn't bother me at all, actually....... You just don't expect to fall for a guy nine years older than you, know what I mean? Ah, I wish the world were more accepting of relationships like these, though...... I thought I'd tell two of my trusted classmates and companions about it a week-or-so ago....... Their reactions were less than desireable. ._. But..... I'm not going to give up on this because of silly societal standards. Nope... Couples have conquered far worse in the face of adversity. And thank you for the well-wishing~..... slim, lemme tell you something. smile two years ago i flew all the way over to england, from canada, to be with a guy i'd never met in person before but was already in love with. along with criticism for the idea of flying over there by myself to meet a "stranger" (as some friends said), came criticism of the concept of feeling so close to someone i'd never been with in person. sure, it could have ended up being really dangerous and heartbreaking. and sure, it's something a bunch of people frown upon. but we didn't care. biggrin moral of the story: what friends and other people think can NEVER overpower what you think and feel. 3nodding social 'standards' are often empty. xD
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Posted: Thu Sep 18, 2008 11:07 pm
I'm not sure if this goes here but I can't figure out where else to put it but.. I'm so happy. Being around the guy I like and having him pay attention to me like he did made me so happy. I love being around him. He's so laid back and so calming to be around with. I love his attitude, his sense of humor, the way he makes me feel really attractive. I don't know if he likes me the way I like him but being around him, spending time with him, even in silence feels... so nice. *sigh*
EDIT: I think... we're going on a date, I couldn't be happier!
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 4:38 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 5:36 am
Hehe~ Mushy time for Kerri...
Wren... Every time I hear your name, I smile dreamily and get lost in thoughts of you. I used to spend my days in class day-dreaming of something better than the life I had... now I spend my time thinking of you, or texting you, or thinking of things to say to you when I get home and I can see your face again and know that you're ok, and if you're alright, then everything is just great... ^^
And this may seem odd to some who know me, because I never seem to hold back what I'm thinking or feeling, but it's really hard for me express my true, deep emotions in public. Guess I'm more introverted than I let on, eh? Well because of that I'm a little... I don't know... in awe of you, and a little jealous. You aren't afraid to say "I love you" in the most public or random, or even inappropriate, situations, while I blush and duck my head down in pleased embarrassment and mutter "I love you" back.
And truly I do, and don't you ever forget it. Wren, I love you. If there's one thing in the world that I'm sure of, one thing alone, it's that I love you~
ok... no more mushy time for Kerri this morning... redface
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 6:11 pm
So I just got back from my date, the same one I thought fell through. He showed up a half hour late but since he's Sean... I forgave him. We went to see Bangkok Dangerous since we were too late for Wall-E, which he promised to take me to some other time. We played in the arcade for a little while, and then went into the theater. After about 15 minutes of poking and messing with each other we held hands during the entire movie whee Afterward we went to go see a friend of ours and bug him till he got out of work. We stopped by his house and hung out, which included Sean tickling the hell out of me while I sat on his lap on our friends bed... that ended with him laying on the bed and me on top of him (NO DIRTY THOUGHTS PEOPLE) and we hung there for a while. Went to get food and back to our friend's house where I cuddled with him on the couch for a little while before he came to drop me off back home.... I am so happy. I swear there's a bounce to my step and all. While hanging out with our mutual friend ruined my plans of kissing and setting something up I still had a wonderful time with him and I'm sure we'll hang out again soon. We just HAVE to.
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 7:31 pm
Sanzoskitsune So I just got back from my date, the same one I thought fell through. He showed up a half hour late but since he's Sean... I forgave him. We went to see Bangkok Dangerous since we were too late for Wall-E, which he promised to take me to some other time. We played in the arcade for a little while, and then went into the theater. After about 15 minutes of poking and messing with each other we held hands during the entire movie whee Afterward we went to go see a friend of ours and bug him till he got out of work. We stopped by his house and hung out, which included Sean tickling the hell out of me while I sat on his lap on our friends bed... that ended with him laying on the bed and me on top of him (NO DIRTY THOUGHTS PEOPLE) and we hung there for a while. Went to get food and back to our friend's house where I cuddled with him on the couch for a little while before he came to drop me off back home.... I am so happy. I swear there's a bounce to my step and all. While hanging out with our mutual friend ruined my plans of kissing and setting something up I still had a wonderful time with him and I'm sure we'll hang out again soon. We just HAVE to. Did he go to laguna?
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Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 10:02 pm
no... I don't remember what school he went to though sweatdrop why?
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Posted: Sat Sep 20, 2008 4:42 am
Wow~ I'm so happy for you, Sanzo! I would so video tape you guys having a kiss-fest on the bed. xd
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 12:07 am
I wouldn't mind a kiss-fest at all Chex, not one teeny tiny bit. I've turned into such a lame little thing today its so sad. I'll be riding the high of this date for god only knows how long... and I get to see him on Tuesday and if I'm lucky I'll get him to do me a favor on Monday ^_~
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Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 9:24 am
I wish you the best of luck~ When I had first started dating Arc, my best friend called me up on another number, saying that it was imperative that I call her back. 'course, I do. She tells me, "Ashley, we must be the hottest girls on this planet." Me, not understanding, I go, "Why...?"
She then went on to tell me how she had her first actual date with this guy she's been liking for while, Andrew. What struck me as funny was that her and I never really went after guys. We were always waiting for them to come to us because frankly, we weren't worried about dying without children or having a spouse, etc., etc. Then, once I jumped into thing, it was like a silent "Okay, go ahead" to her. whee
What really has my heart racing is that this coming weekend, Arc's coming down and I'm already nervous. Just like before, I won't have anything planned; everything'll end up being spontaneous. The only thing I'm hoping for is that I don't have the sniffles or any such side effect from being sick. gonk
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Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 3:07 pm
*Gasps.* Oh-no! A double post! x3
On a non-Arc-related note, I love how my teachers are willing to cooperate with me to help me get my missing work taken care of. Being absent from school sure sucks when things just keep moving along without bothering to stop to wait for you.
I'm just hoping I'm not swamped with work when I go back tomorrow. confused
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Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 7:57 pm
whee I just got the go ahead from a friend of mine to pursue a relationship with Sean, she used to like him too so I'm happy to get her blessings. Apparently she thinks I'd be a good thing for Sean now if things work out we're all good
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