THE ANGST ZONE (Use this, for the love of internetz! ><)

[God-Raped-Me]

It's so hard to cook a ******** turkey when there is a crazy old b*****d who has no memory turning it off on you all the time!

RAAAAAAARRRRRR!

scream

Angry  

[Trish the Stalker]

WHY AREN'T THEY IN A HOME GRM? *is instantly frustrated with GRM's dad*  

[Trish the Stalker]

Well ********... I dropped my cell phone in the ocean and the screen doesn't work anymore.  

[Arcanas]

oh dear...think you can get a new one if it's insured?  

[Trish the Stalker]

Maybe if the warranty is still good. Either way its out of commission until I get home.  

[Arcanas]

so, what warrented the drop into the great blue Belle?  

[Trish the Stalker]

Just slipped out of my hand as I was flipping it open. I got it out right away but the screen was ********.  

[Arcanas]

boo! I have the worst luck with phones too...actually, I'm quite surprised that my current phone is still working.  

[Trish the Stalker]

Mine break out of my control, always. I was so angry.  

[Arcanas]

it's ok Belle, everything will get better.  

[Large Inmate]

I hope, I pray, I so... everything in the world that work has bug spray by the next time I work and the city sprays!
I was mauled to death and two bugs even coped a feel of by breasts! Ah! ....
!!!!
Two bugs down my shirt is no fun!!!

Doing the revised potty dance is no fun at all. Looks like I was freaking out.  

[Trish the Stalker]

Okay, this is trivial, I swear. I just want a good, carnal ********. Badly. Some nasty, raunchy sex. I've been without sex a lot longer than I've been away too... I miss my boyfriend a lot.

-La Belle Isolde-

 

[Sentama Lin]

I've been plagued with disturbing dreams lately, possibly because so far my job search has been fruitless. I plan to travel to Minneapolis and Saint Paul sometime next week to search for jobs there, in hopes that I find something to help.

Anyways, my dreams (both daydreams and nocturnal dreams) have been plagued with me either going to some form of military training or with me committing seppuku in front of my family. Both dreams are bad. The military training has always ended poorly, with me dying, while the seppuku in front of my family was done in spite, with me reciting how "I'd rather be in hell than see you treat me and my sisters that way." A bit disturbing, ne? But neither of said ends that I've dreamed are honorable at all, and, frankly, I consider them really escapist of the situations I'm feeling.

Heh... It's all one cyclic turn, for I've had these thoughts before, and at the same time of year, if people in this guild remember. While I would have the discipline for military service, and, after some extensive training, I will be more than fit enough to actually enter the armed forces, I personally don't see myself in the armed forces because it's not my calling; I have skills suited for other public services. Furthermore, I'd use military as an excuse for escapism, and possibly, an excuse to die. So, I definitely can't do that.

Seppuku though... I'd use that to spite my parents, to show them the zenith of what they've done to me, and, from what I've seen, what they're doing to my sisters. It would have no honour in it; I would disgrace it as a tool of torment for them. Plus it's another escapist practice that I don't want to do. There's no other way to really reach my parents. They don't listen at all to me, or to my sisters, and take any comment from us as insubordination, so it's really just impossible for communication, which makes my life and my sister's life (my sisters I worry more than myself) just miserable.

*sighs* I sort of want to get some beer, or something of that sort, and a few friends who wouldn't mind having a pity party in real life. I wouldn't even know the reason for the pity party, but self reality checks can only get oneself so far.  

[Taeryyn]

I so need to get my own place. The problem is, I can't afford it yet. I don't have nearly enough money saved up to be financially secure.

My roommates are great, but I really need my space. I have my own room, but it's tiny and I'm starting to get kinda claustrophobic always being in it.

Aggh. confused  

[Trish the Stalker]

Sentama Lin

*sighs* I sort of want to get some beer, or something of that sort, and a few friends who wouldn't mind having a pity party in real life. I wouldn't even know the reason for the pity party, but self reality checks can only get oneself so far.

Kay, Lin, we need to hook up and throw some massive pity party. I have the huge urge to do that too.

-La Belle Isolde-