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Posted: Sat Aug 18, 2007 1:10 am
August 17th, 2007 Sometime late
Hey ya'll. So...er...I should introduce myself. You guys probably don't know me. My Gaian name is f0rsakenl0veaga1n because I made this sometime when I wasn't soo...err happy. Yea. Favorite Color: Blue. Kinda. My room is painted that color. Favorite Season: Autumn and Spring Birthday: Summer Pets: Rabbits Age: Not so old Love: SINGLE!!! (and lovin' it wink ...not completely) Current Status: Watching Reba Song of the time: Lips of an angel -Hinder Music Taste: Love songs, Pop
So....right now I'm kind of in the middle of things. I just moved so I'll be starting a new school, kind of a new experience. Yep. AND I'm REALLY gonna miss my friends. I had to sacrifice a lot. Soooo. Lets see. With my current love status, it's pretty dead, and any advice would be much appreciated. Soooo...weeks ago I was at my friend's house hangin' out. We were chatting and talking about the guy my friend was in love with. Yea, and then I was talking to my friend who's a year older than me. My other friend, who was next to me, typed in "I love you." And he wasn't too shocked though. He thought it was just a joke. My friend kept saying it though. And she finally convinced him that it wasn't a joke, even though in reality it was. Then he finally said, "Yes, I do love you." And we talked and talked and he swore that he wasn't kidding. Then my friend finally mentioned herself. He turned out to be very sweet. But since I recently moved it wouldn't be so easy to date. He would call me "sweetheart," and "honey." And...slowly I started to fall for him. heart Weirdly though, sometimes he would act totally unlike the guy I fell for. Recently, he went on a lot of vacations and we lost touch. Sadly now, I haven't talked to him for a long time. And I really miss him. And big advice? And can anyone tell me why he might be acting weirdly sometimes? Lets see....what else? Not much I don't think. That's the main situation that's been getting on my nerves. Sooo. I'll keep you updated...anyone who's interested.
~f0rsakenl0vepl3asen0taga1n
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 12:22 am
August 19th, 2007 Early morning
I'm back!!! Haha. So today I went shopping and got some nice clothes at a sale. I was looking around and didn't find anything until when I was about to leave I spotted a sale racket with nice stuff. Status: Sad about him Song of the moment: Drip Drop-Vanessa Hudgens Btw, Drip Drop is like....totally describing how I feel. Even though I wish it didn't. -.- So lets see...I've been thinking. I need to find out about he feels about me, but I got no ideas except asking him as my friend. Reason for not asking him as me? He might not answer me truthfully. And that's happened to me a billion times. He says he still likes me but in reality he's fallen for my best friend. Well...now I also got a cool new cell phone. Ha! What else? I bought a cool watch with different things...err yea that I can switch on. I've missed the HSM2 premiere for like 2 days. Darn!! What else? I also bought white peaches!!! They taste awesome!!! lol. Not much else to say. Soooo. Later whoever is reading.
~me
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 12:25 am
So today I had this really hecka depressing talk with a guy I love, well I loved the old him. He was really really....I dunno. It was like he didn't know how to have fun anymore. He changed a lot. I still love him though, but I miss the old him a lot more. We talked a lot and it was really depressing, it kinda sounded like we were breaking up. crying Yea. It was this really deep talk. -.- I had a lot more to say though. So anyway I ended up crying halfway through. And then he left and I took a shower and cried again. Now I'm listening to depressing songs. Though usually I'm a pretty happy girl. But anyway, I've been sad and moody about this a lot. What he doesn't really know is that I've been crying a lot about it already. But screw this. School starts in 2 days. OMG!!! Only 2 more days of summer!! Darn. -.- ~me
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