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Posted: Sun Jan 20, 2008 12:54 pm
I know i haven't been around in gaia as much as most of you would like. But i've somehow managed to actualy find an outside life! *gasps in shock and whore* a little place called EB5 art gallerie www.eb5arts.com is where i've been spending most of my nights over the past year and thus i've been writeing due to my friends on poetry night. right, time for that huge copy and paste... lol time for my poetry, and spoken word... word
vodka's ramblings:
a wolf cares not for the plite of others, only his own pleasures do sufice... as the tales of old, and the history unfolds... only misery will endure, and tormentings be precise... to play a puppet, the fool on strings, as he looks on glee... never satisfied till he owns all of ye, and all other bleak and dismal, forgotten by ye...
a drunk poet be me... never seen by ye... so loanly and ignorred... passed on by, the mortal world... forgotten by time, to stand alone... a king with no crown, no kingdom, he frowns... only one mate he desires, yet the jester he plays... the slave of no one, and the master to none... a jack of all traids, and master of none... just a brief speck in time, he rots all the time... fallen and damned the darkness still grows... through salvation and light, the hope still burns... a grim and bleak life insues and consumes... the end so far yet so near in time... a mear speck faded away by time...
EB's first: a little stray kitten lost in the flow of time. wandering the lands of an empy existance with hopefull eyes of finding salvation. consumed by another who leads it astray. through fire water and earth it contenues on. to never let this land ruin its true beauty inside. just a wandering lost kitten flowing in time.
Visions: Light shineing, skys soaring, where am i? quickly fadeing away the glorious light turns to a speck... thrown into this world, surrounded in darkness, rotting in pain... wandring for ages time passes ever so slowly... i fall to my knees wings molting feathers falling tears streaming voice Screaming! and the moon begins to shine its rays upon me, as hope slowly creeps in... i look up to the sky to find my reason for being here... for there is my love, my darling, my precious, always watching over me from the glory of the moon.
Inside: Growling, deep and low, eyes flash a glowing red in the distance... growing closer drawing sword bathed in flames, claw poised to strike... figure forming, hulking giant over ten feet tall, horns race down his face jutted out ever slightly at the ends... growling beast craveing battle, ready to battle till dawns rise... the conflict of chaos, fighting for control, battle crys and blood thirsty screams... Stand ferm, the beast draws closer... Flowing hair falling upon outstreached wings of a glories white... leaning on his staff watching, waiting... mustles tense knowing of the fight to come yet trying to relax for we must be quick to out due this beast... the conflict of chaos, fighting for control, battle crys and blood thirsty screams... war rages, the beast fueled by the very wells we have created, unending power it wields... the fight to claim the host, the fight that rages on forever...
Lost in a dream: Lost in a trance, living a dream. dorment and numb waiting to wake. cant you hear the screams? wake me from this dream I am so numb my dreams have turned so dark we cant see lost in a dream that has no end. born for greatness but traped in time when did this dream become the reality? Jonas save me! let me spread my wings and be free why cant I wake from this dream?
...: From the sun i run to the darkness through the shadows i travel through life breathing, waiting, searching wings fold, molting and fadeing moon guiding the path, leading the way fallen and alone, hopeing for freedom cursed, hopeing to atone.
basa: Travel down to another realm fly to another plain sail on the open sea let the winds carry you on your way to the lands of far away through a forest to eternaly play frolic with the nature we are ment to be cast away the mortal we be danceing so free rain washes away our pain the melody that sets us free bringing us where we should be running so free timeless, carefree core ton dare a shen carefree and alive.
my precious: i have found her, my soul mate for all the ages though we are worlds apart our hearts beat as one she lives on the exact opposite side of this planet and though we have never touched, we touch each other we've made love in all the most erotic fashions we've shared our love in exotic places she is my dark queen that siren who can shooth my beast with a voice that makes all the angels in heaven jelious she is my one, my precious, my soul mate for life though we've never touched, i've held her in my arms and kissed her ever so sweetly she is my reason for being, why? because she somehow manages to love me more with her jet black Long flowing hair dazzeling like twilight her soft pale ivory skin and those deep eyes that draw you in like black holes and thats just the start but i, i am her fallen angel who came and shined light in her ever growing tomb of darkness i found her in the most unlikely of places, in the furthest depts of the moon and there she stays, always watching over me as i watch over her it is the darkness that binds us, consumes us and brings us together as one no matter what this world might throw at us, we will always be as one and even if, we may never truely meet, we already know where we can always be as one forever together in the twisting nether of a great beyond forever in arms till all is done for she is my one, my precious, my darling keisha and i am her dark prince, her fallen angel, to save her from a curel world that could never understand who we turely are and with that, i can truely declare from the depth of my soul, I Love You...
She: She is like hellfire bent on destorying heaven she is the woman who would tear a man limb from limb she is the terror men fear with jet black hair that sways down her back like twilight peircing eyes of a deep brown that stare straight into your soul long strong seductive destructive legs with a figure that screams beautiful and deadly the queen of darkness powerfull and frightning and yet, i love her she is the face that stares back at you from the moon she is the terror that haunts your dreams with her haunting beauty that draws men in she plays them like a masterfull pupeteer laughing at there missery and yet, i love her she trusts no man and for those few she does? only by how far she can throw them she is powerfull beautifull and undeneyably cruel she is a woman strong she is the immortal beauty that few can see and yet, i love her cause I am her dark prince i am her black knight to rescue her in the night i am a fallen angel that knows her cage well that loanly soul traped in a dark hole as i join her in that dark hole she calls home bread in pain and solitude i know her pain we hide from the masses cause they could never understand we hide for they could never see that our love reaches over oceans and bend the laws of time cause she is that queen of darkness that could destory this world if only they knew the trueth and could see her true beauty cause there is no mortal man worthy of her for she is eternal and in our eternal darkness we will be forever as one though we may never meet in the flesh i will always be hers, because i love her.
Masters of the Universe: we walk a path in other worlds be them on this plain or another shuffling through life to apease our needs we are the masters of our universe learning new skills in each life we have saveing ourselfs to contenue on from lawyers to soldures we battle in our own way from craftsmen to sellers we make our own way and from time to time we travel great distances to get away from the mundane and discover ourselfs anew we're time travelers to world seekers creators to destoryers saviors and the damned but damn we are masters of it all we band together to get through tough times or we walk alone to have a good time we are the masters of our universe creating our storys everyday of everymoment it feels like a dream dont it? and so when your all worn out or just frustrated and you realise what time it is you hit logout cause were all video gamers
Its my life:
3:30am finely draged myself into bed 6:05 alarm goes off and instantly clicked off roll over mumbling 5 more minuts have two strange dreams and realise its now 6:50am rush out the door, get to work and be clocked in at 6:59 start first pot of coffee, have a smoke unlock doors and declare yourself open at 7:15 7:45 first customers come, make cafe moca and cappuchino pour coffee for self and slowly munch on a scone, have a smoke work on poem till next customer comes 8:30 finely finished writeing poem and customer came, have a smoke 9:00 out of bordom decide to write the days bordom 9:15 check clock and now waits to have more to write, have a smoke 9:20 smoke inturupted after first puff, 4 customers woot cute asian looks around and leaves, aww, goto finish smoke at 9:40 9:45 next customer, finished second cup of coffee and another customer 9:55 sit down and laugh as i read this over, starts cleaning cause of bordom 10:00 makes another pot of costa rica and grounds coffee singing (to the tune of iron man) "I am ******** bored, cause theres nothing to be done i'm just sitting here, wont someone come in here nobody wants him he just stares at the world..." keeps grinding coffee 10:15 yay customers, start on third cup of coffee, tall double shot rasburry moca 10:30 amy hall an inturpreter friend gets coffee and a scone, she forgot her scone top off moca with this layer of cappuchino foam. mmm... plays with nails sighs realiseing i still have 2 and half more hours left of work (sad meow) starts meowing the tune to iron man to pass the time (sad meow) changes to meowing mario brothers. 10:45 10:55 keeps meowing the song after customer walks in. kekeke 11:00 finish rasburry moca 11:05 meow at customer and she looks at me like i'm crazy stands at the door meowing at people passing by 11:30 see's and old friend as i read her this list she gives me her card for church, advertiseing for march 1st takes left over chai latte and pours for myself. chai chai chai chai chai ahh had a steady flow of customers till 12:00 grabed the large mandoran orange chicken salad cause there were no sandwiches left rubbing my somewhat full tummy looking forward to closeing my chai got cold (sad meow) 12:10 finely got someone to hang out and talk to till i close WOOOOOOT 12:30 let the last customer in and locked him out 12:35 begin cleaning up 1:30 finely clock out and have my last smoke 1:40 gets home. *sleeps*
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see i am a we and we be three when we play with thee we call ourselfs m's cause they say we cant be yet we walk amongst thee praying on the so called strong we like to take em down in fog louming in shadows we lean in take a bite but you never saw it, you never felt it and like that i was gone and you didn't know it they say were nothing more than a fantasy but damn those fantasys make us look good staying in shadows to avoid the light enjoying your fright yet they say we cannot be while i walk amongst thee full free cause we be three see but you'll never see me cause i dont exist to thee were just that dark fantasy roaming free would you care to take a walk with we let us set you free, open your eyes to what you didn't see and be with we for all eternity
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What have I become awakening the darkness within reading knowlage already known hidden deep within then why cant I utilize my knowlege and use what is hidden within cold and numb like deaths embrace has already come must I die again to awaken what within like the phoenix i always rise again as the moon rises and falls so does my strength, my power, my walls spiritual blade bathed in flames turned cold now, nothing more than a mortal blade energy lost, no flame within I cant even reach out I cry for help but to those with the answers no responce comes out now I only dream of what i once was so what have I become
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 5:54 am
wow that's somewhat long, i haven't done reading it yet..lol xd
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Posted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 2:11 pm
that's long and very good. I don't get the last part though, and I don't understand why you put it there, but it's good.
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 8:58 pm
well its not just one poem, its a whole bunch in one post... though now i need to edit it and add all my changes, then add some more. m's been on a writeing spree of late, in the late hours to date...
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Posted: Fri Mar 14, 2008 6:46 pm
read thru all of them.very deep and colorful. nice raz ^^
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