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but, i believe that although love has a start and an end in many cases, there is one specific type of love, one that IS real.
it is an impossible love, THE MOST impossible love.
one that causes you to go to the extremes for a person.
the way my mom loves me.
that;s an impossible love, is it not?
that same impossible love can happen with another person, a boyfriend or a girlfriend can fall in love, into this impossible love, in which forever isn;t scary, because spending forever together wouldn;t be enough . . . I know this kind of love exists. I've found it and he is the most perfect person I could ever dream of. Even in my dreams, before we'd met, I didn't think someone like he could even exist. The way I love him is something that most people don't understand, but I'll put this in the most simple of terms for you.
I would die before I left him. I would willingly take on any pain that threatened him, just so he didn't have to feel it. I will do everything in my power to make him smile. It is only a good day if he's a part of it. Without him, my heart aches. I'm missing an entire piece of myself, and it hurts to be away from him, and it's not just a metaphorical pain, I feel it in my chest. Before I'd met him, I thought that being happy was a fleeting thing, that happiness didn't last more than a few hours; but now I know that happiness is an eternal thing, that no matter what, if I know that he loves me I am happy.
I may sound crazy but it's true. And I know that there has to be someone like this out there for everyone. The only trick is finding them.
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