Abuse and life

[fenrir the wolfman]

yea i understand you i grew up with alcoholics an addicts my first memory is my dad beating my mom that never helped me my mom never did have good choice in partners but there are group therapy sessions for us out there if you have time look up a thing called alateen or alanon there group sessions for friends and family members of people like that they are 12 step programs and everyone there has problems as well if you read this an end up going message me id like to kno i helped somebody or atleast tried  

[Skorndrick]

THank you.  

[xMenollyx]

*hugs vrgnBlu* Thanks for the virtual hug! blaugh It makes me happy that you try... even though it's not quite the same.  

[xMenollyx]

@ wolfman If this isn't to personal did you do a 12 step program?  

[Skorndrick]

mrgreen You shoudl get a hug partner, Moll! I have one, my friend lonely jackal. He's my hug partner, which is ironic because he's a guy and, well, you know...  

[xMenollyx]

well hey that could be a step towards recovery. I just wish I could have someone here at school to be my hug buddy...I so hate being away from family and friends  

[Skorndrick]

Well, I don't know Jack in real life. But we're friends jsut the same.  

[xMenollyx]

Internet friends are good, sometimes they can be better then friends in real life. Almost everyone that knows me virtually knows about my past but only one of my friends in real life knows. I just don't like to look in peoples eyes and see the pity... then thay treat me different... it just isn't the same anymore.
Well anyway internet friends are cool but there just isn't the physical connection that I've gotten use to over the last few years.