Stupid Crush
I'm stupid,
masochistic in some way,
if my life's bad and yours is fine,
I would take the trade any day,
I don't feel like myself around you,
You're the one I've always really wanted,
so why does it,
feel like you take everything for granted?
its hard to think,
you like another girl,
I think its an obsession,
like if you were my possession,
I feel useless when im no help,
I feel stupid,
when you fake with me,
I wish I could tell you how I feel,
not that I haven't tried,
you just see it as a joke,
I would have died,
If you ignored me,
im just a kid,
why do I feel like this?
Its not a crush I can feel it,
I've even cried,
I cant believe it!
Masochistic fool is what I am,
but your still my wish,
my stupid crush,
....when will I get over you?
I'm stupid,
masochistic in some way,
if my life's bad and yours is fine,
I would take the trade any day,
I don't feel like myself around you,
You're the one I've always really wanted,
so why does it,
feel like you take everything for granted?
its hard to think,
you like another girl,
I think its an obsession,
like if you were my possession,
I feel useless when im no help,
I feel stupid,
when you fake with me,
I wish I could tell you how I feel,
not that I haven't tried,
you just see it as a joke,
I would have died,
If you ignored me,
im just a kid,
why do I feel like this?
Its not a crush I can feel it,
I've even cried,
I cant believe it!
Masochistic fool is what I am,
but your still my wish,
my stupid crush,
....when will I get over you?