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It's a bunch of problems in one actually.
My friend says that I have a spirit of paranoia and anger looming over me. She said it isn't a demon just a spirit. Something like that.
I'm still getting overly angry and I still yell and loose my temper easily.
I know that it hurts my family but... I dunno..
I was also pretty stupid as a teen and I'm so afraid of things like.
Being alone in public.
Being around guys.
People arguing.
People fighting.
I'm afraid of crowds.
I'm afraid of families.
I'm also afraid of bring shame to my family.
I know that God forgave me but I don't know how to forgive myself.
I'm so tired of being paranoid all of the time.
Can anyone give me some scriptures?
I need comfort.
I also don't know how to ask God for help. I know you ask him but... I dunno. ;_;
I'm a mess.
I am so tired of feeling like crap and dirt all of the time.
I'm so tired of being depressed. ;_;
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