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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:21 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:26 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:35 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:49 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 30, 2010 1:05 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 10:03 pm
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Heaven. AH, I love this subject, truly.
I believe the same about how God judges as you, faithful quenga.
I do not know what Heaven and Hell will looked like, honestly. I have heard many things and many stories, and I have decided that I don't care about knowing about it in this life. When God takes me home, I will know, and I am content with that. All I know is there must be bacon. xD
My mother argues with this, saying that there is no death in heaven, and therefore no meat. I say, plants are alive as well, so there will be nothing. I know, we won't need food. But surely we can still have it if we so wish? Someone snaps and there's a plate of steak in front of me?
There will be no more need to kill an animal to sustain ourself? These are just guesses, things that no one can answer, unless it says something about it in the Bible, which I am beginning to read again. I did not get far last time I tried, a few years ago. D:
When reading the following, do not think that I am suicidal--I am nowhere near. Suicide is a sin, as I well know.
I cannot wait to die. Let me explain a little more.
Just the other day, I was roleplaying. Now, I know that these are just characters, but it made me sad because so many people are like that in real life. They were partying and drinking and smoking. Guys were taking advantage of girls or girls were willingly giving themselves out to any guy. And the narrations and the explanations of the character's thoughts were so messed up and so horrible. My characters, of course, were not taking part in any of this. In fact, I am prouder of the post of one of my characters during this point in time of the roleplay than I have been about any post of any character in my entire life. My characters is a Christian, and oh I did express her [my] thoughts. I just dared them to kick me out.
But anyway, it made me so angry and so sad. That night, I was sobbing [and listening to depressing/beautiful music] as I thought about the horrible state of the world. I am... well, I am harsh, so I was thinking how stupid these people all are. I'm not condemning them to Hell, I'm just...
Well, I'm a female, and females are supposed to be the comforting sort, the ones with advice. I'm strong-willed and completely without doubt in my Faith, and therefore I'm a bit astonished when it comes to the stupidity of other people. I don't understand how someone can doubt, I don't understand how people can act so stupidly, and I don't care at all if they know it. I am not the soft-touch person that helps people in the most delicate way possible, I tend to just want to smack idiots into reality instead. xD
So I get angry about it. Easily. I say countless times 'God, take me now.' I honestly would not mind if someone came and shot me in the back of the head as I write this now. If I had three months to live, sure I'd be scared and sad, but I'd also be relieved. And when I got up to Heaven, I would look and shout 'AHA, SUCKERS.'
I've run out of time, but I have no doubt that Heaven will be the most wonderful thing... I cannot even imagine the peace I will feel and the happiness. There will be no tears, no sadness, no anger. Heaven will be perfect. And I'm getting a bit impatient. I think about Heaven so often. I'm not afraid to die. I'm not even afraid to feel pain before I die. Torture? Whatever. Pain for that amount of time hardly matters when I get to spend the eternity with God after it. Bring it ON.
xD I'm sorry, I'm a bit tired, so this is all over the place and... well, poorly worded.
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