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Sept. 8

Meep! We have a scarey new bus driver lady-thing, I dont know what you want to call her but she's MEAN!! she said that if we continued to act up (after we pulled over because some idiot decided to throw paper AFTER she clearly stated that she'd pull us over if we acted up) that she'd turn the bus around and go back to Davies. I'm like, my a**! let me off here bi-atch! lol but anyway. I think I might have a potential crush on someone. Not stating any names yet because I want to find out if she's either les or bi first. Im pretty sure she's striaght though now because I asked Tony and he said she had a boyfriend. That, and I'd have to get to know her more xD I dont think she knows I even exist, so Monday, I guess I gotta be more...out there? idk. It might not even be a crush, I just think the girl is cute. oki, wewll, im done here, till later all!

Sept. 12

Goin through some major mood swings today. First, Im determined to have fun today, so I call my friend Megan, hoping maybe she'll want to do something today (seeing that shaylin has plans already) but she said she might go bowling. She had to go and said she'd call back in about 5 minutes....I've been waiting for 2 hours. Which gets me to my second mood, angry and hurt. (thats 2, but w/e) Shaylin has Kim over today, or is over at Kim's house, Megan hasn't called back yet (and if I call, it'll make me sound desperate, which is what I dont want...) and there's really no one else i'd rather hang out with than them two seeing that im not as clse with everyone else as I am with them. I mean, I'd call Ashley, but it'd be weird, because Im only just getting to know her again, so I figure I get to know a little more about her before calling and making plans with her like I would with Megan or Shaylin. This being said, brings me to my next and current mood, alone-ness. I have almost no close friends, or at least the good amount that I would like. So Im hoping that the kind-of-new-friend I made yesterday, Renee, will turn out to be more than a friend. Not like that, I mean a close friend. (however, if the feelings be felt, a move might be made xp ) But anyway, that's my little rant for the day...for now...so until next time!

Sept. 19

That last post? Scratch it. She seems too much like Kim, I dont think I'd want to go through that, seeing that Id be liking someone who reminded me of someone I hate/love. (not so much love her anymore. Im 99.9% over her. that .1% will always be open.) However! There is this other girl I've had my eye on and denied that I found her attractive. My feeling finally gave in. She seems so nice, and she's really quiet. She doesnt seem to talk to many people, and she always seems to get her work done. ( I mean, I do too, but she really gets down to business when an assignment is given) which for some reason I find really attractive in a person. On top of that, she's freakin' georgeous. Okay, maybe georgeous isn't the right word, but in my eyes she looks like an angel. This sounds completely obsurd, but it's true. I just wish I could think of a good way to say hi to her, to get to know her and what not. I had a plan all worked out for today...didn't do it because in spanish, she sits on the other side of the room from me, and in English, even though she sits diagonally from me, I never have a chance to say hello. And t lunch I looked for her today, but couldn't find her until the last minute. Hopefully she'll be in the same place tomarrow so that I can at leas go up and say hello. I've got the dialogue all worked out xD yeah, again, vini is pathetic. Well, Im gonna go, my nose is runny and Im starving as hell. Till later all!