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Honestly: I think that it's just a dream and means absolutely nothing.

In egyptology, dreams were visions into the world of the dead where the spirits of your ancestors spoke to you through images called dreams. They were never truly direct though, as they desire you to look into the meaning of the dream rather than outright telling you what they want you to know. I think Takalian is right. Perhaps there is something bothering you, an act of isfet (evil) or the displeasure in how your life is right now and a desire to change. And perhaps there is some negativity coming from your mother, though I know nothing about your personal life.

you know it really doesnt matter what you have dreamed cuz in the end you will think about it what your super I (if you dont find that in wiki search it in spanish as "super yo") wants you to think and that will make a chain reaction that only your super I knows, so it really doesnt matter :3

Alright I'm going to take this in steps... (seeing as it's two dreams almost)


I'm taken the first parts of you're dreams by keywords.
Killing, Murder, Church, mirrors, calls, guilt
We know for a fact it deals with you're mother and you.

So taken those keywords, we have come to understand that you have some hate, or rage perhaps something that was done by you're mother? Something that perhaps deals with the Church. (Perhaps you are not of the same faith? Or you wish to see for yourself?) However this could also come into play as you wanting to change something that you see in you're mother that you, yourself do not want to have. The fact you have guilt about it means that you, most likely aren't ready to face whatever it is because you are scared of hurting the person and it's starting to eat at you. With the phone calls, it could be that you are trying to seek approval but you, can't get it all out because you know that if they knew it was you, that they would never accept such things or that you will only get hurt more by them. Because deep down you know that they very well may be correct about it.

Paintings: well this could be seeing what you want, but not knowing how to go about it. I'm not sure which part of the dream it comes into. So I simply made it a very simple meaning. Sorry about that.

The last part of the dream...
Keywords:
Dead, trial, birth, judge, resurrection
Person: Judge and Anna Marie

I'm unsure if you were the dead person was as you or not.. However, dreaming of someone who had died, can mean that people in you're life right now are bring you down. You should take a look into the crowd of people who you are hanging around and see if they are pushing you down a path that you perhaps shouldn't take. Now the fact that it's a long time ago can also mean that there is something you need to get over, something that you are not wanting to let go. So you really should think about how that plays into what you are feeling right now. Is there something bothering you? Is it something that you had thought you had let go and seemly haven't let go at all?

The fact it seems to be some sort of trial means that you really are being put up front with it and you are trying to perhaps show you're side of it, or see their side of it. (In the case you may be the judge) However seeing as there is a judge in you're dream, you are clearly feeling guilty still about something and you are afraid of being cause which makes me once again come back to the idea that there is something you really need to take a step back and look at. The fact that the judge doesn't seem to be understand or grasping what you are trying to say (if you are in fact this woman) could be that you are once again not wording it correct (which comes into play with the paintings) and need to think of or come up with a way to better say what you want.

I did a quick search for Anna Maria in the 1800s and found the name Anna Maria Hall/Fielding an Irish book writer and also seemed to do some art work (or at least had a book of artwork) There was also another woman named Anna Maria Lenngren who seemed to had gone to trial.

Hope that this helps.

Thank you all.
These are really helping, and i'm g;lad you took the time to do this.

That's a tad creepy, the whole Anna Maries being a woman that actually existed and had something to do with a trial. o.o;

well .. i guess everyone has helped you as much as possible.. perhaps though.. you should look at these dreams for a lesson.. perhaps your mother is secretly in pain, something you recognize in the daytime but have not done anything about? that would explain the guilt.. perhaps you feel as if you're part of her pain = all means you should talk to her.
the paintings show that in your imagination, everything is your own will.. but in real life, we can't control our own fate the same way. That's why the paintings turn out different... because life doesn't always go the way your suppost too..
as for the judge.. perhaps people are putting a lot of pressure on you to succeed. the fact that he doesn't understand means that other people can't understand you as well. it can be fustrating, but you cannot always make other people see the whole you. allow them to see what you want them to see

i thinkit's either you're afraid of something or you want something.
i don't know why i'm saying this, but it just feels like it.
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