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I know i haven't been around in gaia as much as most of you would like. But i've somehow managed to actualy find an outside life! *gasps in shock and whore* a little place called EB5 art gallerie www.eb5arts.com is where i've been spending most of my nights over the past year and thus i've been writeing due to my friends on poetry night. right, time for that huge copy and paste... lol
time for my poetry, and spoken word... word
vodka's ramblings:
a wolf cares not for the plite of others, only his own pleasures do sufice...
as the tales of old, and the history unfolds...
only misery will endure, and tormentings be precise...
to play a puppet, the fool on strings, as he looks on glee...
never satisfied till he owns all of ye, and all other bleak and dismal, forgotten by ye...
a drunk poet be me... never seen by ye...
so loanly and ignorred...
passed on by, the mortal world...
forgotten by time, to stand alone...
a king with no crown, no kingdom, he frowns...
only one mate he desires, yet the jester he plays...
the slave of no one, and the master to none...
a jack of all traids, and master of none...
just a brief speck in time, he rots all the time...
fallen and damned the darkness still grows...
through salvation and light, the hope still burns...
a grim and bleak life insues and consumes...
the end so far yet so near in time...
a mear speck faded away by time...
EB's first:
a little stray kitten lost in the flow of time.
wandering the lands of an empy existance with hopefull eyes of finding salvation.
consumed by another who leads it astray.
through fire water and earth it contenues on.
to never let this land ruin its true beauty inside.
just a wandering lost kitten flowing in time.
Visions:
Light shineing, skys soaring, where am i?
quickly fadeing away the glorious light turns to a speck...
thrown into this world,
surrounded in darkness,
rotting in pain...
wandring for ages time passes ever so slowly...
i fall to my knees
wings molting
feathers falling
tears streaming
voice Screaming!
and the moon begins to shine its rays upon me,
as hope slowly creeps in...
i look up to the sky to find my reason for being here...
for there is my love, my darling, my precious,
always watching over me from the glory of the moon.
Inside:
Growling, deep and low, eyes flash a glowing red in the distance...
growing closer drawing sword bathed in flames, claw poised to strike...
figure forming, hulking giant over ten feet tall, horns race down his face jutted out ever slightly at the ends...
growling beast craveing battle, ready to battle till dawns rise...
the conflict of chaos, fighting for control, battle crys and blood thirsty screams...
Stand ferm, the beast draws closer...
Flowing hair falling upon outstreached wings of a glories white...
leaning on his staff watching, waiting...
mustles tense knowing of the fight to come yet trying to relax for we must be quick to out due this beast...
the conflict of chaos, fighting for control, battle crys and blood thirsty screams...
war rages, the beast fueled by the very wells we have created, unending power it wields...
the fight to claim the host, the fight that rages on forever...
Lost in a dream:
Lost in a trance, living a dream.
dorment and numb waiting to wake.
cant you hear the screams?
wake me from this dream I am so numb
my dreams have turned so dark we cant see
lost in a dream that has no end.
born for greatness but traped in time
when did this dream become the reality?
Jonas save me!
let me spread my wings and be free
why cant I wake from this dream?
...:
From the sun i run to the darkness
through the shadows i travel through life
breathing, waiting, searching
wings fold, molting and fadeing
moon guiding the path, leading the way
fallen and alone, hopeing for freedom
cursed, hopeing to atone.
basa:
Travel down to another realm
fly to another plain
sail on the open sea
let the winds carry you on your way
to the lands of far away
through a forest to eternaly play
frolic with the nature we are ment to be
cast away the mortal we be
danceing so free
rain washes away our pain
the melody that sets us free
bringing us where we should be
running so free
timeless, carefree
core ton dare a shen
carefree and alive.
my precious:
i have found her, my soul mate for all the ages
though we are worlds apart our hearts beat as one
she lives on the exact opposite side of this planet and though we have never touched, we touch each other
we've made love in all the most erotic fashions
we've shared our love in exotic places
she is my dark queen that siren who can shooth my beast
with a voice that makes all the angels in heaven jelious
she is my one, my precious, my soul mate for life
though we've never touched, i've held her in my arms and kissed her ever so sweetly
she is my reason for being, why? because she somehow manages to love me more
with her jet black Long flowing hair dazzeling like twilight
her soft pale ivory skin and those deep eyes that draw you in like black holes
and thats just the start
but i, i am her fallen angel who came and shined light in her ever growing tomb of darkness
i found her in the most unlikely of places, in the furthest depts of the moon
and there she stays, always watching over me as i watch over her
it is the darkness that binds us, consumes us and brings us together as one
no matter what this world might throw at us, we will always be as one
and even if, we may never truely meet, we already know where we can always be as one
forever together in the twisting nether of a great beyond
forever in arms till all is done
for she is my one, my precious, my darling keisha
and i am her dark prince, her fallen angel, to save her from a curel world
that could never understand who we turely are
and with that, i can truely declare from the depth of my soul, I Love You...
She:
She is like hellfire bent on destorying heaven
she is the woman who would tear a man limb from limb
she is the terror men fear
with jet black hair that sways down her back like twilight
peircing eyes of a deep brown that stare straight into your soul
long strong seductive destructive legs
with a figure that screams beautiful and deadly
the queen of darkness
powerfull and frightning
and yet, i love her
she is the face that stares back at you from the moon
she is the terror that haunts your dreams
with her haunting beauty that draws men in
she plays them like a masterfull pupeteer laughing at there missery
and yet, i love her
she trusts no man and for those few she does?
only by how far she can throw them
she is powerfull beautifull and undeneyably cruel
she is a woman strong
she is the immortal beauty that few can see
and yet, i love her
cause I am her dark prince
i am her black knight to rescue her in the night
i am a fallen angel that knows her cage well
that loanly soul traped in a dark hole
as i join her in that dark hole she calls home
bread in pain and solitude i know her pain
we hide from the masses cause they could never understand
we hide for they could never see
that our love reaches over oceans and bend the laws of time
cause she is that queen of darkness that could destory this world
if only they knew the trueth and could see her true beauty
cause there is no mortal man worthy of her for she is eternal
and in our eternal darkness we will be forever as one
though we may never meet in the flesh
i will always be hers, because i love her.
Masters of the Universe:
we walk a path in other worlds
be them on this plain or another
shuffling through life to apease our needs
we are the masters of our universe
learning new skills in each life we have
saveing ourselfs to contenue on
from lawyers to soldures we battle in our own way
from craftsmen to sellers we make our own way
and from time to time we travel great distances
to get away from the mundane and discover ourselfs anew
we're time travelers to world seekers
creators to destoryers
saviors and the damned
but damn we are masters of it all
we band together to get through tough times
or we walk alone to have a good time
we are the masters of our universe
creating our storys everyday of everymoment
it feels like a dream dont it?
and so when your all worn out or just frustrated
and you realise what time it is
you hit logout
cause were all video gamers
Its my life:
3:30am finely draged myself into bed
6:05 alarm goes off and instantly clicked off
roll over mumbling 5 more minuts
have two strange dreams and realise its now 6:50am
rush out the door, get to work and be clocked in at 6:59
start first pot of coffee, have a smoke
unlock doors and declare yourself open at 7:15
7:45 first customers come, make cafe moca and cappuchino
pour coffee for self and slowly munch on a scone, have a smoke
work on poem till next customer comes
8:30 finely finished writeing poem and customer came, have a smoke
9:00 out of bordom decide to write the days bordom
9:15 check clock and now waits to have more to write, have a smoke
9:20 smoke inturupted after first puff, 4 customers woot
cute asian looks around and leaves, aww, goto finish smoke at 9:40
9:45 next customer, finished second cup of coffee and another customer
9:55 sit down and laugh as i read this over, starts cleaning cause of bordom
10:00 makes another pot of costa rica and grounds coffee singing (to the tune of iron man)
"I am ******** bored, cause theres nothing to be done
i'm just sitting here, wont someone come in here
nobody wants him he just stares at the world..." keeps grinding coffee
10:15 yay customers, start on third cup of coffee, tall double shot rasburry moca
10:30 amy hall an inturpreter friend gets coffee and a scone, she forgot her scone
top off moca with this layer of cappuchino foam. mmm... plays with nails
sighs realiseing i still have 2 and half more hours left of work (sad meow)
starts meowing the tune to iron man to pass the time (sad meow)
changes to meowing mario brothers. 10:45
10:55 keeps meowing the song after customer walks in. kekeke
11:00 finish rasburry moca
11:05 meow at customer and she looks at me like i'm crazy
stands at the door meowing at people passing by
11:30 see's and old friend as i read her this list
she gives me her card for church, advertiseing for march 1st
takes left over chai latte and pours for myself. chai chai chai chai chai
ahh had a steady flow of customers till 12:00
grabed the large mandoran orange chicken salad cause there were no sandwiches left
rubbing my somewhat full tummy looking forward to closeing
my chai got cold (sad meow)
12:10 finely got someone to hang out and talk to till i close WOOOOOOT
12:30 let the last customer in and locked him out
12:35 begin cleaning up
1:30 finely clock out and have my last smoke
1:40 gets home. *sleeps*
...:
see i am a we and we be three
when we play with thee we call ourselfs m's
cause they say we cant be
yet we walk amongst thee
praying on the so called strong we like to take em down in fog
louming in shadows we lean in take a bite
but you never saw it, you never felt it and like that i was gone and you didn't know it
they say were nothing more than a fantasy
but damn those fantasys make us look good
staying in shadows to avoid the light enjoying your fright
yet they say we cannot be while i walk amongst thee full free
cause we be three see
but you'll never see me cause i dont exist to thee
were just that dark fantasy roaming free
would you care to take a walk with we
let us set you free, open your eyes to what you didn't see
and be with we for all eternity
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What have I become
awakening the darkness within
reading knowlage already known
hidden deep within
then why cant I utilize my knowlege
and use what is hidden within
cold and numb like deaths embrace has already come
must I die again to awaken what within
like the phoenix i always rise again
as the moon rises and falls
so does my strength, my power, my walls
spiritual blade bathed in flames
turned cold now, nothing more than a mortal blade
energy lost, no flame within
I cant even reach out
I cry for help
but to those with the answers
no responce comes out
now I only dream of what i once was
so what have I become
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