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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 9:50 pm
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okay, my friend [who i will call bob this time] is blaming her step-sister for "stealing me" away from her. only because i walk with her step-sister home, but thats because bob walks with a group of girls that i dont think are the best for anyone! and im not supposed to know that she blames her st.-sis, so i cant talk to her about it. and everytime i hang out with someone she doesnt like, she starts hating them because of some unknown reason.
does she just want me to be there but not have my own mind or something? i mean, at lunch shell steal my books if im not paying direct attention to her or the other conversation at the table [there are only two ever going on at the same time. ever].
when i started posting on gaia, she didnt want anything to do with it because she didnt see any point. but when i started to post about real life things, and her, and other stuff too, she wanted to join. this was when she found out i had a whole part of my life on here. and she took away the only private spot i had. i knew no one and i was who i wanted to be. and she took it away from me. then she joined why not? when i did just for this forum here. which is where i had been mainly posting.
i mean, if im not doing something she wants to do, shell tell me not to do it, but if i tell her not to do something, she goes on and does it anyways. ive never really had issues with it till now because i never had anything i was serious i didnt want her to do, and now she does it anyway and --and --, i cant talk to a guidance counciler [i repeat: cant!!] but that is a completley diffrent story why. so who can i talk to if not the only peace makers at the school?
shes my second closest friend in the world and we know more about each other then we do ourselfs, and we love each other like sisters should, we look out for eachother and protect each other, we keep each other out of trouble, but im not allowed to be my own person.
im scared that shell even find this and get even more distant from me because of some reason i dont even get. shell claim that she doesnt do half of this stuff and i dont know what to do.
this is how my life kinda is... url=http://youtube.com/watch?v=d7VvkZY3VVk]numb
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 11:37 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 7:39 pm
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will you pm that site to me? i just need space... too much of bob is not a good thing confused
and, thats what ive been doing, with soccer, ice scating, even gaia. she hated gaia at first, then she relized i was a completley diffrent person on here [she had gotten my pass and checked up on me...] so she had to join. with soccer, she has told me stories of things [like how bad things have gotten in games] to "warn" me. even ice scating, i had broken my wrist at one point and had fallen at the ice show i was in, and she is 100% sure it was broken at the rink, when it was probably from the bike accident i had... so shes not happy with most my hobbies, especialy because i never get to sleep over. but i quit the saterday ones so shell be happy with that... stare
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Posted: Fri Apr 04, 2008 2:41 am
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Posted: Sat Apr 05, 2008 6:09 am
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2008 4:27 pm
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