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It's your incompetent vice captain reporting :]

So yeah, I haven't really been around much... well...

My house flooded. The hot water tank broke and there was no safety on it to make the water stop. The landlord replaced the tank but won't do anything else. I've been working my a** off trying to get the carpets dry - I've even had to rip up the padding under the carpet. I'm tired and want to just be comfortable at home, but I can't because the smell is horrible - it's like dirt and wet dog. Everytime I walk into my house I want to gag. I feel like purchasing a face mask.

But on top of the water tank flooding the house, my friend came in town during her sping break - you know, my friend as in ex-girlfriend? That one if anyone can recall her. Anyway, after all the hardships and two years apart, I still love her. And she has feelings for me too --- plus she's a devious flirt with me. But, as there is always a but, no romantic realtionship can evolve until she graduates from highschool. Even after that her parents will object just due to our past problems - but she insists that I don't worry. She's very protective about my feelings.
So now I have the possibility of being with the one I've had my heart set out for since middle school. And I don't know what to feel. Yeah, I'm happy and relieved. I now know that I am special to her and always have been. But at the same time I feel anxious - what if her graduation comes and then what, no dice? It's hard sweatdrop

Anyway, last week was pure hell. House floods + ex-girlfriend + school in general = insane. Trying to balance out all three had me pulling out my hair. I'm hoping things will slow down after May 9 - my AP US History exam. This Saturday is prom and I'm going with my two best friends, I'm their escort :3

Ahhh, I just can't wait for the summer. Bring on the beach, camping, Georgia, and possibilities! And webcomics too <3

dramallama Oh, don't worry, I won't be like the book I just read, The Virgin ********, that reminds me. stare I owe six dollars in library fines.

I'll assume that it has a happy ending! xd

Yeah, Im weird, I know.

The movie was pretty good not as good as the book though.

It's pretty weird that you mentioned that book now because today I was thinking about the movie, I watched it a long time ago and I don't remember much about it so I thought I would rent it this weekend.

Ugh! X_x I also can't wait for summer, college has been a bit of a beayoch, mostly cause of my math class, plus I have my driving test to worry about (trying not to worry) and also have to get a permit so I can enter a class that I'm missing. Plus I have to decide if I want to take a job at my college that I've been really interested in cause I want the experience and it'd be nice to make my own money. domokun

Hope your house gets better. =o

Also, hope you have a great summer!

3nodding Yes, the thing that's stopping me is time management. They warned me that the job can probably take up a lot of my time (I also might be called to work on Sundays and Saturdays and at night) and one class I'm going to be taking is pretty tough and it's also time consuming. It would probably hurt my studies basically.
I have to make this decision carefully, because I don't really need the money, I want it, but don't need it right now. I do need the experience. ^_^ Thanks for the opinion though.

>_< Yes.

There's a part of me that's going: "You can do it, do it, do it!"
BUT there's also that: "You're going to take that class and it might be to much!"

Dx

I've taken more things that I can handle before and that's why I'm trying to make this decision carefully. domokun