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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 9:48 pm
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My dad started abusing my mom when I was three. At first, since Iwas jsut a little kid, I didn't realize it. Then I got older,and my mom had another kid, and my brother and I used to sleep up in the attic, and I would sit there inthe middle of he night, listening to the screams and yells. My dad once threw me across a room, and since then I can't stand to hae anyhitng thrown at me, or I flinch like heck. I have about 18 friends that Isee almost everyday, and out of them only, like, two are guys, because I still cna't stand men, no offenxe to anyone. I was only 64pnds for three yeas in a row because I was os scaed I couldn't eat. I'm now almost sixteen, i'm five-feet- teninches tall, and I only wiegh 115pnds. I cant' stand men., I can't stand talkign in front of people ,and I can't even make eye contact ith family members. Ispent three months on a Battered Woman/s shelter, having other kids getm e in trouble because Icouldnt' speak. Unless I'm with a lot of people, I cant;' talk at all. In my science class, we oinly have like sixteen people. Ionly talk in that class about once a month. I have absolutly no people skills, hence the reaons why I've been on Gaia two year,s yet still only have less then 50 friends. Viral said you people might be able to hlp me. And maybe he's right. Just maybe. If yo uguys can heklp me, good. if not, oh well. I went to counsiling for a year, and that didn't help, but maybe people I don't avtually have ot verbally speak to can help me. So, please. Help.
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 9:49 pm
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Jafthasleftthebuilding Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 9:51 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 9:52 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:06 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:14 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:16 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:25 pm
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Look Lin: Jessica- her mom put her up for adoption when she was three. She never met her father. She hates it whne I mention my life, and then ignoresme, which I hate. Miranda- her mom left her dad when she was thrre {I know right, weird huh?}and so her dad's had to raise her. She's a pathological liar, and doesn't care about it in the slightest. Jazzie- no say. her paremts are alcohalics, and I think she's goign to be one too. She, like ,miranda, doeans't care. Renee- my best friend knows what i've been through, but she doesn't like talkling about it./ neither do I. Heather- my kitty knows nothing. Ashley hat thief- all she know is that iwas abused. Ashley starburst girl- knows barely anything and is in college. Kevin- one of my only guy friends. He doesn't really know very much. He's busy anyway, what with his friends all commiting suicide at he same time.
THat's only some of my friends. How can i even realy talk to them when it hurts so bad? It angers me when peoepl say the kids could do something- you can't, really, and since all my teachers say that, I camn't talk to them, now can I?
@Viral- thanks for listening.
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:29 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:33 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:36 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:41 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:41 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2008 10:41 pm
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