Ever had one of those days? Well it's been one of those weeks for me.
It started out with the whole GRM and I situation which is not really something I ever expected to happen and threw me into a whole new depression. I'm still trying to sort out what the hell happened there although we've had time to talk about it and now things are at least on a better track than when they started.
Next my sister broke up with her boyfriend and just made the whole situation compound because it just reminded me of mine and everyone was talking about it. It seems like there is no end to the breakups in spring these days.
Next my uncle Dave died. The funeral was today and I just could not bring myself to go to it because I'm not in any mood to comfort anyone else. Not only that my family are a bunch of alcoholics and I'm trying not to drink which is a temptation that I'm having problems with this week and they are NOT supportive at all when they are drunk.
Now my father has had a growth on the side of his neck for a while now it started while I was still incarcerated and it has just kept getting worse. Well today was his surgery and there were some complications, of an unknown factor to me, and he almost died on the operating table and was placed in the ICU where he is having multiple seizures which are wiping his short term memory and causing severe problems with his stability.
He's been an epileptic since he was in his mid twenties and up until last October was seizure free for years so I can't even imagine what the hell is going on right now.
The story I got from my Aunt who is with him at the hospital was that after surgery he woke up and turned to my Grandmother and said "Mom what are you doing here I need to get into surgery?" where my aunt replied "You already had surgery" and he just spaced out and had another seizure and the woke up again to say "Mom what are you doing here I need to get into surgery?"
I still don't even know what the mass was but it was pretty much agreed by everyone that it was an infection of some kind because of how fast it was growing and the fact that it was warm to the touch.
The doctors were reluctant to say it was an infection but they said for sure it was not a tumor or cancer though I've not been updated yet on that.
Edit: NOW MY COMPUTER IS MAKING A FUNNY NOISE! Pales in comparison to everything else but God Damn it I need to focus on something I can control right now.
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