What can i do....

[Haisieo Cross]

for the longest of times,i've been in pain.
Always is my heart burdened with sorrow,and anguish.
I am a christian,i beleive in God,and i trust him with
everything,he has taken care of me,he has loved me.
And surely he is the reason i am still alive up until this day.
But,i've prayed,and done everything i can to see if God
can take away my pain,after that didn't work,i tried
taking it into my own hands,that still didn't work.
So,for many years i've had to deal with this pain.
The origins of it,is the years of physical and emotional
abuse,from other people.But i still do everything
i can possibly do to make everyone else happy.
By doing that,i thought i could make myself happy.
So now....i help people who are emotinally torn.
Yet i myself,am in such a terrible state that i don't
know what to do anymore.My heart constantly hurts.
And there have been times,where i've had to fight to
prevent myself from locking away my emotions.
I just feel like....i can't take much more of this.
is there anything......anything at all i could possibly do...?  

[CrimsonsDecayingRose]

Read the Bible more biggrin Try counseling or therapy or something. If you have a close friend, confide in them.
Abuse is tough, trust me. But we can all live through it. Besides, it is all in God's plan. Don't give up. People do care.  

[Haisieo Cross]

CrimsonsDecayingRose

Read the Bible more biggrin Try counseling or therapy or something. If you have a close friend, confide in them.
Abuse is tough, trust me. But we can all live through it. Besides, it is all in God's plan. Don't give up. People do care.

I've read through many parts of the bible,and i've had many
parts read to me.And i don't really want to go to therapy.
I just feel so neglected,because even the closest of
people to me,almost always pick something else,over
being with me. :T  

[faithful quenga]

There's a Time to Laugh "Ephesians 2: 8-9"

Read the bible more.


I've been through physical and emotional abuse and it's caused a lot of problems in my life. Trying to help other people to make yourself feel better is a codependent behavior and maybe you should try looking into that. Facing the pain, accepting that it's there and forgiving the ones who hurt you will go far as well.

I'm involved with a group called Celebrate Recovery. It isn't just for addicts or anything it's for anyone with any type of Hurt, habit, or hang up. Maybe go online and see if there are any in your area. It is a Christian based organization. It's a place you can go for worship, fellowship, and for some most importantly being able to talk with other believers about your problems.

Being involved with people who have been through or are going through what we deal with is helpful and it's best when it's Godly.

And a Time to Cry "Romans 5: 3-5"

 

[CrimsonsDecayingRose]

Maybe you can try to become more involved with programs. Maybe Church choir (if you like singing), join a kind of band (if you can play an instrument), try a Christian Witness group. I really don't know you, but try being involved in something you enjoy. If you're still in school, try Junior Civitan or NHS. Whatever your forte may be, try something. Maybe vent your feelings; write, take a walk, scream at a wall (or into a pillow) take to the gym and punch a punching bag. Whatever, but venting has helped me extremly much. Particulary with writing. Maybe you could read some Christian fiction. I don't rightly know... I hope i've helped. I pray for God to be with you.  

[Haisieo Cross]

Thanks,i'm glad non of you ignored me
like so many others have,all of you
helped just by giving me some recognition
and replieing to my plea to not be alone-
ignored,hurt,or abused.So,thank you.
You gys actually made me a bit happier
because of that. :']  

[digital_kobraX]

the night is darkest just before the dawn
dont loose faith. no one ever said it was easy being a christian

if you need someone to talk to you can always pm me  

[The Hudson Hawk]

It's sort of unusual to find others who have been thru the mill such as myself. I have had over 85% of my body busted up internally as well as externally. I have loved and lost so many times, as well as given everything unto others to feel needed or happy. I have prayed to God to take away alot of physical as well as emotional pain from but too no avail as well. I believe that God uses people who are broken to be great testimonies in this life for Him. As the person said before me,-"Keep the faith". This we should all do, as well as pray with out ceasing as Peter said in the Bible. If you need a friend to talk with, You can always PM me. I will do my best to be a good listener and try to help as much as possible, For as it is written "Iron sharpens iron". God bless you and your's my friend. Also read 2 Thes. 3:3., It may just turn into your favorite scripture as well.