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please exucse the spaceing. this was from my journal and it was accting up when i had to type this so i had to space it out alot in order to be able to read it. and i know there will be alot of miss spelling and grammar issues please ignore that this is my ruff draft and i plan on makeing changes. anyway hope you enjoy it.

cold kisses chapter 1 blissfull pain
i thought that this was going to be like every other day i was dead wrong.

I was walking through the woods trying to get my mind off the things going on.

then suddenly there was a rush of cold air. Then i saw a man walking towards me.

That was the only thing even remotely human about him was the way he appeared.

he looked like a granite Greek god statue he was beautiful. In the most

breathtaking voice he said i have been watching you
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i said oh really why would you want to watch me i asked. he replied in that

voice like a angel because your such a beautiful and interesting creature.

wow this gorgeous whatever he was thought i was beautiful. then he smiled

and i saw his teeth, he had fangs at least 2 inches long. His eyes were a

bright shocking silver. then suddenly i had the urge to kiss him. he leaned

in and i followed. our lips met perfectly and his followed mine like a mirror.

It was so intoxicating. He sighed and i copied him. Then he moved his lips

down my neck and i shivered with delight. This man or boy or whatever he

was, was gorgeous and was making me excited i had never felt this way

before. He was kissing my neck and i wrapped my arms around his neck

and hugged him tighter to me. He didn't resist he came willingly he was so

close to me it made my heart pound just thinking about it. Then he ran his

hands down my side and i shivered with delight again i wanted him to keep

going. He moved his soft lips across my neck and then he bit me. it stung

but it was amazing. Then he started sucking the place he just bit. i didn't

know what he was doing but it was blissfully painful. He wrapped his had in

my hair and kept one on my side. Then i suddenly felt a surge of pain at my

neck. i didn't scream because i didn'tcare.

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i let him continue and the pain worsened. It felt like a flame wrapping around

my neck and my body eating away the flesh. i didn't scream because in

away it was blissful. this may be odd but even though that little voice in my

head was screaming at the top of its lungs danger,danger i let him

keep going. The suddenly my vision faded and i couldn't see at all i was in

complete darkness. i wasn't afraid of it though. i was use to darkness, it was

my companion. i felt him, or it holding me and i relaxed i went limp. despite

the pain i was feeling i felt at peace. i completely gave in. the amazing thing

was he didn't try to hurt me or anything like that he just kept on doing what

he was doing. i had no idea what was happening and that he actually was

hurting me in a way, i was completely absorbed.

Then i cant clearly rember what happen next just that i sort of passed out.

For what seemed like the longest time i was in such pain. My flesh feeling

as if it was being ripped of my body slowly peace by peace. i found that i

wanted to scream but couldn't. it wasn't blissful anymore and i couldn't feel

him holding me anymore. i was frightened. what was happening to me.

Then slowly but surely the pain was fading as if someone was putting out

the fire. moment by moment i relaxed a little more until i felt another pain,

but this was only in my throat. it was a burning worse then the pain i had felt

before, it felt like i was eating the fire. I needed water i needed something

cold. But i still couldn't open my eyes.

yea ik and im only half way through with my novel and it hasnt even gotten to the good part yet. and i love interview with a vampire i like twlight 2 but im more for the clasics.

heart biggrin i like your story it drawn me in very quickly keep on going it very interesting and very original

chapter 5new life
i woke up in complete darkness, for a second i panicked until i remembered some parts of what happened last night. Ambrosie had taken me to the place where he lived after i had left the note for my family. i felt my and to the left of me and i felt a mattress with sheets and everything. i rolled over i put my hand on the other side of me. this time i felt something cool and hard. then i smiled realizing what it was. "good morning" he whispered and pulled me closer to him. i smiled and replied "good morning." i layed my head on his shoulder and sighed. he laughed then smiled at me. "today is the first day of your official new life." Hmm i like the sound of that, then suddenly i remembered something that i wanted to ask him." what is your last name." he seemed surprised that i had asked but he replied calmly." my last name is Dacre, the Dacre family was a very powerful family." i just nodded and motioned for him to go on. " well they were powerful because they had extra senses." "you mean like seeing the future and other things." "yes exactly you see this was back about four hundred years ago they still believed in witches back then." my eyes widened and i nodded. " well my family was very gifted it was my father, mother,sister, and me." " my father could see when something terrible was about to happen to someone, my mother could see the exact opposite." " my sister could see everything that a person has done or is going to do just by staring at them, but i well i can do the exact same but i have to touch you or something that belongs to you." i could have sworn my jaw fell about a mile. " so the mind reading thing isnt part of it." " he laughed oh lord no that comes with the vampire package." "oh" i mumbled. " so what happened to your family do you not see them anymore?" his eye saddened and i immediately regretted asking. "no, no its okay you need to know." " like i said it was back in witch times, well one day me and my sister where out playing like a regular child would." " then this little girl named Rosette she had redish blonde hair she was about our age and she asked i f she could play and we allowed her to. we played games like the children we were then Rosette grabbed my hand, that was when my mind went through her like a picture book, i saw everything she had done and what she would do." " i quickly pulled away but she had seen what i had and she ran screaming away." " i grabbed my sisters arm and we ran home." " i told my parents what had happened and then my parents where hugging us and crying, they said we had to leave first thing in the morning."
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we tried to run but Rosette's father was the Governor and had expected us to run. The arrested us all of us my parents and my little sister to. they put us in separate cells i fought against the guards trying to get to my sister who was balling and reaching out to me. my parents where dragged away my dad struggling as much as me and my mother kicking and screaming desperately trying to get to her children. i was put into a cell with another inmate, he was a handsome fellow he said he was from Germany. he was living there in Paris with his family and he was arrested with the crime of murdering twelve young women. his name was Alrich and he was convicted truthfully. he did murder all of those women but he did it to survive he was a vampire and he told me about him and told me his story. He said he could have escaped by now but he said he knew that i was coming and i needed help. i told him to stay away from me but he did just the opposite. i tried to stay awake all night to keep an eye on him i didn't trust him, but i fell asleep. in my sleep he attacked me and drained me to where i was on the verge of death and then he whispered to me "do you choose to die or do you choose to be something more." i was a kid then and frankly i was quite frightened of dieing so i chose to be something more, i chose to be immortal. we escaped early in the morning and later i found out that at six o'clock pm my family was to be burned at the stake. i weeped and weeped for my family but my sadness turned to rage i was determined to save them. i went to the old court and stood in the attic planning my rescue when suddenly Alrich was behind me. He was screaming at me you cant do it you will be the death of us all. i didn't listen i punched him in the nose and ran. But he was to fast he beat me out and slammed me to the ground with one hand and pinned me there. he was to strong for me. he held me there for the longest time and in time i heard three screams fill the air. i struggled and finally he let me go as the screams faded away. i ran to the wind to see the soot remains of my family. the rage burned inside me and i could no longer contain it. i went into a stampede and i did something that i will always regret. he hung his head down in what i assumed was shame and he covered his face with his hands. i got closer to him and encircled him with my arms. " its okay your okay now its the past"
"no its not okay i killed them. i felt my body go stiff as he stood. i killed them all, i murdered the entire town and drained every single one of them dry. then i burned the town to the ground, im nothing but a monster condemned to hell. i should already be there i am damned ." he covered his face and all but collapsed.
dripping blood chapter6
i couldn't believe how lucky i was to have ambrosie. he was like an angle he was what i had missing in my life. HE kissed my neck and whispered into my skin. your thirsty. i looked at him, how did he know. "i know because you are new and i can feel the heat radiating off of your throat ." i sighed of course he would know. " well what are we going to do about do you have a stock or something here? He laughed. "love there is only one way to receive blood and it benefit your body and quench that awfully thirst. i stared at him as if my eyes could tell him everything i was feeling right then.
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his fingers cupped my chin and he stared straight into my eyes with his. "I know that its hard at first it it will be disturbing and maybe even almost impossible to think about but its who we are and how we have to survive. isn't this what you wanted"?
yes my sweet Ambrosie i have always wanted this ever sense i was a child i dreamed of being the creature that i had begun to have an obsession with. not only that but now that i have you i want to always have you now and forever.
He smiled at me and kissed me lightly on the lips" i feel the same way but the only way for that to be even remotely possible is for you to stay alive. and as sad as i am to say it the only way to achieve that its to feed its what keeps us alive. i wish there was some other way but at the moment Callidora there is none, you know i would do anything in the world for you and i would never hurt you. so just trust me i know what i am doing and i will teach you how to control yourself and stay intact with your humanity." i looked down and i knew that he was right but for some reason it was still hard to admit that to myself. i just couldn't see me drinking that lush-us deep red liquid from a human. ok now that i think of it that way i can.
" Don't think about it that way, your not hurting them the way it works is if you don't want it to be painful to them it wont be it will feel to them however you mean for it to." This made me feel better and it put it into a new perspective for me. i think i could live with that. Ok i think that this may work. He laughed and whispered i know it will.
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The night was dark and misty, eerie if i say so myself. It had a certain appeal to me in spite of the awkwardness of it. My stomach rolled with the thought of what i was about to do, it was like my first kiss all over again, shaky knees, butterflies in my stomach, sweaty palms, accept i wasn't with Ethan Marlow either i was with my own personal angel Ambrosie. If he said i would be fine then i would be i just couldn't shake these first time jitters.
" stop fretting love, when you smell the blood your instincts will automatically kick in just let the animal come out of you but stay in control." but what if i cant, i don't know how. Listen just think of the things that you care about think of the things that attach you to your soul the things that make you who you are. Everything will be fine. if it gets out of hand im right here i wont let you do anything you will regret i would never let something that awful happen to you. i sighed heavily then i kissed him again.
Suddenly a sent so strong that it almost knocked me over swept its way unto me. I pulled away from Ambrosie so quick there wasn't even a word to explain it. The sent was exhilarating and intoxicating at the same time. It wasn't like anything i had ever smelled before. Then i saw her, a young woman about the age of twenty taking a late night jog listening to her ipod. The animal instincts Ambrosie told me about kicked in. I almost lost control when i remembered about what happened last night. My mind eased and i wasn't so animal like, i remembered my family and my favorite music and all the things i loved to do. i regained control, i slipped into the shadows and gently grabbed the woman and pulled her towards me. I bit into her lovely white neck and that red liquid i so devastatingly craved flowed into my mouth. I thought of love and bliss and soon the woman in my arms got that lovey dovey look in her eyes and slumped in my arms. I drank what i needed and left a fair amount of blood in her. I started to detach myself then i thought when you awake you will think you dozed of and fell asleep here in the grass. Then i let go and laid the woman under a tree away from the road a little ways.
When i turned back to Ambrosie he was smiling proudly. He ran to me and picked me up and slug me around into a tight embrace. Your a natural Callidora, god i love you, amazingly lethal but how gorgeous are you. watching you takes my breath away. I smiled then suddenly my eyes widened there wasn't any dripping blood was there. Ambrosie burst into laughter
"not a drop."

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" See i told you you would be just fine. Its like you were born to be a vampire Callidora."
I beamed with pride all my life thats what i had dreamed of. I wanted to be a vampire to be strong lethal and beautiful. The living for eternity was just a plus. I could deal with the drinking blood thing it was just a matter of getting use to it. I knew that when i was human that there was something out there for me that there was something better than the life i was living. i was meant to do more be better and now i was. i was something that not many people would even dream existed. But now my dreams where coming true.
" Lets go home Callidora."