White Tomb

[The Forgotten Weasley]

When WE first came HERE,
We were COLD and we were CLEAR,
With no COLORS on our SKIN,
We were LIGHT and PAPER THIN.

And when WE first came HERE,
We were COLD and we were CLEAR,
With no COLORS on our SKIN,
'Till YOU let the SPECTRUM in.

Say my name: Grieving
And every color illuminates: I finally told him...
We are shining: Jay
And we'll never be afraid again: White Tomb

N E W L Y N
T A R A
V A S S

B L O O D T R A I T O R | H U F F L E P U F F | S E C O N D Y E A R |

Newlyn slowly sat down next to him, shaking slightly. She clenched an unclenched her hands anxiously, and stared at her lap. "I was six. So seven years now. My mum... she loved to look at the stars. She always used to say that Astronomy was her favorite subject here. My dad would tease her about it. Out of all the classes, why one that didn't even use magic? But I think she liked it because the stars are the same, no matter where or what you are. Magical or muggle, we study the same night sky. But we used to go out on walks, just me and her, and lie down on the ground and look at them. She could name each and every constellation. Before she died, on her birthday, there was a meteor shower. She got so excited about it." The Hufflepuff's voice cut off in a quiet sob, before she forced herself to continue. "So one night we went out to see the stars, like we always did when it was clear. Just the two of us. It was a full moon that night. And we were out looking at them, when we heard a howl. My mum didn't realize what it was at first, but I got scared. By the time she knew that it was a werewolf," the hatred was evident here, bubbling over onto her raw voice, "It was too late. It came out of nowhere, and she turned and looked me right in the eyes, and said "I love you, Newlyn. Run." So I did. I didn't even look back, to see her dying because she was trying to keep it from going after me. It killed her, and ran off. And I knew it was my fault. My father couldn't even look at me for a month. He hates me, and I hate him, and the only thing that keeps me from going insane during the summer are my sisters. That's how messed up I am, Jay." She whispered the last part, not trusting her voice not to crack.

M A T U R I T Y is only achieved when one accepts L I F E as full of T E N S I O N.

And when we COME for YOU,
We'll be DRESSED up all in BLUE,
With the OCEAN in our ARMS,
Kissing EYES and kissing PALMS.

And when it's TIME to PRAY,
We'll be DRESSED up all in GREY,
With METAL on our TONGUES,
And SILVER in our LUNGS.

 

[Bug430]

Jayden Michael Cloud

Mood:
What I am doing:
What I want to be doing:

Jayden listened to her story, forming his own opinions and own insight as she went along and by the end of the brief monologue, his point of view had been formed. What he came up with was something on the contrary of what she believed in. His point of view was going to argue what she believed, but first, he had to know how she blames herself. In any event of such nature, the person could not possibly blame themselves. The blame would have to be at being at the wrong place at the wrong time. As she finished her speech, he began his part.

"Newlyn, you can not blame yourself for that. You were in the wrong place at the wrong time. A six year old girl could not know any better. Heck, a six year old girl do not even comprehend what a full moon is. A better question is: how did a six year old girl come to believe that the whole death was her fault? That's what confuses me, because there hasn't been many cases like it, he said to her, brushing his hand through her hair. It was silky smooth and that's where he wanted to keep his hand.

"You are not messed up Newlyn. You are just like any other person. They have things they regret, things they can't get over, but they soon will get over it.

 

[The Forgotten Weasley]

When WE first came HERE,
We were COLD and we were CLEAR,
With no COLORS on our SKIN,
We were LIGHT and PAPER THIN.

And when WE first came HERE,
We were COLD and we were CLEAR,
With no COLORS on our SKIN,
'Till YOU let the SPECTRUM in.

Say my name: Grieving
And every color illuminates: I... It's...
We are shining: Jay
And we'll never be afraid again: White Tomb

N E W L Y N
T A R A
V A S S

B L O O D T R A I T O R | H U F F L E P U F F | S E C O N D Y E A R |

Newlyn shook her head. "If I hadn't been there, maybe she could have gotten away. But she was protecting me and... I just-" She cut herself off, and sighed. "I... I don't know. My father hates me, so I've always believed it was my fault. I can see it in his eyes every time I look at him. I'm used to it by now, but it still hurts..." she whispered. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to get the image of her mother turning to face the snarling werewolf out of her mind.

M A T U R I T Y is only achieved when one accepts L I F E as full of T E N S I O N.

And when we COME for YOU,
We'll be DRESSED up all in BLUE,
With the OCEAN in our ARMS,
Kissing EYES and kissing PALMS.

And when it's TIME to PRAY,
We'll be DRESSED up all in GREY,
With METAL on our TONGUES,
And SILVER in our LUNGS.

 

[The Forgotten Weasley]

So this is what you meant
When you said that you were spent
And now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit
Right to the top, don't hold back

I don't ever wanna let you down
I don't ever wanna leave this town
'Cause after all, this city never sleeps at night

It's time to begin, isn't it: Devastated
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit: I can't believe he's gone...
I'm just the same as I was: Alone
Now don't you understand that I'm never changing who I am: White Tomb

N E W L Y N | T A R A | V A S S
H U F F L E P U F F | B L O O D T R A I T O R | F O U R T H Y E A R

Newlyn Vass hadn't felt this alone since the day her mother died. The day her childhood ended. The day her father started hating her. She'd loved her mother, her mum, with every core of her being. She'd loved Jay with every core of her being. And now he was dead. Gone. She'd sat here with him, two years ago, and confided in him her darkest secrets. He'd told her he loved her here. She'd known him for three short years. But it felt like an eternity. Jay was her first crush, her first boyfriend, her first kiss, her first love. Had it been love? Real, true love? She didn't know. She was only fourteen. But so what if it hadn't been? Maybe he hadn't been the one, but what she had felt for him was so real, so alive, that now she felt dead. He'd changed her so much, and now he was gone. Was everyone she loved going to die? Was that her curse?

She stared up at the overcast sky, feeling the chill of late afternoon seep into her bones. The snow was so white it hurt her eyes. It was too quiet. Too somber. Newlyn gathered her knees to her chest, and wrapped her arms around them. Even the season was one of death. It was so perfectly fitting that she wanted to scream until she could scream no more. Her heart was thudding painfully inside of her chest and her breathing was harsh, rasping in and out in puffs of misty air. Tears streaked down her face, and the wet lines they left were only warm for a moment before they hardened and froze. Not long ago, she'd been so happy. She should have known it couldn't last. Newlyn shook and trembled, but not from the cold. A quiet anger rose up inside of her. "Why?! Why couldn't it last?! What's wrong with me?!" she screamed. It felt good to raise her voice for once. "Mum, Jay..." she sobbed. "I'm so, so sorry."

A person who DESERVES my loyalty RECEIVES it

So this is where you fell
And I am left to sell
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell
Right to the top don't look back

This road never looked so lonely
This house doesn't burn down slowly
To ashes, to ashes, turning the rags
And giving the commodities a rain check

 

[Cinnabun Gryffie]

❈Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,❈
❈She felt it everyday.❈
❈And I couldn't help her,❈
❈I just watched her make the same mistakes again.❈

What's wrong, what's wrong now?❈
Too many, too many problems.❈
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
Broken inside.❈

❈❈❈Remy walked outside, thin dress dancing in the breeze. Her feet were bare, as she hadn't managed to find her shoes after she had returned to humanity. After wandering around for a little while, she found herself at the tomb of Albus Dumbledore. Perfect. A place of death. Just for her. She sat on the grass, resting her back against the cold marble. Maybe she'd get lucky and just freeze to death out here. It would be a nice way to go.


❈Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.❈
❈You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.❈
❈Be strong, be strong now.❈
❈Too many, too many problems.❈
❈Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
❈She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
❈It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
❈With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
❈Broken inside.❈

❈Her feelings she hides.
❈Her dreams she can't find.
❈She's losing her mind.
❈She's fallen behind.
❈She can't find her place.
❈She's losing her faith.
❈She's fallen from grace.
❈She's all over the place.
❈Yeah,oh

 

[Cinnabun Gryffie]

❈Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,❈
❈She felt it everyday.❈
❈And I couldn't help her,❈
❈I just watched her make the same mistakes again.❈

What's wrong, what's wrong now?❈
Too many, too many problems.❈
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
Broken inside.❈

❈❈❈Remy hadn't been paying attention to anything going on around her, instead remaining lost in her own thoughts. It wasn't until an unfamiliar voice spoke up. "For being a werewolf..." Her eyes went wide in a bit of shock. It wasn't until she sniffed, then connected this kid's smell with that of the blood that had coated her figure earlier. So this was the kid she'd bitten? At least he seemed to have a sense of humor about it. Remy blinked a few times, then gave a very, very pathetic attempt at a smile. "Um... yea. It gets cold out here... sometimes." She looked away from him, feeling pangs of guilt slam into her. She had to say... something, right? Something to this kid. She figured the Alpha had already gone and told him what was going on, but... now it was her turn, right? It was hard, since he didn't look any older than she herself had been when she was bitten. Had it been four years already? After steeling her nerves, Remy looked back at the kid. "I-I'm guessing Jason already told you what happened, right? That I... I...." Tears fell down her cheeks again, the teen unable even to attest to her crime. This poor innocent kid, whose name she didn't even know, was now a werewolf. Worse yet, he was her Beta. Beta to a Beta made... Omega? Would Jason even let him in the pack? Would they both be ostracized and removed from the Aconite Pack? What would Akira and Rufus think? What would... "I-I'm Remy, by the way. I might want to make sure you know me... since... ya' know... we're in the same family now." There. That seemed... nice enough... right?


❈Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.❈
❈You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.❈
❈Be strong, be strong now.❈
❈Too many, too many problems.❈
❈Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
❈She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
❈It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
❈With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
❈Broken inside.❈

❈Her feelings she hides.
❈Her dreams she can't find.
❈She's losing her mind.
❈She's fallen behind.
❈She can't find her place.
❈She's losing her faith.
❈She's fallen from grace.
❈She's all over the place.
❈Yeah,oh

 

[Cinnabun Gryffie]

❈Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,❈
❈She felt it everyday.❈
❈And I couldn't help her,❈
❈I just watched her make the same mistakes again.❈

What's wrong, what's wrong now?❈
Too many, too many problems.❈
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
Broken inside.❈

❈❈❈Remy listened to the kid, then blinked at his mention of Jason's.. personality, or lack thereof. It took every ounce of effort the girl possessed not to break down laughing. Gold eyes flicked around, searching.. just in case Jason had managed to find them. "Yes. That's Jason. Oh, just wait until you go to Hogsmeade. You'll never get rid of him. He owns the little plant shop, Dogweed and Deathcaps." She gave a grin, this one small, but real. At least the kid knew it was an accident!

❈❈❈When Miles mentioned not eating peas, the older teen started chuckling. "Not necessarily. I was vegan for.... two years after I got bitten? It was until Jason noted that I was... a lot underweight. He can be caring, and, to be honest, I think he secretly likes us. Ya' know... his packmates. He's saved my a** more times than I can count. He's saved me from... two kidnappings, apparent anorexia, and almost doing something... really bad. He's honestly a nice guy... just hides it behind his a*****e-ish exterior."

❈❈❈When the kid mentioned squeaky toys, Remy started laughing. Hard. The seventeen year old curled up, clutching her stomach, tears streaming. "Th-that's actually pretty much how Rufus was bitten. He met me one night, after I'd changed. Lucky for him, I'd taken the Wolfsbane that night. It was actually the next year that he came back to the forest with dog toys and biscuits. Jason... thought he was a threat or something! It was... intense. Moral of the story, Jason likes to bite. I'm actually the only one he bit while not sane. That... that's why I bit you, actually. I think... I mean, there was a lot going on, and I think it caused me to mess up on my potion somehow and..." She stopped to blink at the kid. How was he still smiling? Maybe... maybe he was genuinely okay with her having bitten him? "I'm sorry, you know? That's the first potion I've ever messed up... and it had to be Wolfsbane. It's a bit ironic. Another thing... You never did tell me what I was supposed to call you. I'm not sure we've ever met, but you seem to know me, so..."


❈Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.❈
❈You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.❈
❈Be strong, be strong now.❈
❈Too many, too many problems.❈
❈Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
❈She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
❈It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
❈With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
❈Broken inside.❈

❈Her feelings she hides.
❈Her dreams she can't find.
❈She's losing her mind.
❈She's fallen behind.
❈She can't find her place.
❈She's losing her faith.
❈She's fallen from grace.
❈She's all over the place.
❈Yeah,oh

 

[Cinnabun Gryffie]

❈Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,❈
❈She felt it everyday.❈
❈And I couldn't help her,❈
❈I just watched her make the same mistakes again.❈

What's wrong, what's wrong now?❈
Too many, too many problems.❈
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
Broken inside.❈

❈❈❈Remy smiled softly when the kid asked about packmates. She gave him a gentle nod, eyes soft. "Yes, packmates. I know it seems weird, but we're sorta... family. I've thought of Jason as kinda like... an uncle, I guess? I didn't exactly have the most stable in parentage, so I kind of... made a family all my own. I have the family that adopted me, the Hawthorn's, The family I was given by birth, Romy, and... and the family I was bitten into. The Aconite Pack. And don't worry. You'll get used to it... Though, it's going to hurt... like no other pain you ever have or ever will feel. Particularly if your Wolfsbane backfires." She gave a slight snicker, knowing that come next Full Moon, his perception of lycanthropy would become very, very different.

❈❈❈The kid didn't seem as upset as she thought, but perhaps that was what he needed to cope. When he introduced himself as Miles McLellan, she grinned. He asked about her temperature and she shrugged. "I didn't know I was famous. I'll have to remember that! But yes, I am the co-head of the club. And... you're the first Hufflepuff in our pack. Rufus is Ravenclaw, Jason's Slytherin, and Akira and I are both Gryffindor. We needed a Badger in our mix. And I'm positively freezing, but I'll be fine. I've had to be in less in colder. You'll get used to it too. Barefoot in a few inches of snow is nothing anymore." She sent a warm smile, her gold eyes a soft, honey hue. She had a maternal look about her, as if something had shifted in her, causing her to change.


❈Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.❈
❈You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.❈
❈Be strong, be strong now.❈
❈Too many, too many problems.❈
❈Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
❈She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
❈It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
❈With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
❈Broken inside.❈

❈Her feelings she hides.
❈Her dreams she can't find.
❈She's losing her mind.
❈She's fallen behind.
❈She can't find her place.
❈She's losing her faith.
❈She's fallen from grace.
❈She's all over the place.
❈Yeah,oh

 

[Devlyn Maycry]

 

 


☩I'm always ṡ¢яεαмιиģ my lungs out 'til my head starts รקเภภเภﻮ☩  
☩Won't keep my νøι¢ε down☩  
☩Know the words I รקєคк are the τнøυģнτṡ I think out ใ๏ย๔☩  


Jaslyn wrapped her coat around her tighter, staring up at the blistering cold grey skies. It was just barely starting to snow and it was mid day. She had been smart though and wore several layers as well as her apparently now customary big coat. She was out on this cold day for one particular reason. Well 2 really. She had been drawing the white tomb while she waited but had finished her sketch and now had the book tucked away in her bag. The other reason she was here was because she was waiting.


Earlier she had sent a letter to Chance with only a few words written on it. 'meet me at the white tomb -Jaslyn'. She had spent a lot of time thinking and she hadn't really gotten time to actually talk to Chance in what seemed like ages. All summer and now half the year had passed and the most conversation she had had with him was a short one at the stands during the very first game of the year. Now it was time to talk.  



☩Let's leave no words ยภรק๏кєภ, and save яεģяετṡ for the вяøќεи.☩  
☩Will you even look ๒คςк when you think of мε?☩  
☩I know to keep my hopes up ђเﻮђ, and my head down ℓøω.☩

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[Cinnabun Gryffie]

❈Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,❈
❈She felt it everyday.❈
❈And I couldn't help her,❈
❈I just watched her make the same mistakes again.❈

What's wrong, what's wrong now?❈
Too many, too many problems.❈
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
Broken inside.❈

❈❈❈Remy frowned when she noticed Miles' mood shift... hard. His voice sounded so sad. He didn't have anyone to go home to?! That was... not okay! She remembered something about the family McLellan. It was... Dhyl was reading the news. Fall Festival. Deaths... McLellan. Oh no. His family died?! Without hesitation, Remy hugged the younger boy. "I am so, so sorry, Miles. Um.. On... On behalf of the Hawthorn-Bleiddiaid Family, I want to ask you to stay with us. I won't have you living all alone. You're too young. I know it's not much, but you'll be surrounded by family." She gave a nod, gaze never leaving his. After her words, she scooted back, no longer in his little bubble of space.

❈❈❈The boy asked about the pack, still in a bit of shock. Remy nodded to confirm. "There are four... well, now five of us. Jason's the Alpha, I was bitten first, then Akira, then Rufus. You're the first one to be bitten by someone other than Jason. And... I'm still sorry 'bout that, by the way. I-I think I messed up my Wolfsbane potion, but I can't figure out where or how. Jason thinks I was stupid enough not to even take it. Other than that, I have no idea what happened last night. I just woke up with a raging headache and covered in blood." She finished her talk, the headache still in her head and the taste of Miles' blood still in her throat. A shiver ripped through her thin body, a curse of the frigid winter wind. Apparently the Hufflepuff noticed, as he wrapped his cloak around her. Just as she went to deny him, he spoke, saying she was to take it. She wrapped it tighter around herself, thankful for the warmth of the Hogwarts robes. She couldn't help but be touched by his words. "And they say chivalry is dead. Thanks, Miles."


❈Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.❈
❈You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.❈
❈Be strong, be strong now.❈
❈Too many, too many problems.❈
❈Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.❈
❈She wants to go home, but nobody's home.❈
❈It's where she lies, broken inside.❈
❈With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.❈
❈Broken inside.❈

❈Her feelings she hides.
❈Her dreams she can't find.
❈She's losing her mind.
❈She's fallen behind.
❈She can't find her place.
❈She's losing her faith.
❈She's fallen from grace.
❈She's all over the place.
❈Yeah,oh