⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He could feel the man watching him intently as he came. He hardly cared. It was expected of him to watch him. Not only that, it turned him on even more. After feeling Kieran c** beneath him, he soon followed. He then slipped off his c**k and moved to lay down. Jakob didn't care about laying in his own mess. They would clean themselves up later. But for now he wanted to rest. Willing himself to calm down, he laid on top of the man as he slowly came down. He smiled to himself as Kieran slipped his arms around his waist and held on to him. He felt warm and comforted as the man laid there with him. How he longed to just stay here like this.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Lying beneath Miguel, Kirean worked on regaining his composure. He held onto Miguel as he lay on top of him. Kieran was in no rush to move just yet. He enjoyed the weight of Miguel atop him. Kieran ran a hand up to stroke Miguel's back. He leaned down to kiss Miguel's neck as he held onto him. The idea of moving didn't appeal to him as he was content.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob was comforted as he laid there. He had no plans of moving even though he knew eventually he would have to. He smiled to himself as Kieran wrapped his arms around him, holding him in place. Sighing contently, he listened to the beating the man's heart as his hand on his back gently stroked him. A few moments pass and he then felt Kieran's lips against his neck. Blushing slightly, he turned his head to look up at the man. Staring at him Jakob felt the urge to say something, a string of words he'd not said anyone. Blushing even more, he laid his head back down on his chest. He wouldn't say it. Or rather he couldn't. He worried it was far too soon for such language.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of moving did not appeal to him. Kirean was in no mood to get out of bed or have Miguel move. He was content with the weight of his body against his own. Kirean couldn't help but kiss Miguel against the neck as he held onto him. His hands continued to stroke Miguel's back. He soon felt Miguel shift to see him pull back and look at him. Kieran noticed the hint of blushing sweeping his cheeks. He could sense Miguel had something on his mind but it seemed Miguel didn't want to talk about it. Kieran watched as he put his head back down. "Something on your mind?" He asked curiously teasing Miguel as he lay there.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

His cheeks burned bright as he was kissed so sweetly. Glancing up towards the man all previous thought seemed to stop existing. Instead it was replaced by a singular phrase he dared not to utter. It was far too early for that kind of language. Kieran would likely mock him or think he was crazy if he said that. Blushing furiously he laid his head back down on his chest. No longer was he comforted by the sound of Kieran's heart as it was drowned out almost completely by the beating of his own. A part of him was curious if the man felt the same. While they hadn't gone on too many dates, they had technically been together for some time now.

Above him he heard Kieran speak. His tone was teasing and he could tell he was staring without even looking. Mustering up a bit of courage, he pushed himself up slightly. "Nothing too important." he lied. Smiling sweetly, he leaned down to take a soft kiss from his lips. "I was just thinking about how sexy you are." That part was not a lie. But it still wasn't what he was thinking about. Hopefully that would be enough to suffice Kieran. He didn't want to tell him his real reason for blushing so fiercely.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of love was not something he expected so soon. Indeed Kieran would be surprised by it. He knew they had been together for a while. Kieran though wouldn't blame Miguel for such feelings but it was too early. He didn't know yet what he felt for Miguel. Sure he cared for him but wasn't too understanding of the depths.

Questioning Miguel, Kieran wasn't sure if Miguel would tell him truthfully. He watched as Miguel pulled back from his chest. Kieran listened as Miguel spoke not telling him the truth. He took it though not wanting to push Miguel. Kieran kissed him back as he was kissed before Miguel pulled back. He listened as Miguel spoke, rolling his eyes. "If you say so." Kieran replied as he leaned back up to kiss Miguel. He rolled with their bodies should again until Miguel was on the bottom again.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

There was no explanation for where such an idea had come from. He liked to tell himself that maybe it was born of loneliness from all their time apart. Or worse, it came from a place of guilt. Either way, he felt it best to keep it locked away until a more appropriate time. Saying it too soon was one thing, but it would be worse if Kieran said nothing back to him. He would be understanding of course. Clearly Kieran cared about him. That didn't mean it wouldn't hurt all the same.

As the man questioned him he couldn't help wanting to lie. Jakob wasn't sure if he bought it or not. His money was on the latter and rightfully so. He just wasn't made for lying. Not very well anyway. After speaking he stole a kiss from the man's lips. He felt him kiss back before he pulled away to speak again. Jakob watched as Kieran rolled his eyes and spoke in an uncaring tone. He laughed softly before he was kissed again. Kieran may not believe it, but he did mean it. He thought he was very sexy with rich raven hair and eyes that threatened to capture his very soul. Although he would not say what he really felt, he could at least admit that much.

Clinging to the man as they kissed Kieran soon turned them over once more. He smiled against his lips. His back was soon pressed against the mattress once more. He didn't mind the switch. He found this position to be just as comfortable as the one before. He took a few more kisses from his lips, savoring each one more than the last. Pulling back, Jakob licked his lips and stared up at the man. "So what about you?" he asked curiously. "Anything on your mind you want to share?"

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Kieran wasn't bothered by Miguel's words. He knew how he looked. Kirean though wasn't so self absorbed that he thought it made a difference. Rolling with Miguel on the bed, he kissed him. Kieran enjoyed the taste of Miguel's lips as he kissed him deeply. He soon felt Miguel pull back from him. Kieran looked down at Miguel as he questioned him. He shook his head smiling down at Miguel. "Yes, but it's not important." Kieran spoke not wanting to discuss it. He pulled back from Miguel as he slid down his body. Kieran chin on Miguel's stomach as he watched him. There was a lot on his mind but he wasn't sure how to discuss it.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob could understand why Kieran might dislike hearing others go on about his looks. After all, he doubted he was the first to say something like that. Nevertheless it was still his opinion whether it was wanted or not. More so, it was a far better thing to say than what was really on his mind. Lying beneath the man he kissed him back, savoring each one as though it were his last. Pulling back a few minutes later he couldn't help asking the same question of Kieran.

Jakob watched the man shake his head while he smiled down at him. When he spoke he grew curious. Biting his lower lip, Jakob waited for Kieran to make himself comfortable. Feeling the weight of his head on his stomach, he reached down run his fingers through his hair. He took a few minutes to think. He didn't want to blurt everything he was thinking out all at once. "Is it about your trip?" he asked slowly. He was quiet a moment, wondering if Kieran would answer. He waited all of two breaths before choosing to speak again.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Making himself comfortable, Kieran lay against Miguel's stomach. His toes hung over the edge of the bed. Kieran didn't mind as he watched as Miguel reached out toward him. He felt Miguel's hand in his hair. Kieran listened as Miguel spoke, questioning him. He looked up at Miguel nodding, "Somewhat...I hadn't meant to be gone for so long… but time slipped away and I had things to take care of though I wish I hadn't." Kirean spoke sighing softly mostly to himself. He hated keeping things from Miguel but he just didn't know how to go about talking about it.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Although he had been comfortable laying on top of the man, he didn't mind the change. Jakob found that having Kieran lay on him to be just as comfortable. Once the man was settled he couldn't help wanting to reach out and touch his hair. It was one of his best features in his opinion and he liked how soft it felt as the strands slipped between his fingers. Questioning the man again, he wondered if he might say anything this time. He knew that trip was none of his concern. But little did Kieran know he was already in the loop.

Jakob continued to play with his hair while he waited. He watched the man look up towards him before speaking. As Kieran spoke, his words seemed as though they were chosen very carefully. As though he were trying to tell him everything without saying anything. Jakob nodded quietly while Kieran sighed. "It's fine....I-I understand why you were gone." he replied. Biting his lower lip, he glanced away for a moment. "Abel told me. I didn't ask, it just came up when we were talking." Jakob did his best to be as open and honest as he could. He wasn't sure how the man might take this news. But he didn't want to come off as though he went specifically to Abel to pry him for answers into his private life.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Kieran lay there enjoying the feeling of Miguel's hand running through his hair. It was comforting to him. Indeed he spoke his words carefully. Kieran didn't want to talk about what he'd been doing for a month. He found that it was better kept to himself. Hearing Miguel respond however threw him off. Kieran stared at him curiously as Miguel spoke looking away from him.

When Miguel spoke again, it was enough to piss him off. He pulled back from Miguel. "You know! What business of it was yours to know? Why would Abel be telling you such things!?" Kieran spoke harshly as he completely withdrew from Miguel. He stood from the bed to look down at Miguel. Kieran was hurt and angry both at Abel and Miguel. He had to wonder what else was going on behind his back between the two of them.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Before he even spoke he knew he ran the risk of upsetting Kieran. It wasn't as though it was his intention. Just that he thought he should know. He didn't want him to hear it from Abel and think he was keeping secrets. Perhaps it would have been better if he did. As Jakob spoke he could feel the man staring at him. When he was finished looked back down at him. What he saw was terrifying.

Jakob watched as the man's expression shifted and he pulled away from him. Sitting up, Jakob listened as Kieran yelled at him. Although he was not surprised by his words, the tone of them still stung. He looked up at the man with a pleading look. "Kieran...come back, I can explain." he said, holding out his hand. About half a minute later he dropped it and sighed. "I don't know why he chose to tell me. When we started talking it was all work related. You weren't even apart of the conversation." he replied honestly.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The idea of Miguel knowing about his past worried him. He hated to think of it even today. The men who abused him for the sake of his mother's drug habit. Kieran stood at the end of the bed, watching as Miguel held out a hand begging him to come back. He didn't want to the idea of Miguel knowing scared him. Kieran planned to never have him know after all it wasn't easy to explain. He didn't want to go into detail. After all his nightmares of his past still haunted him.

As Miguel spoke, he couldn't believe Abel would talk to Miguel about him behind his back. He knew it wasn't Miguel's fault but he was still pissed. "Really? What else did you two talk about or do, while I was gone?" Kieran questioned Miguel as he remained where he was. He wanted to question marks on Miguel's a** that he saw but knew he wouldn't get an honest answer.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was understandable that Kieran would be mad about this. It was personal and possibly something that shamed him. Still, it wasn't as though he had asked. For reason still unbeknownst to him, Abel seemed to think it was his right to know. Jakob tried to bring the man back to bed, but was rejected. Sighing, he dropped his hand and tried his best to explain.

Jakob watched as the man seemed irritated by his words. He eyed him curiously as he questioned him. He wasn't quite sure what Kieran was getting at. By his wording it sounded as if he went to him every night while he was gone. Doing his best to ignore it, he shrugged. "I did my work. Followed him, made my reports to Cornelius, the usual. Then last night I guess he got bored. We were at the club and he had me come up to drink with him." he explained, watching the man as he spoke. All this was true so he had no reason to look away. "Just as I said before, we talked about work. He seemed bored I hadn't made another move on him. It wasn't until after a few meaningless threats that your name was brought into the conversation."