⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

Kieran didn't understand why Miguel would talk to Abel or let alone have a drink with him. He was confused by the reason for them talking. Kieran thought Miguel was afraid of Abel. Standing away from Miguel, he was tempted to put his clothes back on as he stood there naked.

Listening to Miguel speak it didn't help or explain anything. He didn't understand why Abel would tell Miguel about his past. It wasn't any of his business. "Abel had no right to tell you!... You had no business talking to him either… Why talk to him?!" Kieran yelled out, he was pissed at Abel but he wasn't here so Miguel was getting the blunt of his anger. He moved to grab his pants off the floor pulling them on.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was easy for Kieran to understand and he wasn't surprised that he was angry. He wasn't explaining it right. He wasn't afraid of Abel...at least that's what he told himself. For the most part he found him annoying. He knew him well enough to not take his threats lightly but had the guts to throw some back. Jakob watched as the man stood across the room. His words didn't please him anymore than the last ones he spoke. He couldn't help himself as he flinched at his yelling. " Frankly it's none of your goddamn business who the ******** I talk to." he said hotly. Jakob watched as Kieran moved to grab his pants from the floor. He glared as he pulled them on as though he were actually going somewhere. "He ******** knows about us...He asked me what Cornelius would think about me ******** you when I should have been killing him. His exact words were Maybe you'd actually kill me but then again if you took as much effort as you do in being ******** by Kieran then you might accomplish your goal." He huffed as he finished talking. But hopefully it caught Kieran's attention before he rushed out the door. If he was going to be yelled at, he wanted it to be for the right reasons instead of some made up fantasy in his head.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Seeing Miguel flinch as he yelled at him didn't make things better. He knew he was pissed but was taking it out on Miguel. Kieran listened as Miguel yelled back at him. He felt Miguel's eyes on him as he pulled his pants on. Kieran didn't want to talk anymore to Miguel. He went about gathering the rest of his clothes. Kieran glanced at Miguel hearing him talk about Abel's words. He found Abel always had a good perspective on things. Perhaps them being together was not the best idea. Kieran had thought things would work out between them. He cared for Miguel and deep down he was starting to feel for him more than he should.

He ignored Miguel hardly caring if Abel knew about them, it was obvious just from the beginning of Miguel's conversation of why they had been talking. Kieran went about getting dressed; pulling his shirt on the moved to pull his socks and shoes on.

Finishing Kieran turned his attention back toward Miguel, as he ran a hand through his hair. "You're right, you can talk to whoever the ******** you want. As for Abel of course he knew, that's why he invited you for a drink. He's not stupid." He spoke growling at Miguel. "For what he told you, just forget about it, it's not important." Kieran spoke moving toward the door. "The rooms paid for until the morning; stay or don't. I don't care but I'm but staying here." He spoke tossing the room key on the table beside the door. Kieran opened the door slamming it behind him as he started towards the elevator to leave.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It wasn't his intention to raise his voice. But Kieran brought the worst out of him. His insistent dressing wasn't making his temper any better either. He tried to explain things but Kieran simply wasn't listening and would not allow him the time to do it properly. It seemed as though he had his own thoughts about what went on between him and Abel and did not see reason to hear it any other way. When he said that he did not ask any questions, that was the truth. Everything he knew came straight from Abel's mouth and nothing more.

Jakob leaned forward a bit after speaking. He watched angrily as Kieran finished pulling on his pants and went to pull on the rest of his clothes. He glared at the man's back as he soon turned around to face him once more. Childishly he stuck his tongue out at the man as he was growled. It took all of his restraint to refrain from rolling his eyes when Kieran ordered he forget what he had been told. As if that was going to happen any time soon. He'd faster choke on a c**k.

Again, he flinched as Kieran yelled and tossed the room key his way. Kieran then turned angrily on his heel and stomped out of the room, slamming the door behind him. Huffing again, Jakob pushed himself off the bed and crossed the room. Wrenching open the door he glared at his retreating back. "Go ******** yourself, Kieran! Don't even think of coming back because I never want to see you again!" he yelled in German. After flipping him off he slammed the door himself and locked the door behind him. He didn't care if Kieran came back, he would not be letting him back in.

Heading into the bathroom he put a stopper in the tub and twisted the hot water knob. While he waited for it to fill, he gathered a clean towel, wash cloth, and soap. The tub was full some minutes later and he turned off the water. Taking the soap and washcloth, he eased into the tub slowly. Closing his eyes, he tried to calm down. He was better off not thinking anymore about Kieran tonight.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Leaving the hotel room, he heard the door open behind him. Kieran continued though he heard Miguel yell at him. He didn't understand his words but he could only guess they weren't good. Kieran didn't care however. He wasn't about to listen how Miguel hung out with Abel and discussed him behind his back. Kieran had to wonder what else they did behind his back. He had seen the marks on Miguel's a**, but he didn't question it. Kirean had to wonder however but didn't ask.

Leaving the hotel, Kieran continued outside to his car. He pulled his keys from his pocket and unlocked his car. Kieran opened the door doing slipping inside. He shut the door and started the car. Kieran backed out of the parking spot and headed to the exit. He pulled away from the hotel heading down the road.

Kieran didn't want to go home where Abel was. He knew he would only get into an argument with him as well. His next best place was probably Addy, as she lived close by. Kieran knew she had a guest room go to spare and would let him stay.

The drive to her place wasn't long. A twenty minute drive from the hotel and Kieran pulled into her driveway. He parked his car getting out and locking it behind him. Kieran knew it was late but didn't think she'd mind. He walked towards the door as the lights were off in the house. Kieran knocked on the door and pressed the doorbell. He stood waiting for a few minutes before the door opened to reveal Addy.

She looked over Kieran and his disheveled look. Addy answered the door in a black lace teddy with shorts to match. Her hair hung in small curls around her face. "What are you doing here, it's late.?" Addy asked knowing Kieran had a reason to be here late and it wasn't good. Kieran took in Addy's choice of attire but it didn't matter. He sighed, "Can I stay in your guest room tonight?" Kirean asked avoiding the question. Addy didn't want to push as Kieran blatantly avoided get question.

Stepping back from the door Addy welcomed Kieran in. "Sure come in." She spoke smiling at Kieran as stepped inside. Addy shut the door behind them, locking it as well. Kirean went about removing his shoes and leaving them by the door. He walked past Addy toward the stairs not wanting to talk much. Kieran just wanted a shower and sleep.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It didn't matter to him that Kieran didn't understand his yelling. He didn't seem to understand him when he spoke in English. So why should German be any different. Either way Kieran was gone and all he left with was feeling angry and upset. It wasn't his fault Abel was such a gossip about private matters. It wasn't as though he went asking for any answer either. As his emotions stirred, Jakob dipped his head below the water. His curls floated around him as he held his breath.

Ten minutes passed before he came up gasping for air. He didn't feel much better but he didn't feel worse either. Forcing himself to sit up, Jakob started to wash. With Kieran not coming back, there was no need to rush. He slid the cloth along his arms, down his chest, and towards his legs. He then carefully cleaned out his a**, shivering slightly as the mess fell out of him in a sticky mess.

Once he was clean, Jakob unplugged the bath tub and stepped out. He grabbed the towel and dried himself off slowly as he came back into the room. He looked around miserably. His clothes still laid there Kieran had thrown them and his toy had fallen over the side of the bed with all of them moving around. Crossing the room he sat on the side of the bed and picked up his phone. He knew he should be texting at this late hour. But he couldn't stand not being able to tell his side of the story all the way.

"If this is how you're going always to react when we have a conversation I want out. send.
"You're being a real idiot." send.
"You didn't een let me finish takling you jerk!" send.
"*even" send.
"**talking" send.
"You know what, ******** you Kieran!!" send.
"I didn't even ask about your life story. And what he told me was two things:" send.
"1. That you went to a funeral. And 2. Your mom was a trashy b***h. That's it. Literally nothing else." send.

His next few next were just random gifs and emojis of characters flipping someone off or rude text. He was being annoying but he didn't care. He was done with Kieran and his moody a**. He never wanted to talk to him again. And frankly after tonight he was sure that the feeling would be mutual.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Walking up the steps, Kieran went to the guest room. He turned on the light stripping his clothes off. Kieran walked into the bathroom shutting the door behind himself. His phone sat on the floor in his pants. He turned the light on as he walked toward the shower. Kieran turned the water on not even waiting for it to warm up. He stepped beneath the water shutting the curtain behind him.

While Kieran showered, Addy went back upstairs to her room. She wasn't tired now that she was fully awake. Addy listened as the water turned on in the guest bathroom. She didn't know what happened but thought best to ask. Kieran seemed pissed and in his own head. Addy sat on her bed, soon hearing noises in the next room.

Getting off her bed, Addy walked towards the guest room. She noticed Kieran's pants on the floor. Addy been down to grab Kieran's phone. She opened the screen up and saw the messages guessing they could only be from Kieran's boyfriend. The texts were nasty and clearly the reason for Kieran being upset.

Addy had an idea but merely to just get back at Miguel. She walked over to the bed lying down on it. Addy took a picture of herself blowing a kiss. "Kirean's a little occupied at the moment." She texted back as well as sending the picture to Miguel. Addy sent it merely to tease him after all it was true but it could also be misunderstood.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He was likely to regret sending all of those texts later. But right now in this point in time he did not care. He sat there feeling both angry and utterly heartbroken that Kieran had left him not once, but twice tonight. The part of him that was angry wished he had stayed in St. Louis. Placing his phone on the night stand, Jakob stood up and finished drying himself off. He threw the towel towards the bathroom before bending down to snatch up his shirt and boxers. Seeing as someone had left him, he had no reason to sit around exposed.

Jakob quickly pulled on his clothes. When he was dressed he then ripped back the cover they had made love on and threw it aside as well. He had no intention of having that thing touch him while he slept. Throwing back the rest of the covers he moved to lay down in the middle of the bed. Settling down a bit he curled in to himself. Behind him his phone buzzed. He glared down at the white sheet. It was most likely Kieran. He was probably pissed about his messages and how he berated him.

Sighing, he reached back and took the phone from the stand. Sliding his thumb across the screen he was greeted with a picture of the very last person he wanted to see. Sitting up, a fresh wave of emotion washed over. Jakob gripped his phone hard as his hand trembled. His vision blurred with angry tears. Blinking them away, he typed out another message.

"Of course he went to you....Know what ******** have him. send.
"I don't care anymore. He's yours." send.
"Least now I don't feel bad about sleeping with your brother. send.

Raising the device, Jakob hurled it across the room. His phone into the corner of the dresser across from him. He didn't even have to look to know he succeeded in breaking the screen. It was just another thing to add on to this great evening he was having. Turning out the lights, he rolled over and closed his eyes. If Kieran...or Addy rather, had anything else to say, they could both tell it to his inbox. He was done with everything today.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Addy couldn't help but tease Miguel. She had no intention of sleeping with Kieran. Addy knew that he wouldn't. She was merely here for comfort not sex. Addy waited to see if she would get a response. She lay there listening to the water as Kieran took a shower. It wasn't long before the phone went off again. Addy opened the text reading it. However what she read next surprised her. She sat up in bed soon after hearing the water turn off in the bathroom.

It wasn't long before Kieran emerged from the bathroom in a towel. He looked Addy over who sat on the bed holding onto his phone. Kieran stood before her holding out his hand. "Give it here." He requested figuring he had gotten a text from Miguel. Addy looked up at Kieran but held the phone. She didn't want Kieran to see what was on it. Addy knew it would only hurt Kirean to read such words in more ways than one.

Kieran looked at Addy curiously as she held his phone tight. "Addy give it here " He spoke moving closer to grab it out of her hand. Addy resisted at first but eventually gave it to him. She shook her head slightly, "Don't read it, just delete it." Addy requested as she watched Kieran. She didn't want to see him hurt more or worse, the anger.

Addy's words worried him, Kieran took the phone pulling open the last few texts. He saw the words from Miguel then Addy's taunting text and finally the one she didn't want him to see. Kieran read the text a few times over before turning away from Addy. The next thing his fist was rammed through the wall beside the bed. Addy flinched but didn't let it bother her, she expected it.

Kieran moved to set his phone on the side table beside the bed. His phone was his only way of contact so he wouldn't throw it. He moved to the closet where he kept some clothes. Kieran dropped his towel and fished out a pair of black sweatpants. He pulled them on turning his attention towards Addy who watched him. Kieran moved toward the bed taking a seat. He couldn't believe Miguel would sleep with Abel but he had been suspicious. Addy moved closer and hugged him. Kieran didn't take comfort in it but he relaxed.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Laying there in the dark he stared into nothing. Tears slid down his nose, dropping in fat drops on the bed beside him. That was it. It was over. Three months of his life wasted, just like that. It was all for nothing. The minutes passed and still he heard nothing Kieran. He felt as though he didn't care about him even though he knew it wasn't true. Jakob liked to tell himself that they had something. That it was there and they really did have a connection. Right now in this moment he didn't believe any of it. Hurt and anger twisted inside his chest like a rusty knife as it wrenched at his heart.

After crying for nearly half an hour, Jakob sat up and moved to picked up his broken phone. The light beneath the screen revealed the damage. Luckily it was still usable. Though it would take some time before he could see between the cracks. Going back to bed, he pulled his knees up to his chest and called the only person he could think of that would listen to his problems.

His hands trembled and more tears fell down his cheeks as the phone rang in his ear. Glancing towards the clock, it wouldn't be surprising if Abel had already gone to bed. But he didn't know who else to talk to. He didn't have that many friends, he didn't like his co-workers, and right about now he was thinking of telling Cornelius he wanted to quit this stupid assignment. Jakob sniffled as the phone continued to ring, eventually going to voicemail. <********> he yelled. Hitting the redial, he sobbed into his open palm as he waited yet again.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Kieran didn’t want to talk to Miguel. He knew if he did, he would only yell at him more. Kieran couldn’t believe Miguel had cheated on him especially with Abel. He thought Miguel could keep his legs closed, but he was wrong. Sure Miguel could have cheated on him with anyone, that would have at least made him feel better. At least then he wouldn’t know the other person. Kieran wanted to kill them both but what good would it do.

Sitting there in the bed, Kieran pulled back from Addy. He was glad she was here, as he didn’t want to go home even more now. The idea of facing Abel, he knew he would get into a fight with him. Kieran didn’t want to fight him, but he knew eventually he would have to comfort him about it. For now, he was content with hiding from both Abel and Miguel.

Shifting away from Addy, Kieran pulled back the covers on the bed. He moved to turn off the lights. Addy was more than welcome to stay or leave, he didn’t care. Kieran took a seat again on the bed, crawling beneath the blankets. Addy knew better than to try to get Kieran to talk to her, he was stubborn just as Abel was.

She made her decision, as she pulled back the covers as well. Addy moved to lie down in the bed beside Kieran. There was no use going to her room, as she was already there. She snuggled beneath the blankets, making herself comfortable beside Kieran who lay there staring at the ceiling.

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The sound of a phone ringing beside him, alerted him his phone was ringing. Abel had laid there sleeping, after all he was home alone, seeing as Kieran had gone out again. He hadn’t expected any phone calls this late at night. By time he registered the phone was ringing, it shut off. Abel grabbed his phone to see he had missed a call from Kieran’s Boy Toy. He had to wonder why he was calling him.

His phone rang again, shortly after grabbing it. Abel didn’t understand why Miguel was calling but he groggily answered it. ”Hello?!” He spoke soon hearing crying on the end. It was enough to wake him up more as he sat up in the bed. Abel rubbed his eyes to wake himself up, as he turned the light on beside him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob didn't blame Kieran for not getting back to him. After all, if he had seen any of his texts he wasn't subtle with his anger. Not only that, he could only imagine what he must be feeling as he now knew he had indeed slept with Abel. His best friend of all people. What had he been thinking? That was the question he kept asking himself...he wasn't in the right mind space to give a good answer.

As he sat in the middle of the bed crying Jakob tried to call the only person he could think of that might actually give one single ******** about his problem. When Abel didn't answer he swore, his voice coming off louder than normal in the dark, empty space. Sniffling, Jakob tried to call again. He was unable to hold back his emotions as he soon started to cry even harder.

When the line connected a couple of minutes later he knew he had woken the man up. He sounded groggy and irritated. Sobbing, he felt bad but didn't know who else to talk to. It took him a moment to collect himself. "It's over...we broke up." he croaked. Jakob sat there crying, feeling terrible as he admitted to the awful truth. Sniffling again he wiped his nose on the back of his hand. " He left all pissed off again...it wasn't even an argument, it was all him. I didn't even get to really say anything...Now your sister is sending me weird pictures talking about how he's "busy"...Like what the ******** does that even mean?! Now he won't even talk to me and I...i just -" his voice gave out somewhere in his rambling. While he spoke he didn't even notice the way he bounced between English and German making him sound like a raving lunatic. Lowering his head he sobbed like a child; loud and ugly.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

The sound of sobbing on the other end of the phone, was enough to wake him up more. Abel sat there, listening to the sound of Miguel as he rasped out. He was surprised by his words and had to wonder what happened. Abel had thought things were well especially seeing as Kieran had gone out again. It seemed he was wrong however.

Leaning back against the headboard, Abel listened as Miguel continued to ramble on the other end of the line. He didn’t know what had happened, but if Kieran went to his sister’s it wasn’t a good thing. It meant that he wasn’t coming home. Abel tried to focus on Miguel’s words as he fluctuated between English and German.

He sighed softly but more to himself. Abel didn’t understand what completely happened other than Kieran getting pissed and leaving. He had to wonder what made Miguel think they had broken up. ”Give him some space, he’ll come around...Where are you at now, If Kieran left?” Abel asked curiously wondering if Miguel was going to be okay, the rest of the night. He could only guess that Kieran had left him somewhere and not at his own house.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Crying his eyes out Jakob gave the man a long winded version of what conspired between himself and Kieran. He was sure to Abel it sounded as though once again he was overthinking what had happened. But he knew the truth. Kieran wouldn't be coming back to him. It just wasn't happening. Not tonight, not ever again. They were completely and utterly done with one another.

As he spoke he couldn't help code switching. It was a habit he had picked up years ago, one he never really bothered to break. His only relief in all his rambling was that at least his brain chose the two languages that Abel would understand. That way he didn't have to worry about translating or listening to Abel complain about not understanding Portuguese. When his voice gave out, he heard the man sigh on the other end before speaking. "No he won't...he's done with me. He won't come back." he whined sadly.

When Abel asked about his location he turned to picked up the room key. "He left me in a hotel room." he replied. Jakob read him the name and the address that was printed on the card. He didn't see why it mattered, but also saw no harm in giving him the information. After all, it wasn't as though he were expecting Abel to just hop out of bed and come over. He doubted the man even wanted to be having this conversation with him, yet here he was. He was probably just being nosy to see what kind of place Kieran decided to dump him at.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx ABEL } MACKENNA DURAN x

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Abel didn’t know the cause of their break up, if it could be called that. He didn’t think Kieran was mad at Miguel, just needed to blow off some steam. Abel could understand, though without talking to Kieran himself, he could only take a few guesses. He had to wonder why he was at Addy’s but maybe because he didn’t want to come home. Abel wondered if Kieran knew about Miguel and himself. He didn’t want to ask, knowing it would probably only bother Miguel more.

Now that he was awake, he wasn’t sure how easy it would be to go back to sleep. Abel was wide awake, as he sat there. He listened as Miguel whined on the other end of the phone. Abel shifted on the bed as he sat there. ”How do you know he won’t come back? He asked curiously as he sat there.

The idea of talking with Miguel didn’t bother him, after all it seemed to provide him with comfort to talk to someone. Abel didn’t understand why it had to be him, but perhaps it was because he was Kieran’s friend. He listened as Miguel spoke about being in a hotel. Able didn’t know if Miguel would want to see him especially in person. However, it was better than talking on the phone, after all if Miguel thought Kieran wasn’t coming back it had to be true.

Abel shifted in the bed, as he moved to stand. He went about grabbing his shoes from the closet along with his socks from the drawer. Abel returned to the bed, pulling his socks and shoes on. He had a pair of sweats on so he didn’t have to get dressed too much. Once his shoes were on, he grabbed a t-shirt from the closet. Abel went about pulling it on, as he held onto his phone.

He left his room as he shut off the light. Abel walked down stairs to get his keys and wallet from the table near the door. He didn’t drive often, but he was no longer interested in sleep. Abel went through the garage to his car. He unlocked his car, as he walked toward the driver’s side. Abel opened the door, slipping inside as he shut the door. He started up the car, as he connected his phone through the bluetooth in the car so he could talk and drive.