⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob tried not to overthink the meaning of Kieran's actions. It was fine. They were fine. However, he had the itching desire to text Abel and ask for advice. That probably wouldn't be a good idea...maybe. No, definitely not. Not while Kieran was in a mood. Moving off the man, he slipped over to the other side of the bathtub. He watched as Kieran stood up and climbed out of the tub. Jakob smiled and nodded in response as the man went about drying himself off. "Alright." he said sweetly. Once Kieran was out of the room, he sank back into the water. He didn't really care how cool the water was getting. Sighing softly, he closed his eyes and tried to calm himself. This was nothing new. He didn't need to get worked up. He would finish washing, dry off, and go cuddle with the man. Everything would be fine.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Leaving Miguel in the tub, Kieran returned back to the bedroom. He went about the room grabbing clothes off the floor. Kirean separated Miguel's clothes from his own. He set them on the bed. Kirean grabbed his towel as he finished drying off. He set the towel aside as he went about getting dressed. Kirean knew they couldn't spend much longer in the hotel room nor did he want to. He still had a few plans for the day unless Miguel wanted to go home. Kieran wanted to do a little shopping if possible before returning home.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sitting in the tub, Jakob soaked a little longer. Outside of the bathroom, he could hear movement, but didn't question it. It was probably best to leave him be. After another minute or two, Jakob sat up and continued to wash himself. He quickly scrubbed his upper body before moving his hand between his legs. Jakob took his time cleaning himself. When he was finished, he rinsed off the rest of his body and moved to pull the plug. The water slowly drained and Jakob stood up. His legs were a little more steady compared to earlier, but his back ached slightly. He was going to need some pain reliever later, but for now he could manage.

Swinging his leg over the side of the tub, Jakob grabbed the towel from the counter. He took his time drying himself off before wrapping the towel around his waist. Coming back into the bedroom, he saw Kieran had set all of their clothes on the bed and was getting dressed. Moving closer to the bed, he took a seat on the edge. "Everything okay?" he asked curiously.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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As he went about getting dressed, it wasn't long before Miguel joined him in the bedroom. He glanced toward Miguel as he sat on the bed. Kieran stood there putting his belt back on. He listened as Miguel questioned him. Kieran nodded, "Yeah, everything's fine." He responded, avoiding the obvious. Kirean was tired of talking. He didn't want to discuss his past let alone anything else. Kieran moved away from the bed to grab his shoes. He returned to the bed sitting on the bed away from Miguel. Kirean went about pulling his socks and shoes on.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Before he even asked, he knew that something was wrong. Perhaps he should have left things as they were. Then again, it wasn't as though he twisted Kieran's arm and forced him to tell him. Taking a seat on the edge of the bed, Jakob watched as Kieran pulled up his pants and started fishing his belt through the loops. The man then nodded as he clearly avoided his question. Jakob felt a little hurt by being ignored but didn't let it show. He sighed softly and slipped off of the bed once more. He hadn't heard the door, but his clothes were back from the laundry. He pulled them closer and got dressed as well. Taking off his towel, he pushed his legs through the holes of his boxers and brought them up to his hips. He repeated the motion with his jeans, pulled up the zipper, and buttoned them clothes. The borrowed t-shirt slipped over his head easily and hung a little past his waist.

Padding over to the door, Jakob picked up his socks and shoes and brought them back to bed where he pulled them on as well. Once he was dressed Jakob went to grab his phone from the bathroom. When he was done, he quietly walked over to Kieran, invading his space but not saying a word. He didn't know where things went wrong again.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kirean gave Miguel the only answer he was going to get. He finished getting dressed in silence. Kirean glanced toward who went about getting dressed. He couldn't help the thoughts that slipped through his mind. Kirean was feeling unhappy with himself. It had nothing to do with Miguel however. He finished getting dressed moving to grab his wallet, phone and keys from the side table. Kirean glanced toward Miguel who stood near but didn't speak toward him. "Ready to go?" He asked moving away from Miguel. Kirean needed to drop off the room key downstairs at the desk before leaving the hotel at well.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As much as he wanted to pry, he knew it was useless. Kieran was once again in a mood and he didn't understand why. He almost wished he'd never said anything earlier. Jakob went about getting dressed and gathering his things. When he was done, he came to stand beside the man. He avoided Kieran's gaze as he soon questioned him. "Yes." he lied. Stepping away from the man, he moved out of his way and walked over to the door. Jakob waited for Kieran to finished collecting his things. When he was ready, he opened the door and stepped out into the hall. It seemed like a such a waste to leave so sooner. But Kieran seemed to already make up his mind about leaving and he didn't want to stay here all alone. Stuffing his hands into his pockets, Jakob walked down the hall to the elevator. Pressing the call button he waited. A few minutes later the silver doors slid open and he stepped into the empty lift.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kirean was glad that Miguel didn't question him anymore. He wasn't very open at the moment. Kieran couldn't help the sudden mood change in him. He knew it probably only hurt Miguel. Kieran questioned Miguel hearing the lie in his tone. He finished gathering his things following after Miguel. It seemed Miguel was in a hurry. Kirean quickly followed after him out of the room and down the hallway. He waited beside Miguel as he pushed the elevator button. It wasn't long before the lift arrived empty. Kirean joined Miguel in it and pushed the lobby floor button.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It wasn't so much that he was in a hurry to leave. But he saw no reason sticking around if he was going to be left on his own again. Jakob had no idea where things turned sour and he hated it. He couldn't help his need to lie as he answered Kieran. It was likely man took notice, but he wasn't going to worry about it at the moment.

Jakob soon exited the room and the walked down the hall to the elevator. He stood beside the man after pressing the call button. A few minutes passed before the silver doors slid open. Stepping inside, he leaned back against the back wall while Kieran pressed the button for the lobby. The doors slid closed once more. Jakob stared blankly ahead. If he looked at Kieran, he might start questioning him to hell and back as he didn't understand what was going on with him. The elevator soon dinged as they reached the lobby floor and the doors opened again.

Jakob pushed away from the wall and walked out of the elevator. He followed the path leading to the check-out counter and went to stand off to the side while Kieran took care of the room. As he stood there, he pulled his phone from his pocket. Tapping on the messaging app, he opened the thread label "Sadist". "Just so you know, your friend is in another mood." he typed in German. Hitting send he glanced over to Kieran. He probably wouldn't appreciate that he was on texting terms with Abel. But at the moment he didn't care. He needed someone to b***h too and Kieran wasn't a good choice at the moment. He feared if he started making a big deal out of things it would end up in an argument.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kieran wasn't into lying but then again it wasn't as if he was being honest. He didn't want to push Miguel so he left it. Kirean stood beside Miguel in the elevator. The space between them was even. He glanced toward Miguel as the doors closed. Kirean took note of the way Miguel stared at the door. He didn't comment and kept his questions to himself.

Once the doors opened, Kirean followed after Miguel. He slipped out of the elevator. Kirean walked with Miguel toward the counter. He glanced toward Miguel who stood off to the side playing with his phone. Kieran paid him no mind however as he spoke to the receptionist thanking them for the room and settle service.

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It was late in the morning as Abel heard his phone go off. He sat in his office going over a few records on his flash drive. Abel sipped his coffee grabbing his phone. He took note of the label ******** Toy and read the text. Abel sighed setting his cup down. Why, what happened? He questioned curiously wondering what happened between Miguel and Kirean. Abel could only guess however Kieran was known to get moody. Only Kirean had his own reasons.
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Kieran finished speaking with the receptionist. He wandered toward Miguel whose nose was in his phone. Kirean pulled his keys from his pocket. "Come along." He responded motioning Miguel to follow. Kirean walked away from Miguel to head through the lobby. He pushed the door open walking outside. Kirean continued toward his car and unlocked it with the keyfob. He walked towards the driver side and opened the door. Kirean slipped inside shutting the door. He started the car buckling in as he waited for Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Walking into the lobby Jakob went to stand off to the side. Pulling out his phone he sent a quick text over to Abel to give him a heads up. He didn't think the man would reply nor even care. Since he was complaining about them keeping him up last night, he would have thought that Abel would have gone back to sleep once they had left. However, he was soon proven wrong as a new text came in. His phone buzzed in his hand and he read the words. Jakob could imagine the sort of expression Abel must have. After all, here lately he only texted him when things went wrong with Kieran. "Apparently honesty too much to ask for in this relationship." he whined, keeping his texts in other tongue. Even Kieran were to look over, he didn't want him reading anything. After hitting send the man's voice got his attention.

Looking up, Jakob watched as Kieran motioned him forward. Holding on to his phone he followed him through the lobby and out the door. Outside the sun beamed down on them both as they crossed the parking lot. As they neared Kieran's car, the lights flashed and doors unlocked. Not a word was said as Kieran slipped behind the wheel. Jakob obediently got into the passenger's seat and shut the door behind himself. After buckling up, he pulled his phone closer again. "Seriously though, like we were hanging out everything's fine. And then he just gets moody. So I asked him if he wanted to talk. I didn't think it was going to lead to him telling me his life story!!" he wrote.

Hitting send, Jakob glanced towards the man who in return paid him no mind. Rolling his eyes, Jakob started to type again. "Like for real, his version was even more censored than yours and it's not like I was even digging for info because you already ******** told me.Not that I need a play by play. I can go to the dark web if I want those kind of details emotion_puke But like, ugh...it's so annoying. I think he's taking me home now, so have with your friend when he gets back." Sending the second message, Jakob pocketed his phone. He stared out the windshield blankly. The silence was almost as irritating as Kieran's sudden mood swing. He glanced towards the man again. Sighing softly it seemed as though if he wanted conversation he would have to break first. "So what was your rush to get out of there?" he asked curiously. It was a simple question. Though he wasn't sure how honest Kieran would answer him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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It was true that Miguel only texted Abel or bugged him for information. He understood that he knew more about Kirean than he’d like to know. However it wasn’t as if Kieran was about to give Miguel the information he wanted unless he asked. Abel knew how private Kieran was, even more than himself. The man didn’t like talking about himself out of fear at times. He set his phone aside though it wasn’t long before it went off again. Abel picked it up reading the text. He took the hint of whining as it came across. Abel had to wonder what happened in the last few hours since they left.

Once Miguel joined him in the car and buckled in, Kieran pulled out of the parking spot. He started through the parking lot toward the exit. Kieran glanced toward Miguel who was texting someone on his phone. He didn’t know who it was, but he could take a guess. After all the man only texted Abel beside him, that he was aware of. He didn’t question it, as he exited the parking lot heading down the street toward the intersection.

The phone went off again as Abel sat there. He grabbed it reading the text. Abel wasn’t bothered by Miguel texting him in German, after all it was only natural since Kieran didn’t know it and he did. He sighed reading the text pulling away from the computer. Miguel was not in the mood to deal with Kieran’s moody a** it seemed. The texts came in faster before he could respond. He read the last text as it came across. He actually told you, surprisingly? I told you it wouldn’t go well, if he did tell you. What happened?? He text back wondering if everything was okay. Abel could only guess Kieran had closed down on Miguel.

Silence didn’t bother Kieran, after all he wasn’t in the mood to talk. He didn’t want to question Miguel either. However it seemed he didn’t have a choice as Miguel questioned him. Kieran glanced toward him, ”What hurry, I wasn’t the one who practically ran to the elevator.” He responded a little harshly toward Miguel as he drove. Kieran knew that he was being rude but so was Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In all honesty Jakob didn't care if Kieran was able to figure out just whom he was texting. It was the actual words he was cautious about. He knew that Kieran didn't like him communicating with Abel. However, he felt that since they lived together that he had a right to know what sort of mood his roommate would be returning in. It seemed here lately almost every time Kieran came back he was in some kind of mood. For once he just wanted to end a date like normal people, with a goodnight kiss and feeling a little giddy as he recalled the nights events. Instead he kept turning more and more to Abel to b***h about how awful things were going.

As he slipped into the car, Jakob finished sending off the two text messages before pocketing the device. He watched as Kieran pulled out of the parking space and steered them through the lot. They soon exited the lot and made their way down the street. Jakob chanced a glance towards the man whose eyes were on the road. He seemed content with the silence, however Jakob wanted some answers. His brows furrowed slightly as Kieran all but denied him an answer and accused him instead. "Well it's not like you didn't make it pretty obvious you wanted to get out of there. You couldn't even wait for me to finish bathing before deciding we were leaving." he huffed.

Turning back in his seat, Jakob felt his phone buzz in his pocket. He pulled it out once more and read the message from Abel. The man seemed surprised by his texts and wanted more information. "Yeah, he told me." he typed. "But like I said it was a censored version. Basically that his mom abused him and sold him for drug money. That was about it. After that he just completely shut down on me. He's giving me a ******** attitude right now as if I forced it out of him." Hitting send, Jakob placed his phone in his lap. He didn't bother pocketing it again as he was sure Abel might text him back.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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It was true that Kieran didn’t like Miguel talking to Abel. He couldn’t help but be jealous. After all he didn’t understand how Miguel could talk to Abel and not him. He didn’t push it after all he knew Miguel didn’t have a lot of friends. Kirean knew he was being moody toward Miguel however it wasn’t like it was something new. He wasn’t used to expressing his emotions. It was sad to say but Miguel was probably his first serious relationship. After all Abel and Addy didn’t count, they weren’t lovers, just family in their own way.

As Miguel questioned him, Kieran turned it on him instead. He listened as Miguel snapped at him as well. Kieran rolled his eyes, ”I didn’t rush you, you could have taken your time...I even asked if you were ready to go, however you lied to me, and don’t act as if you didn’t.” He responded as if he wasn’t the blame. Kieran hadn’t rushed Miguel after all he had clearly been in a more rush than himself.

He continued driving, heading down the street. Kieran heard Miguel’s phone buzz beside him and watched as Miguel blatantly answered it. He wanted nothing more than to grab the phone and throw it out the window. Kieran watched as Miguel texted whomever on his phone, even though he knew who it was.

Abel was not in the mood either to deal with Kieran. He had to wonder what went through Kieran’s head. Abel grabbed his coffee taking a sip from it. He held onto his phone as it went off again. Abel read the text, sighing softly mostly to himself. Of course he shut down, he doesn't like talking about it, he feels shame for it. Can you blame him, being abused by men who paid his mother to do so? He responded back as he set his phone aside. Abel knew Kieran was an odd one, being unloved would do that to a child. He only hoped that Kieran didn’t slip into a depressive state of mind.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob didn't really care that Kieran didn't understand his relationship with Abel. If he didn't have to understand the relationship Kieran had with the man then why should he have to explain himself. He wouldn't say that he was friends with Abel. However he was one of the few people in this country that was not entirely work related. Yes they met through his work, but he did not have to see him day in and day out like everyone else in his work life. The few friends he did have did not live here. They were either in other parts of the states or half way around the world.

Once again his phone buzzed in his lap and Jakob flipped it over. He could feel Kieran staring as he answered. Heading further down the street, his phone buzzed. He could practically hear Abel sighing on the other end and his bored tone of voice. "No, I'm not going to blame him for feeling bad about his past. But I will blame him for not seeking out a therapist, some kind of support group, or an emotional support pet iguana. What I am getting at is I did not force him! He gave all that info up freely. And now he's acting like I ruined his day."

After texting he couldn't help calling the man out. He knew it wasn't right, but it wasn't as though he was wrong. He watched as Kieran rolled his eyes and again tried to make this his problem. "Oh mein gott." he muttered under his breath. "I mean what else was I supposed to do? Why waste time when you were half dressed anyway.And you're damn right I ******** lied. Cause you told me we could hang out today, go eat, and have fun. Instead that little b***h had to throw a ******** conniption and now you're acting like I held a knife to your neck when we were talking. Which is so not true. I didn't even need your version because Abel's dumbass already told me!" he replied heatedly.