⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx KIERAN } LUCIANO GAERTNER x

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Abel didn’t mind talking with Miguel. After all it wasn’t like he had many friends either. He knew Miguel didn’t understand Kieran, after all he didn’t understand him. Abel couldn’t blame Miguel for being mad at him. He saw the next text from Miguel. Abel could only find it amusing, as Miguel offered Kieran a therapist or an emotional support animal; like that would fix anything. As if a support animal would work, hell he probably just doesn't know what to do. Though maybe if he told you, its progress. He responded back as he moved to stand stretching. Abel took his phone with him along with his empty coffee cup. He left the office, heading down stairs to the kitchen.

Kieran was growing more irritated with Miguel as he drove. He watched as Miguel continued to text on his phone. Kieran was tempted to grab it and throw it out the window. He listened as Miguel grew mad with him soon yelling at him in return. However what caught him off guard was the last part. Kieran nearly slammed into the car in front of them, as they were stopped at a red light. He gripped the steering wheel not even looking at Miguel. ”Get out.” Kieran spoke bitterly as he stared straight ahead. He was done with Miguel for now, he didn’t want to look at him or speak to him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Of course he didn't think a therapist or an emotional support animal would be the magic solution. But at least in these times where there was even an inkling in mental health there were some solutions. It wouldn't erase the past, but it was better than whatever copping mechanism Kieran had chosen to use these last ten or so years. As it clearly wasn't working out for him. Yes it was scary, yes it would hurt. But the fact that he couldn't even talk to someone about it spoke volumes. He was clearly allowing his past to just sit and fester like an infected wound. Jakob couldn't help angrily replying to the man's text message. Again he felt Kieran staring and he worried he might just take it from him.

Jakob couldn't help himself as he let out his frustrations. All day it seemed like they just couldn't get it together. One minute they were arguing, then they'd be fine for an hour or two, then it was right back to fighting. Frankly he'd had enough at this point. He allowed himself to get heated and accidentally let slip his secret. Jakob flinched as they nearly hit the car in front of them. Heart hammering, his seat belt tightened across his chest, and beside him Kieran spoke. His voice was unlike anything he'd heard before. "What?" he asked, confused. His phone buzzed as yet another message came through. Jakob gripped his phone as he stared at the man. Kieran was practically glaring out the window as his hands tightly gripped at the steering wheel. He was afraid to move or doing anything at this point. He knew he ******** up the moment Abel's name left his lips. But he never imagined this sort of reaction.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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As the words slipped from Miguel's lips, Kirean slammed on the brakes. He felt the sudden lock of his seatbelt as well. Kirean didn't want to look at Miguel. He heard the confusion in Miguel's voice. Kirean moved to unlock the car doors. "I said get out! He replied calmly yet harsh. Kirean reached over Miguel and pushed the door open. He pulled back waiting to see if Miguel would budge. Kirean was done talking as he was feeling betrayed.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob had heard Kieran loud and clear. Still, he felt as though he needed him to clarify it for him. His heart hammered in his chest and for the first time he felt rather afraid of Kieran. He flinched again as the locks popped beside him. His fear only grew as the man spoke again and though his voice was calm his words were anything but. Jakob watched as Kieran leaned over him and pushed the car door open. Tears welled in his eyes as he hurriedly unbuckled his seat belt. His lower lip trembled as he muttered strings of vile curses. Throwing his legs over the side, he stepped out and slammed the door behind him. Around him a few cars honked as he held up traffic. Jakob flipped them off in return. <******** you, Kieran!" he yelled angrily. Wiping at his eyes, he moved to get out of the street and walked a little ways down the road.

Once he felt he was far enough away, he crumbled. His lower lip trembled violently as he felt the wave of emotion wash over him and bitter tears ran down his face. Pulling his phone out, he looked to see what Abel had wrote. It was almost laughable. "Yeah, well whatever progress was made is gone now. He just left me on the side of the road. I'd get the hell out of dodge if I were you." he replied. Turning off his phone notifications, Jakob sniffled and continued to walk. He wasn't going to call a cab or ride the bus. Nor would he ask Abel to come pick him up. He could walk just fine on his own.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Pushing the door open Kirean repeated himself. He watched as Miguel unbuckled himself and moved his legs out to stand. Kirean listened as Miguel cursed him out. He hardly cared, hearing the door slam as Miguel got out. Kirean heard horns honking beside him. He waited for Miguel to step away from the car before driving away. Kirean continued down the road away from Miguel.

Abel knew he wasn't providing Miguel much help. Kirean was a man of mystery upon himself. He knew Kirean was easy to anger but so was he. Abel went into the kitchen to get more coffee. He pulled a kpod from his selection. Abel put it into the Keurig, waiting as his coffee cup refilled. He felt his phone buzz as Miguel texted him. Abel read the text, sighing softly knowing it was probably his fault. Where are you? I'll come get you. He responded texting Miguel. Abel didn't need Miguel wandering the streets lost.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Yelling at Kieran certainly wouldn't solve anything. But in his current state it was about the only thing he knew to do. Getting out of the car, Jakob cursed and slammed the door. He paid the cars around them little mind. They could all find the nearest pot hole and bust a tire for all he cared. Walking away from the man, he hated how Kieran didn't even think to stop him. Glancing back he saw him driving away. As he walked along the road, he pulled out his phone and texted Abel back before turning off notifications. With his head down and eyes bursting with angry tears he continued to walk a little further, following the street where ever it went.

About three blocks later Jakob found himself in an unfamiliar upper class neighborhood. The houses were large and their lawns kept. Not wanting to attract attention to himself, he continued down the street until nearing a local park. Jakob crossed the street and went to sit on a metal bench. From what he could tell he was the only person there, which suited him just fine. Pulling out his phone he saw a new message from Abel. "Some park in an uppity neighborhood." he typed back. Pulling up Google Maps, he waited for the app to pinpoint his current location. He couldn't tell Abel the street names or even the park he was sitting in so he hoped this was the right address. Taking a screenshot of the map he sent that to Abel as well.

After hitting send, he pulled up Kieran's message thread. His lower lip trembled once more. "Where are you going? Why are you so mad? Just...come back....I don't want us to break up again crying " hitting send, he sniffled. He didn't want to break up. Not when they just got back together. "If you love me, tell me you're coming back." Sending the second message, he put away his phone. He stared out at the small man-made lake as a few geese and ducks swam about. Anything other day he might have smiled at the peaceful sight. But today was not that day.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓼. ...



While Abel waited for Miguel to text him back, he returned to his bedroom. He didn't know what happened but he got some of the extent. Abel set his coffee cup down on his dresser as he went into his closet. He wasn't wearing much in the way of clothes. Abel needed to get b dressed. He didn't normally drive but he wasn't so sure leaving Miguel somewhere by himself was a good idea.

While Abel went about getting dressed, he set his phone on the bed. He finished getting dressed in a short sleeve gray t-shirt and jeans, along with his boots. Abel heard his phone go off shortly after. He picked it up reading the text. Abel wasn't good with direction but he could at least read a map.

Leaving his bedroom, Abel grabbed his coffee. He returned downstairs to get his wallet and keys from the table beside the garage door. As the next text came across, he saw it was a map of some neighborhood with a park. Stay where you are, I'll be there shortly. Abel shoved his phone in his pocket after sending his last text.

Leaving the house, Abel locked the door behind him. He unlocked his car getting into the drivers seat. Abel started the car pushing the garage door opener on the viser in front of him. He backed out of the garage as he pushed the button to close the garage. Abel started down the road in search of Miguel.

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Driving away from Miguel, he continued down the road. Kirean was in no mood for Miguel. He didn't need his shitty attitude. Kirean only felt anger and betrayal building up in him. He didn't want to lash out at Miguel but he had. Kirean drove down the street getting as far away as possible. He heard his phone go off but he ignored it. After all he knew was texting him. Kirean didn't want to talk to him however.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Sitting on the bench big, fat tears welled and slipped down his cheeks. He hated how much of a crybaby he was being over this and as a result it only made him cry more. He couldn't believe Kieran had just left him in the middle of the road like that. He didn't even get the courtesy of being left on the side of it. Instead he was left to make sure he wasn't hit by angry drivers as he jay walked over to the sidewalk. Jakob knew that Abel didn't drive often so he wasn't too sure what he would do. Not that he was expecting him to come get him anyway.

Reading the man's text he soon replied and sent a screenshot of where Google was claiming he was sitting. For good measure he also looked around and saw a sign of the park not too far away from where he was sitting. Turning in his seat Jakob zoomed in and snapped a shot of the sign, sending that to Abel as well. Turning back around, he then opened up his thread for Kieran. He wanted...no, needed to talk to him. Jakob sent a few texts though he was sure that he was being ignored. A moment later he received another message from Abel. "Okay." was all he sent back.

Drawing in his legs, Jakob continued to text Kieran. One right after another. He knew that annoying Kieran wasn't the best idea. But right now he was feeling desperate. He didn't want to lose him again. Not after being apart and just getting back together. As he type he couldn't hold back his emotions. His body quivered and his nose started to run. He had half a mind to chuck his phone in the nearby lake but what good would that do him. He'd still be sad just without a phone. He doubted anyone from this neighborhood would let a stranger make a phone call or shoot out a text. He just wanted his boyfriend back. After sending out the last message Jakob lowered his head as he sat there crying. His stomach was in knots all while waiting for a reply that would never come. However, he did obey Abel's order. He stayed exactly where he was.

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[xDarkWinterx]

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓼. ...



Kirean wasn't in a talking mood. He was feeling both hurt by Miguel and Abel. His past was private and he should have been able to choose who knew. In truth, he should have never told Miguel. If Abel had told him it only brought down his ability to trust. The idea of Miguel listening to such things only pissed him off more. Kieran couldn't help but wonder how much Abel had told Miguel.

At the moment he didn't know where he was going. Kirean was trying to get as far away as possible. He needed space to clear his head. Kirean knew he was running from his problems but didn't care. He was being selfish and childish in his own way.

Driving Abel followed the path. He had received pictures as well from Miguel to give a better guess on where he was going. It took all of twenty minutes before Abel finally arrived at the park. He drove into the parking lot looking for Miguel. Abel finally spotted him sitting on a park bench under a pavilion. He parked his car as close as he could get in the parking lot.

Abel turned off the car, unbuckled himself and got out. He locked the car as he made his way toward Miguel. Abel pocketed his keys as he walked towards Miguel. He saw Miguel had his head down as he got closer. Abel moved around the table as he took a seat beside Miguel. "Are you lost, little boy?" He asked teasing Miguel slightly as he sat beside him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was okay that Kieran was angry about having his past revealed without his consent. It was even okay for him to be mad at Abel for taking that right away from him. However without knowing the details, it was not okay for him to get so angry at him. Jakob didn't go looking for his past. The man seemed to forget that his target had always been Abel, not him. He was just someone who got in the way. To this day he didn't know why Abel chose to tell him or why he himself stuck around to hear the full extent that he did. But whatever Kieran was thinking about him in this very moment, he was wrong.

After sending the picture off to Abel, he tried again to get ahold of Kieran but to no avail. The man was ignoring him. As he waited for his ride, in his desperation he tried to call Kieran. The line ringed and ringed, but never connected. He let out a noise of aggravation as he hung up and lowered his head. Behind him he didn't even hear Abel's car approach. Jakob grit his teeth as the tears continued to fall. A few moments later someone took a seat next to him and a familiar voice teased him.

Lifting his head, he turned to look at Abel. He nodded his head quietly. "He won't talk to me." he said quietly. Holding on to his phone, he sniffled. All of his call and texts had gone ignored. He hated feeling like this and yet he continued to go back to Kieran. Was he really that stupid? Or did some part of him actually enjoy the torment the man seemed to put him through every few weeks. Moving closer, he invaded Abel's space. He wasn't ready to get up just yet. Not when he was feeling so shitty.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓼. ...



Sitting beside Miguel, Abel watched as he looked up. He saw the hint of red eyes as Miguel had been crying. Abel listened as Miguel spoke softly about Kirean. He sighed but mostly to himself. "Give him some space, he'll come around." Abel responded as he watched Miguel move closer toward him. He didn't mind it knowing Miguel needed comfort. Abel wasn't the comforting type and yet here he was. He shifted straddling the bench as he sat there. Abel reached out towards Miguel taking his hand. He held onto it as he watched Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob couldn't help making a complete mess of himself. It was inevitable at this point. As he lifted his head and turned to speak, he watched as Abel sigh. He nodded once again knowing his words to be true. Still, it didn't help the hurt he felt. Every time they fought it was okay for Kieran to get angry and storm off. But the second he showed any kind of emotion the man wanted nothing to do with him...at least that was how he felt. Scooting closer to the man he knew he wasn't one for showing affection or comfort. However he was the only person he could turn to at the moment. Before he could make himself comfortable though Abel moved beside him. Throwing one leg over the bench the man turned towards him and took his hand into his own. Jakob allowed this as he wiped his eyes with his own free hand. "If you say so," he said softly. "I don't he'll be so forgiving this time."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓼. ...



Kirean didn't like confrontation, he'd rather run from it. He wasn't used to such things. Kirean preferred the happy times with Miguel. He wanted peace though like any other couple there would be problems. Kirean though knew he was being stubborn. He had every right. Kirean hated how comfortable Miguel was with Abel which was the real problem. In his own way he was jealous after all Abel's relationship didn't make sense to him with Miguel.

Abel sat beside Miguel as he calmed down. He reached out taking Miguel's hand in his own. Abel commented to Miguel about Kirean. The man over reacted all the time. He had just grown used to it. Abel watched as Miguel wiped his eyes with his free hand. He listened as Miguel replied. "Well, I can't say if he will or not, I can only hope he will." Abel responded; Kirean was an enigma even to him.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

There was no good way to explain his relationship with Abel. He wouldn't say that they were friends. They were hardly acquaintances. But he did know Kieran best and didn't seem to mind listening to his bullshit. Jakob wasn't very good with confrontation either, but he would rather talk through it than be left in the middle of the street. Perhaps if Kieran actually told him he was jealous or why he didn't want him socializing with Abel, he'd understand. Instead they just kept fighting and making things more complicated.Sitting beside Abel he allowed him to take his hand. It was strangely comforting coming from a man who didn't often know how to comfort others. Wiping at his eyes, Jakob spoke softly. Abel's words made sense, but weren't very helpful. "I hope so too." he said sadly.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓼. ...



Sitting in the park, Abel could only guess Kirean was ignoring the situation. He hadn't known where he went or anything. Abel didn't know if he would go home or not. The few times he acted in such a manner, he hadn't returned home. He tried being positive for Miguel after all it was the least he could do. Abel turned Miguel's hand over in his. "Did you want me to take you somewhere?" He asked curiously, as he wasn't sure what to talk about. Abel could only comfort Miguel so far verbally.