⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

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The question was obvious but he didn't care. He wasn't judging Miguel for his predilection for having sex with multiple partners. Kirean wasn't telling him not to do it. After all if that's what made Miguel happy so be it. He questioned Miguel as he sat there. Kieran didn't want to be lied to. If Miguel wanted to keep him then he wanted honesty. He waited as Miguel thought his words carefully. Kieran munched on his meal.

As Miguel responded, he listened. Kieran could understand the reasoning behind his words and actions. After all the world they lived in didn't allow for love. They were both crazy for trying but he wanted it. "And Abel is it just sex or is there more?" He asked curiously as he grabbed his soda taking a sip.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

The idea of being in some kind of partnership with both Abel and Kieran seemed a bit odd. Especially knowing each male didn't share very well. But at the same time it seemed to make perfect sense. Jakob couldn't speak for Abel, but if Kieran gave his blessing then they wouldn't have to sneak around. Mentally, he shook his head. What was he thinking. This seemed like a bad idea...but if it was the only way he could keep Kieran....he didn't know what to do.

As he spoke, Jakob tried to be as honest as possible. He'd never given the situation enough thought to know how to put it into words, so suddenly being asked about it took him by surprise. It was true their world didn't really allow love. Some had tried, many had failed. So why did they try so hard for it? Jakob for one could say it was because he'd never cared enough to try to love another person that wasn't his family. He had to wonder if that was why Kieran fought so hard as well. When the man spoke again, he nearly laughed. The idea of wanting something more with Abel, that was never going to happen.

"For the most part, it's purely sex. Our personalities clash too much to even attempt something more....But sometimes he can be like a friend. It's weird, I know...but, he's shown to have some human moments. Like when you broke up with me, he stayed with me all night. We didn't really talk or do anything but watch bad late night television. He was just there." Jakob spoke slowly, trying to put his feelings into words as best as he could. He wasn't sure that he was making sense. Sighing, he looked up at Kieran. He didn't know how else to make him understand that he didn't love Abel. That they would never work together. But with Kieran, that was all he wanted. He wanted all of him.

 

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The question was laughable perhaps but on his mind. He wasn't asking for much just the truth. Kirean knew Abel could be kind even in the darkest moment. He didn't blame Miguel for seeking comfort from someone other than himself.

As Miguel responded to his question, Kirean listened. He wasn't bothered by his words. After all he had been pushing Miguel away, it was his own fault. Kirean nodded as Miguel spoke about his time with Abel who provided comfort to him. "Would you sleep with him again?" He asked curiously as he munched on his fries. Kieran could understand if Miguel said yes. He didn't believe in sleeping around especially if he was dating someone.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As much as he would like to laugh at the absurdity of Kieran's question, he didn't. Instead he spoke honestly and openly without getting too graphic. He was afraid of how Kieran might take it. But so far he was doing surprisingly well. He could only assume it was because he knew of the kind of comfort Abel could give. Despite it going completely against the man's personality, he was a bit of a softy deeply buried beneath his often rude, chain smoking, sadistic, tattooed demon exterior.

Jakob soon finished speaking and watched the man nod his head quietly. He nibbled on his fries before being questioned again. Kieran really wasn't holding back. Though it was probably for the best. They needed to have a talk like this back when they met at the club. Instead they just went back to Kieran's room and barely spoke at all. "Maybe....I mean...we sort of did today. We started to, but when he asked me what I was thinking about, all I could say was you. And well, it ended pretty quickly from there." he said truthfully. Picking up another fry, Jakob popped it into his mouth. It was bit cold from sitting there awhile, but he didn't care so much.

 

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Kirean knew that they should have talked about such things a while ago. He didn't want to give Miguel a reason to sneak around though. Kieran could understand Miguel's need to find comfort in someone else. He didn't mind the sex but he didn't want to lose Miguel. Kirean saw no reason to hold back. He had so many questions still. Kirean listened as Miguel responded to his question. It made him curious but he didn't comment. "Do you like him and I'm not talking about sex, is there some connection there for you?" Kirean asked, finishing with his burger. He moved onto his fries as he watched Miguel pick at his own.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

In truth he had not been looking for a "reason" to sneak around. He wasn't even completely sure why he betrayed him in the first place. He could blame never being monogamous all he liked, but he wasn't sure how long that excuse would hold up with Kieran. It wasn't like wanted to lose Kieran. But he also liked the relaxed times he sometimes spent with Abel. It was weird, they should be enemies. Instead their conversations often turned flirty and one thing would lead to another. But neither of them wanted more than that.

As Jakob finished speaking he watched Kieran closely, curious to know what he thought of what he was being told. A moment later, another question. Again, it was almost laughable, but he held it in. He knew that Kieran was being serious right now and wanted to be respectful. "Listen, Abel is fun to ******** and flirt with, but that's it. Neither of us want more than that. It is only about sex. But Kieran, with you...you have my ******** heart. Okay? I only love you. Why do you think I keep coming back every time you shove me away?" he replied, blushing as he spoke. Looking up at the man, he waited. He knew what he said was a bit mushy, but damn it those were his true feelings. He was too embarrassed for them not to be honest. So he hoped that Kieran appreciated him making a fool out of himself.

 

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Kirean honestly wasn't mad at Miguel for having sex with Abel. He just wished he could have told him not snuck around. If Miguel wanted to have sex with Abel so be it. Kirean though didn't want to be thrown aside by both of them. He was being childish and selfish so be it. Kirean however wasn't going to have Miguel make promises he couldn't keep.

Questioning Miguel, Kirean knew his words were repeated. He hardly cared if Miguel thought them laugh able. Kieran was glad though Miguel took him seriously after all if he didn't this conversation was pointless and he would leave. He was tired of wasting his time anymore.

Kieran enjoyed the mushy parts, it meant Miguel was serious about him. He indeed did enjoy Miguel making a fool out of himself. Kirean finished with his plate and dusted his hands off. He pushed his plate away reaching out towards Miguel. Kieran took his hand in his own and laced their fingers together. "Fine. Continue to have your meaningless sex but remember this,... You are mine; heart, body and soul… But don't lie to me or sneak around without telling me...If you don't like that then I'm done." He replied as he held onto Miguel's hand. Kieran didn't care if Miguel slept with Abel but he didn't want Miguel sneaking around.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It had never been his intention to hurt Kieran by hiding the fact that he had slept with another man. Of all their conversations, he doubted Kieran liked being told that his boyfriend was also sleeping with his best friend. But it couldn't be helped. In his moments of despair, Jakob continued to turn to the one person that was supposed to be his enemy. And in those strange moments he was shown kindness and a kind of comfort he'd never expected to come from Abel. He could see where Kieran might mistake his actions for throwing him aside. But he was wrong in that assumption. His relationship with Abel was only so deep. Whereas with Kieran, he couldn't get enough of the man. He was happy when they would go out, he looked forward to their late night meetings, and craved him to the core. He didn't think Kieran was childish or selfish for wanting him to himself. After all, most couples preferred it that way.

When Kieran questioned him again, Jakob did his best to explain himself. He was embarrassed to the point of blushing and stuttering a little over his words. But he meant, every last one of them. Jakob understood how serious this was to Kieran and in turn showed him the same respect. It was true, if they couldn't be serious with one another this was never going to work. When he was finished speaking he sat there waiting. He watched as Kieran dusted off his hands and moved the tray aside.

In his last rambling, Jakob had set his hands on the table, thinking nothing of it. A moment later, Kieran reached between them and took one into his own. His blush only deepened but he allowed him to take it. Jakob smiled softly as Kieran then laced their fingers together. He stared at their intertwined hands for a moment as if it were a sight had had not seen for generations. When the man spoke, he looked up. For a moment, he was fearful as Kieran gave his permission to continue seeing Abel on the side. Though he quickly recovered as the man claimed his possession over him. Jakob nodded quietly as Kieran soon finished speaking. He knew the weight of his words and what he was agreeing to in order to stay with him. "Agreed. I won't lie to you again....I am yours; heart, body, and soul. Just as you mine." he replied, pulling Kieran's hand close to him to press a gentle kiss to his knuckles. Setting their hands back down between them, Jakob smiled. "Though while we're on the subject, Abel and I, we were serious this morning. You're always welcome to join us." he teased. He didn't know if now was the time to make jokes, but he wanted to lighten the air even if it was just a little bit.

 

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Kirean couldn't help but be possessive. He wanted Miguel to understand that he was his. If he didn't like that then so be it. Kirean didn't want to give up Miguel. He would push him away if he controlled him too tight. Kieran wasn't asking Miguel to be monogamous for him. After all Miguel couldn't promise such things.

Holding onto Miguel's hand, he listened as he responded. Kirean watched as Miguel pulled his hand closer to kiss his knuckles. He smiled at Miguel, happy to be on a more understanding ground. Kieran listened as Miguel soon teased him again. "Perhaps but I get to have you first." He responded playfully as he leaned across the table closing the space between them and kissed Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

With everything laid out, he understood Kieran good and well. He could see why he was possessive and did not blame him for it. In some ways it turned him and in others he found it amusing. His sick sense of humor thought it was hilarious that someone would fight this hard just to be with an idiot like him. It only confirmed how much Kieran cared for him and he was grateful for that. He didn't want to push him away over something like this. So he was happy that they could come to a compromise.As Jakob finished speaking, he brought the males' hand closer to his mouth and pressed a soft kiss to his knuckles. Setting their hands down, he watched as Kieran smiled. He couldn't help wanting to tease him. Jakob felt his face heat up as the man was quick to respond. "I'm fine with that." He said, grinning as Kieran came closer. Once the man was close enough to reach, Jakob cupped his cheek with his free hand. He happily accepted his kiss and was soon to return it. He pulled back slightly, grinning widely with pink, rosy cheeks. "Let's go home." he said softly.

 

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The idea of sharing Miguel in the same bed seemed odd yet exciting. He couldn't help but tease Miguel in return. Kieran smiled as Miguel responded as he leaned over to kiss him. He felt Miguel's hand cup his cheek as they kissed. Kirean soon felt Miguel pull back as he looked at him. He listened as Miguel spoke of going home. Kieran was fine with that after all he wanted to spend more time with Miguel. He nodded, "Alright." Kirean responded as he released Miguel's hand.

He gathered their dirty trash as he stood with trays in hand. Kirean motioned Miguel to follow him as he walked towards the door. He dumped the trash off the trays and then set them down. Kirean waited to make sure Miguel was following him before heading outside. He walked towards his car and unlocked it as he made his way toward the drivers side. Kieran opened the door and slipped inside. He shut the door buckling in as he started his car.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He too felt a bit excited about the idea of sharing one another. It would certainly be something new for them. But it seemed fun. Jakob was curious see what sort of new positions they might be able to try out. Not only that he was also curious to know how Kieran might act with Abel. Would he be submissive to his sadist friend? Or was it more raw while trying to out do the other? He wanted to ask, but he didn't know if Kieran would answer him. Then again, they were on better terms, so maybe now might be his chance. After kissing Kieran, Jakob suggested they leave. Sitting in McDonald's was fine and dandy, but eventually someone was going to want them to either buy more food or get out. Jakob thought it best to go with the latter option.

Jakob continued to grin as Kieran nodded in agreement and released his hand. Pushing back his chair, he rose from his seat. He thanked Kieran as he grabbed his tray and took it to the trash for him. Jakob then followed him through the lobby and out the door. The parking lot was pretty empty aside from a few cars here and there. Not surprising. It was that time where most people just wanted to head home to relax or eat there. Crossing the parking lot, Jakob moved to the passenger side door. He waited for Kieran to unlock it before getting inside. Closing the door behind him, Jakob buckled his seat and sat back as Kieran started the car. Smiling over at the man, he felt a bit giddy to be going back home with him.

 

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Sharing a partner would be new for them. In a way both Abel and he were dominate. However Abel was more of a sadist then himself. Kirean liked inflicting pain sure but to an extent. He didn't mind questions after all he preferred them to assumptions. Kieran wasn't sure how things would play out between them but he was open to it.

Once Miguel joined him in the car, he waited as he buckled in. Kieran pulled out of the parking spot. He continued driving as he started down the street pulling out of the driveway. Kieran rode with Miguel heading back toward the house. He wasn't sure if Abel was still home but he expected he would be. For now, he just wanted to spend time with Miguel. Kieran continued driving in silence though he was happy too.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Slipping into the car, Jakob buckled up his seat belt and closed the door behind him. He looked to Kieran to see he had buckled up as well and started the car. Within a few minutes they were puling out of the parking spot and driving through the lot. Jakob sat back in his seat as they made their way down the road in silence. He had a few more questions he wanted to ask, but he didn't want to spoil their mood. Though he was sure Kieran might pester him to know what was up regardless.

He waited a bit. One light, then two. He wanted to make sure they had a bit of distance between themselves and the McDonald's before attempting more conversation with the man. "Hey Kieran," he said, looking over at the man. "The reason you kicked me out earlier today...are we okay with that?" It was probably going to seem like a silly question, but he wanted to know. He knew how important Kieran's privacy was to him. Even though it wasn't intentional to hurt him, he wanted to make sure the man was okay with him knowing about his past.

 

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Kieran didn't mind if Miguel wanted to question him. He knew he couldn't avoid the obvious. Kieran was done hiding after all what good was it now. Miguel had been open to his past after all not many people knew especially those close to him. He was tired of hiding like the broken child he had been. Kirean knew the only way he was going to get past it is if he accepted it.

Silence spread between them for a while. He knew something was on Miguel's mind. Kieran drove waiting to see if Miguel would speak his mind otherwise he'd have to ask. It was a few lights before the ice cracked. He heard Miguel speak his name. Kieran glanced toward him, waiting as Miguel questioned him.

The question was to be expected. Kieran reached out towards Miguel. He took Miguel's hand in his own. Kieran sighed softly, "Yes, were fine… I'm sorry about earlier. I overreacted." He spoke softly as he apologized for his behavior. Kieran knew he shouldn't have taken his anger out on Miguel but he had.