⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It wasn't so much a comfort, just wishful thinking. He knew being with Abel would do him no favors, still he couldn't help himself for wanting more. Looking back towards the mirror, Abel continued to ******** him. He was surprised by the sudden change of pace. Jakob straightened up as Abel ran his hands up his chest. Leaning into him, he turned his head in Abel's direction as he breathed in his scent. While he didn't hate Abel's pounding, he liked taking a moment to slow down.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel had nothing to give Miguel. He could never make promises to him. Abel cared for Miguel though knew he couldn't make him happy. He also worried how his relationship with Kieran would go if he gave into his desires. It was one thing to ******** Miguel, it was an entirely different situation to date him.

Slowing his movements, Abel ran his hands over Miguel's chest. He felt him straighten up as he leaned against him. Abel watched as Miguel turned his head. He leaned forward as he kissed Miguel. Abel couldn't help the slow movements of his hips. He ran a hand against Miguel's neck as he held onto him. His other hand ran down around his waist.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Being with Abel would likely be more of a challenge than it was worth. He couldn't expect him to come over very often or stay faithful to him while he was away. Not that he would know otherwise, unless, Abel explicitly told him. Jakob knew that he cared for him and vice versa, but there was nothing romantic between them. He was simply lonely and letting lust get the better of him. Not only that, he too, hated to think what might happen if Kieran caught wind that they were together. He already couldn't stand knowing that would occasionally kiss or ********. But dating, he might actually go insane if that were to happen.

Jakob straightened as Abel began to slow his movements. Leaning back against him, he turned his head towards him. A moment later, he was given a tender kiss on the lips. Jakob kissed him back as the males hands continued to caress him. He felt his one hand come near his neck while the other wrapped around his waist. Jakob kissed him again, not worrying too much about what might happen next. He knew at the very least Abel would not hurt him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



The idea of Miguel assuming his feelings would not be appreciated. While he couldn't give Miguel what he needed and wanted, lust wasn't the reason he'd flown thousands of miles to Germany. Abel also knew that coming between Miguel and Kieran previously hadn't been a good idea though he didn't regret it.

Holding onto Miguel, he slowed his hip movements. Abel kissed Miguel as he held onto him. His hand caressed his neck and his waist. He had no intention of hurting Miguel as he splayed his hand over his neck. Abel couldn't help but grind his hips against Miguel as they kissed. He pulled back his hips as he thrust hard and deep, teasing Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He had no idea how Abel might respond if he were to tell him that he had feelings for him. He knew that in his own way, Abel did care for him. He wouldn't have flown all this way if he didn't. Still, the idea of being rejected or simply teased for what he was feeling. Jakob liked what they had and he didn't want to ruin it.

As Abel held on to him, they continued to kiss. His hand soon neared his neck, and Jakob had to remind himself that it was okay. That tonight, no harm would come to him. He relaxed as the male splayed his hand across his neck, his hips grinding into him. Jakob kissed the man again as Abel drew back his hips before thrusting back into him. A wave of pleasure swept through him and he moaned against Abel's lips. He was thankful for the male's hand on his waist as his legs felt weak. He didn't know how much longer he could last, likely not much if Abel kept teasing him like this.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Indeed such words weren't needed between them. He couldn't promise to understand Miguel's emotions and feelings nor would he expect the same. While Abel wasn't content, they could never be more.

As he held onto Miguel, he had no intention of hurting him. Abel had gone past the idea of hurting him even though he could easily. He kissed Miguel, drawing his hips back and thrusting into him. Abel felt Miguel moan against his lips. His own c**k throbbed inside Miguel knowing they probably both weren't going to last much longer. Abel withdrew from Miguel's lips. He ran his hand from Miguel's neck back to his hips. Abel took hold of his hips as he started to move his hips faster and harder again as he bucked his hips.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob didn't know what made him so special for Abel to not want to hurt him. He didn't care too much to ask either as he likely would not get an answer. He was content with what they had. As he kissed the man again, he moaned against his lips. Jakob felt his c**k throbbing inside him. He took one last kiss before Abel pulled away. He took the opportunity to take a needed breath while Abel ran his hands back to his hips. It wasn't long before the man moved his hips roughly, bucking into him even harder than before. Jakob moaned his name, his own c**k twitching in anticipation.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Indeed Abel wasn't likely to explain himself after all he never did. He pulled back from Miguel, allowing himself to take in a few breaths as well. Abel held onto Miguel as he moved his hips. He couldn't help but buck his hips fast and hard. Abel soon heard Miguel moan loudly his name. He found it amusing as he moved his hips faster with the same speed. Abel knew he couldn't last much longer especially this being their second time even if he hadn't c** yet.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It was a bit frustrating how Abel was never completely honest with him. He understood that he had some trust issues, who didn't in this world. But he had hoped that as they had gotten closer he would have opened up more. Though he supposed compared to their first few meetings, for Abel, this was open. As the man pulled from his lips, he continued to ******** him. He picked up the pace and roughly slammed into him, causing Jakob to moan. He couldn't help himself as he moaned Abel's name. At the sound of his voice, it seemed to only encourage Abel to move faster. Arching his back, Jakob knew he couldn't hold out much longer. His c**k ached, his legs felt weak, and his muscles began to clinch with each thrust. Jakob's voice louder as he moaned, the sound bouncing off the walls and filling the small space. If his neighbors weren't aware of their actions from before, they most certainly were now.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Would it do Miguel any good if Abel was honest with him? He doubted if he asked Miguel the same questions that he'd be honest with him. As he moved his hips, his c**k throbbed deep inside Miguel. Abel didn't think either of them could last much longer. Slamming inside Miguel, he listened as he moaned his name loudly. He too wouldn't be surprised if the neighbors were already awake and annoyed. Abel hardly cared, he only found the thought amusing. With a few more thrusts, Miguel's vocals only increased. He gripped Miguel's hips as he soon gave in. Abel could feel his climax reach its peak. He rocked his hips one last time before finally slamming his hips into Miguel. Abel felt himself release as he filled Miguel up.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He couldn’t say for sure whether being told the truth would make a difference. He liked to think that it wouldn’t change anything between. Then again, being truly honest was hard and maybe it was better to leave some things as they were. As they continued, Jakob only grew louder. He didn’t care about the possible backlash he would receive from his neighbors. It was well worth it. The male soon buried himself inside him. Jakob could feel his c**k throbbing and wondered how much longer Abel could keep this up. His own c**k twitched in anticipation. He arched back with each slam of Abel’s hips, he was almost certain that his voice would give out with how loud he was. After a few more thrusts, he felt his hands tighten against his hips as the warmth of his seed filled him. Having had more than his share, Jakob soon came for the second time. Sputtering onto the counter in front of him, he sagged slightly against Abel’s chest. Jakob felt exhausted but was very content. He only wished he had a bath tub so he wouldn’t have to stand the entire time he cleaned himself up.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



It was hard to keep up much longer. He knew Miguel had already c** previously. Abel soon gave in as he thrusted deep inside Miguel and filled him up. His own vocals were blocked by the bite to his lower lip. He wasn't surprised as Miguel soon gave in after him. Abel felt him tighten around his c**k and soon release himself all over the counter. He kept a hold on Miguel as he felt him relax against him. Abel moved to pull out of Miguel as he remained close. He too thought a tub would be nice but a shower was all they had. Abel pulled Miguel against him as he rested his chin on his shoulder. He hadn't been with anyone in a while so he was rather spent.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Giving in as well, Jakob soon came and leaned against Abel for support. He was grateful for the man’s strong hands as they were practically the only thing keeping him upright. It wasn’t long before Abel removed himself from inside him. Jakob grunted softly but relaxed as he was pulled flush. He smiled to himself as Abel placed his chin on his shoulder. Reaching down, Jakob slipped his hand over Abel’s own. At some point they were going to have to move and clean up. But not yet. He wanted to just stay like this a few minutes longer. Looking towards the mirror, he looked Abel over. He looked far more content than when he arrived.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Pulling out of Miguel, he heard him make noise. Abel moved his hands against Miguel's stomach as he held onto him. He soon felt Miguel's hands slip over his own. Indeed he was content standing there holding onto Miguel. It wasn't about the sex either. Abel had missed the simple things from Miguel. He had missed the conversations. Sure they talked via text from time to time but that wasn't the same. Abel also missed the touches he gave or received. He could feel Miguel's eyes on him as he stood there. Abel was hardly bothered by it. He allowed himself to savor in the moment as well.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Standing there, Jakob didn’t mind the way Abel clung to him. He thought it was cute. Not only that, he too, felt a bit clingy. There was so he missed about him. The sound of his voice, the warmth of his hands, the way he held him in his arms when they spoke. It made his heart ache knowing he would be leaving soon. While it wasn’t as though he’d never speak to him again, it just wasn’t the same. He didn't know when, or if, he would see Abel again. He stared at their reflection a moment, thinking how they made quite the couple. If only. Turning his gaze away from the mirror, Jakob moved his head slightly to press a kiss to the male’s cheek. Pulling back a moment later, he continued to relax against him. Eventually they were going to need to move and get cleaned up. It could wait.