⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Kirean knew the last time they had tried anything together, it hadn't gone beyond a little fondling. He hadn't been comfortable with Abel touching him though he wanted to get past it. Kirean wanted to try and make Miguel happy. He knew he was curious how things would go between all of them. Abel wasn't opposed either though he didn't want to push Kirean into it.

As Kirean questioned Miguel, he too remembered what he asked of Miguel. He listened as Miguel responded, not surprised by his terms. Kirean nodded, ”Fair enough.” He responded knowing such words were the cause of his actions.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob wasn't entirely sure how this would go. Talking about it was one thing, but actually doing it. He remembered the last time it was brought up, they never made it past a bit of fondling. Jakob didn't blame Kieran for being uncomfortable or just not into it. But he also didn't want him forcing himself just to make him happy. This wasn't the way for them to get back on better terms. When Kieran asked about rules, Jakob gave him one, hoping it might deter him. All it did though was get him a nod and a few simple words. Jakob nodded in return but did not speak.

Turning his gaze back to his plate he was a little more than halfway through his breakfast. The waffles had been more than filling on their own and he was in no hurry to wolf down what was left. Picking up his mug, Jakob took a sip. "Y'know, you don't have to do this." he said slowly. Raising his gaze, he studied the man. Jakob wasn't entirely sure what Kieran was trying to pull by agreeing to a threesome. It was fine if Kieran truly wanted to, but deep down he didn't think he did.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



It's been years since the last time Kirean was intimate with Abel. He didn't count the random groping as their last actual encounter. Kirean remembered their last time together, it was shortly after Abel's parents had died. They had both taken it hard though not as much as Abel had. Kirean had initiated contact between them. He had been trying to help Abel through his depressive period. Kirean didn't want to dwell on such thoughts.

Hearing Miguel question him, Kirean found it reasonable and amusing. ”Why backing out already?” He asked curiously, teasing as he picked up his coffee and took the last remaining sip. Kirean mostly needed to get over his fear.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Giving Kieran an out, he wondered if he would take it. Jakob would understand if he wanted to. After all, his initial plan was to just go over to his room and have a chat. But somehow they had gone from a normal conversation to one with a little flirting, and now this. Jakob wasn't sure how either man felt about pursuing something like this so soon. He understood it had been some time since Kieran and Abel slept together. Jakob recalled their brief history that Abel had shared with him, though he didn't go much into detail. While he had been curious, the man was not willing to share more than he did. Still unconvinced about the whole thing, Jakob took another sip of coffee while he sat there thinking. Across from him, Kieran teased him. Setting his now empty mug down, he shrugged. "Maybe, I don't know." he said, honestly. Pushing aside his plate, Jakob leaned his elbows against the table. "It feels rushed is all...are you sure this is what you want?"

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Kirean knew they didn't have to do anything. Indeed it seemed strange but if he wanted to show he was comfortable with everything it was the least he could do. He cared for both Abel and Miguel. Kirean couldn't run from them both. He too hadn't expected the conversation to turn into such events but he would deal with it.

Watching Miguel, he was curious about his apprehension. It seemed like he would be excited by the idea but now he wasn't. Kirean didn't need Miguel worrying about him. He listened as Miguel spoke, questioning him as he pushed his plate aside. Kirean nodded, ”Yes, I want this…I want you, I want Abel, I want us.” He had been pushing them both away long enough. Kieran knew Abel had been allowing him to do as he pleased after Miguel left. That included keeping his distance which he knew only hurt Abel, who had been his best friend since they were fourteen.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob appreciated that he was trying. It seemed like more of an effort than the last time they talked about this. Still, he worried that Kieran was only doing so to appease him, and that simply wasn't necessary. Jakob didn't want to force his hand and make him sleep with both of them. He wanted all three of them to be on board with this and because they wanted to. As Jakob spoke, he couldn't help voicing his concern. He leaned against the table as he questioned the male once more.

Across from him Kieran nodded as he reassured him once more. Jakob's expression softened. "Aw, you hear that Abel. You're wanted too." he teased. Seeing how adamant Kieran was, he wouldn't question him again. Anymore and he feared he might accidentally make him feel unwanted again when that was hardly the case. Jakob merely wanted to be certain that he was fully on board with what he was agreeing to. And to be honest, Jakob was a little nervous as well. He had assumed that maybe one day, off in the distance they would all be trying this. But right breakfast, that sudden, that was soon, that was like a block away from happening. Straightening in his seat, he turned his gaze to Kieran. "Did we need to pick up anything before going back?" he asked.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Kirean had been trying to make a point but it was lost on Miguel as he responded with teasing words. He wasn't trying to be funny about the situation but it appeared as if he took it that way. However Abel was surprised by his words. He knew things had been rocky between them in the last couple of years. Abel hated seeing his friend hurt knowing he had been the cause of it at least in part.

With words spoken, it seemed Miguel was on board again. Kirean listened as Miguel questioned him, finding his words amusing. ”Well, condoms and lube probably…I didn't exactly bring any.” He replied as he hadn't been expecting to have sex while he was here, especially not with Miguel and Abel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

The seriousness of his words weren't completely lost on him despite his teasing. Jakob could tell that this was important to Kieran. Still, his stupidity came through as he turned to Abel. Across from him the male said nothing, which made feel ever more dumb for trying to lighten the mood where it wasn't needed. He really did wonder what Abel was thinking right now. Did he know that Kieran felt this way about him? Or was it as much a shock to him as it was to Jakob?

Turning back to Kieran, Jakob decided it best to move on from his stupid teasing. Instead he questioned him. It came as little surprise to him that Kieran was completely unprepared for the very thing he was proposing they do. Jakob nodded again. "Right, well, those are pretty important. I suppose we could go by my flat or a shop to grab some. Which way is your hotel again?" he said, trying to think which would be the better option. If they were going in the way of his building, Jakob could easily go back up, get what they needed, and they could be on their way. But if it was the opposite direction he saw no reason to back track when there was likely a shop or two they could stop at along the way.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel wasn't too sure what to think of the situation. They hadn't been intimate in years though he was curious. The last time he'd touched Kirean while Miguel watched, it hadn't gone anywhere. Abel was a little confused but if Kirean was so inclined then so be it.

While he hadn't come prepared, Kirean didn't mind stopping off to buy the necessities. Kirean nodded as Miguel spoke, glad for no more teasing. ”Back up that way.” He responded, pointing in the opposite direction.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob could only imagine what Abel must be thinking right about now. The last time they had tried anything together it had not gone very far, and then when Abel tried to include himself he was turned away. Hearing Kieran talk about wanting to be with the both of them so suddenly had to be confusing. Jakob was also a little confused by all of this, but he didn't want to spoil things by giving him an outright no. As they continued to talk, Jakob kept his responses more serious. He watched Kieran and point in the direction of his hotel while he spoke.

Following his finger, he saw that they would indeed not be going in the way of his building. So there went that idea. Jakob usually went that direction on his way to work. A few more blocks down and there was the pub. "Hmm, okay. Yeah, there's a little shop on the corner going that way." he replied. "They should have what we need." He remembered it because he often stopped by either going to or from work. Normally he would just grab a snack, but then others he would just grab a few necessities of his own when he didn't feel like going over to the supermarket.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



While Miguel and Kirean talked of things needed and where to get them. Their waitress came to check on them to see if anything else was needed. Abel didn't think so, they were all nearly done with their meals and coffee. She stopped to give them the checks, including Kieran's. He reached into his pocket as he dug out his wallet. Abel laid down his credit card for both tickets. He saw no reason not to as Kirean would only pay with his own credit card for which Abel paid for anyways.

Kirean noticed the waitress stopping by and Abel paying for their meals. He wasn't surprised and didn't question it. Kirean listened as Miguel spoke about a shop nearby. He nodded, as he pushed his plate away. Kieran had eaten most of it though not all before the conversation turned. He wasn't worried though nervous now but didn't let it show.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

As their conversation continued Jakob didn't bother with the rest of his breakfast. He had eaten all that he could and didn't want to risk upsetting his stomach by forcing himself to eat the rest. The whole time they talked, he had noticed Kieran had stopped eating as well, and hoped that he had gotten enough. When the waitress came by, he was about to pull out his own wallet when Abel set down his card on both tickets. Jakob smiled his thanks. While he was perfectly capable of paying for his own meal, he appreciated the gesture all the same. Glancing back at Kieran, he told him about the nearby shop he knew of and watched as the male nodded.

He didn't blame Kieran for being nervous. It was easy to just be all talk and never actually go through with it. But knowing the second they left this building their next stop would be for condoms and lube. That was pretty much saying they were going through with it. Of course, he would still be able to back out if he wanted to. No one would be forcing him, that much he was certain. Jakob leaned back in his seat while the waitress took both tickets and Abel's card. He too was starting to feel a little nervous. This wasn't exactly how he imagined he would be going back to Kieran's room. Before coming here he hadn't been thinking he would be seeing him at all today, and yet somehow they had made it all the way through breakfast. It was small, but he liked to think of it as some progress.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel knew Miguel was capable of paying for himself though he didn't mind. The waitress took the card and shortly returned. He thanked her, as he placed the card back into his wallet. Abel pulled twenty euros from his wallet as a tip. He had gotten some money from an ATM at the airport. Turning his attention toward Miguel and Kirean. ”Ready to go you two?” He asked now that the pleasantries were over and so was breakfast. Abel moved to stand and stretch his legs. Kirean was ready though didn't want to seem in a rush.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It didn't take long for the waitress to run Abel's card and bring it back to him. Jakob watched him stuff it away in his wallet but not before placing a generous tip on the table. When asked if he was ready, Jakob nodded. Scooting out of his side, Jakob made sure he had all of his possessions while Abel stretched beside him. He waited for Kieran to also get out before making his way towards the door. Once he was outside, Jakob started to walk a little in the way of Kieran's hotel. He glanced back at the two feeling a bit awkward. Any time he went with one or the other, Jakob would usually cling to him. Meanwhile the idea of all three of them holding hands seemed a little silly, and kind of rude, as they would likely take up much of the sidewalk.

Jakob was in no rush to reach either the store or the hotel. In fact he still wasn't entirely sure what they were planning to do. Were they taking turns, was someone switching. He had wanted to ask all of this over breakfast, but didn't want to be too vulgar. They'd caused enough of a scene with their outburst, he didn't want them getting even more looks by discussing a play by play of their upcoming encounter. Now that they were outside and it was a little later in the morning, the sideways were much clearer so Jakob didn't mind talking about it in public. "I have a question," he started, glancing towards Kieran. "When we talked about this before there was mention of you bottoming. Is that still on the table, or what's our game plan?"

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Once outside, Abel and Kieran followed after Miguel. They too felt awkward trailing after Miguel. It wasn't long before Miguel spoke up towards Kirean. Though it was Abel who couldn't help but laugh. Of all things, Miguel seemed to remember that. Kirean rolled his eyes at Abel who laughed at the question though reasonable. ”Looking to do the ******** instead?” He questioned curiously to get a better understanding too. Indeed he had talked about bottoming before though things could change. Kirean wondered how things would transpire as well.