⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Walking a little ways ahead of them, he tried not to get into too much of a hurry. Jakob didn't want to come off as overeager or desperate. Behind him, he could tell that both Kieran and Abel were feeling a bit awkward about the situation as well. He was curious if they were also having some doubts about the whole thing. He didn't question it, but instead brought another point from their previous conversation. Jakob smirked as Abel burst into laughter and was tempted to hit him for being rude. However, it didn't seem that Kieran minded too much as he rolled his eyes and answered with a question of his own.

Still smirking, Jakob shrugged. "Mm, maybe. We never did try it." he countered. Jakob understood if Kieran didn't want to try switching the first time they were back together. It was already a lot for him to be asking him to have a threesome. Not only that, he was well aware of Kieran's past trauma and how it might affect him. Being underneath one guy was probably scary enough for him, but two. That might be pushing it.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel couldn't help but find it amusing. He was used to Miguel being ******** not the other way around. Though perhaps it would be entertaining for all of them. Abel was worried too if Kirean were to bottom. He remembered their first time together. Kirean had a panic attack on him. Abel only hoped such things didn't happen.

Kirean knew Miguel was used to being on the bottom. He however knew it would take a lot for him to relax. Kirean hadn't used his a** in almost ten years. He nodded a little, ”Mm, well I'm sure if you're willing we can try though it will take some work after all I haven't exactly been preparing myself for this experience.” Kirean commented as he teased Miguel a little.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He was sure for the both of them it was quite hard to imagine Jakob ever being on top. Especially with someone with Kieran's height and build. No doubt when he did switch Jakob usually went for guys closer to his own height. Being as short as he was, it was hard finding someone exactly his height or shorter, though there had been a very select few. Switching with Kieran was likely to come with some challenges. Even though Kieran seemed okay with it before, that didn't mean he would be now. He recalled what Abel had told him about their time together and how nervous he was. Jakob hoped that wouldn't be the case this time, but he didn't have very high hopes. As Jakob spoke he studied the man curiously while they walked. Kieran nodded as he gave his answer, his tone slightly teasing. Jakob laughed softly. He was glad that at the very least, Kieran could have a sense of humor about this. "In that case, we'll take it very slowly. And if you hate, well then you can switch places with Abel." he teased back. Jakob glanced towards the other man as he all but volunteered him for the position. As fun as it was say, he knew that it would never happen.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



While his body was no longer small, he had worked years to build his strength. Kirean had never wanted to be the victim beneath another again. For Miguel though, he didn't see it as being a victim. He wanted to experience the pain of love, not just the pain. Kirean though knew if he wanted it to stop then Miguel would if he wouldn't push him.

It was easy to have a sense of humor about it though when it came down to it, he hoped he could perform. Abel hadn't been paying too much attention until his a** seemed to be thrown into the mix. ”Offering up my a** already, what about yours?” He teased and questioned Miguel as he reached out and smacked his a**.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

The pain of love was a unique one. Jakob hoped that Kieran might be able to find some pleasure out of it without his past causing any issue. But if it did, Jakob hoped he also understood that he would be there to help him through it in any way he could. They could stop, get dressed, and pretend the whole thing never happened if that was what Kieran wanted. Teasing one another, Jakob couldn't wanting to drag Abel into the mix. He felt if he left him to his thoughts too long he would get bored and stop paying attention altogether.

Jakob grinned as Abel then teased him back and smacked his a**. Turning on his heel, he blocked Abel's path. "Mm, and what about my a**? Haven't had enough of it this morning?" he teased. Leaning up on his toes, Jakob pressed a quick kiss to Abel's lips. Stepping just out of the males' reach, he continued on down the block. They were just nearing the crosswalk when Jakob stopped in his tracks. "Ah wait, this is it." he said, glancing up at the sign above the shop. Like the others along this street it was completely in German, but it bore the owners name as well as declaring themselves a shop and pharmacy.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Abel hadn't meant to be ignoring Miguel and Kirean. He however was pulled from his thoughts and teased Miguel. The slap to Miguel's a** as he teased him. Abel watched as Miguel suddenly stopped in his tracks. He hadn't been expecting it. Abel stopped nearly walking into him. He listened as Miguel spoke, soon leaning up on tiptoe to kiss him. Before he had time to react, Miguel pulled away.

He was disappointed as Miguel pulled away and started walking again. Abel sighed as he followed Miguel heading toward the crosswalk. They soon stopped again as Miguel pointed out the shop. Kirean and Abel stopped before a building. Reaching out, Kirean opened the door to the entrance so they could enter.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob was used to Abel zoning in and out when he was around them. He was always quiet in some form, so it made teasing him all the more fun. After teasing him with a kiss, Jakob continued until they were near the end of the street. It was there, he stopped in his tracks to point out the shop. It was just as he said, a small business on the way to the hotel. Walking towards the shop, Jakob thanked Kieran as he opened the door. He led the way inside, nodding as the cashier greeted them. The shop was small and held about fifteen aisles total with a pharmacy tucked away in the back.

Jakob walked past the aisles one by one, muttering to himself as he read the signs above. "Let's see...make-up, laundry, cards, nope." Continuing further, he passed a few other aisles before coming to a halt. Glancing behind himself, he motioned for Kieran and Abel to follow. Down past the diapers and squeezed between the pregnancy tests and sanitary pads sat a few rows of sex related items. Jakob glanced over the different types of lubricants and condoms. As expected they were all well known brands. Jakob wasn't picky, so he stepped aside to let the others have a look and pick what suited them best.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Opening the door, Kirean allowed Miguel and Abel inside. They followed after Miguel as he seemed like he knew where they were going. It didn't take long to track down the right aisle. Seeing Miguel motion them down the aisle, they turned to go down it. Eventually stopping at the right spot. Kirean watched as Miguel stepped out of the way to let them choose. He was hardly picky as well. Of the two of them, Abel was likely the best candidate to make choices.

After a few minutes of debating choices in his head, Abel grabbed a bottle of KY intense pleasure gel along with a box of Durex Pleasure Me condoms. He started out of the aisle heading back to the cashier to pay.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Indeed, it was not his first time inside the shop. It was just one of the few shops that happened to be along his route to and from work. So stopping in for anything from a pack of gum to a pack of condoms had become something of the norm when he wasn't out doing any major shopping. Walking through the shop, Jakob was able to easily find what they were looking for. Stepping aside, he watched as both Kieran and Abel looked over their options. In the end, it was Abel who made the choice for all three of them. He was a little amused but said nothing. Instead, Jakob followed after Kieran and Abel as they made to leave the aisle.

Not needing or wanting anything else, they made their way back to the register. As they walked, Jakob slipped a little closer to Kieran. His fingers gently brushed the back of his hand as he glanced up at him. "Still feeling alright about going through with this?" he asked curiously. Jakob couldn't deny that he was starting to feel more nervous himself. He worried that Kieran might not find him attractive enough, or he would be turned off by the fresh marks from Abel or his new scar. Would he still like the way he tasted when he kissed him. These were the kind of dumb thoughts that came to mind and why he was a little hesitant on going through with it.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Leading the way back toward the cashier, Miguel and Kirean followed after him. Walking back down the aisle they were in and toward the front. As they walked alongside each other, Kirean felt movement as Miguel moved closer toward him. He soon glanced down, feeling Miguel hand brush against his own. Kirean was tempted to reach out and hold his hand. He found it amusing that Miguel kept asking about his concerns. It left him curious. ”Trying to talk me out of it? Kirean asked, teasing Miguel. He couldn't help but slip his hand around Miguel's. Kirean was nervous though he didn't let it show. Abel paid for their items and started toward the exit with bag in hand.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Walking through the store, Jakob could see Abel a few steps ahead of him. He quickened his pace to match with Kieran and soon reached out to him. Brushing his fingers against the back of Kieran's hand, he was hoping he might take it. When he didn't immediately take it, Jakob tried not to let his disappointment show. He went on to question him again. He couldn't help being a little nervous and wanting to be absolutely certain. Beside him, Kieran teased him as his hand then slipped into his own. His cheeks turned a soft shade of pink. "I keep telling you it's not like that." he replied. Glancing ahead he could see Abel had reached the register and was in the process of checking out. "I guess I'm just a little nervous. I mean, It's our first time being together in two years, and between yesterday and our earlier fight I didn't even think you would want anything to do with me anymore." Jakob continued to lead the way back through the store to meet Abel, who was already headed for the exit. He looked back towards Kieran, curious if he felt anything similar.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



While he was nervous, he wasn't oblivious to Miguel's. Although it was hard to understand as he kept masking it with humor. Though he supposed that was better than hiding. Reaching out toward Miguel, he took his hand. He teased Miguel, listening as he responded. Kirean continued walking with Miguel who led him through the store.

Hearing Miguel speak again, he wasn't surprised by his words. Kirean had thought the same. ”Did you not think I haven't thought the same?... How even before I thought the same after all, how can I compare to Prince Charming over there?” He commented nodding toward Abel. Kirean hadn't been surprised by Abel going after his lovers though what frightened him more was his love for Miguel.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Showing his real sometimes was hard, sometimes when he hid them he wasn't even aware that he was doing it as it came by so naturally. The times that he was aware, he only did it because he didn't want to bother those around him. He supposed though it wasn't as effective as he had hoped. Holding on to Kieran's hand, he listened to his teasing words and chose to just be honest with him. While Jakob spoke, they followed Abel up towards the front of the store. Glancing towards the male, Jakob listened to him speak and instantly felt bad for not realizing they were having similar doubts. Though the bit about Abel being Prince Charming did amuse him. He was quite sure the people of Disney would not approve of him portraying such a character.

"I don't know what you thought or feel. You're hard to read when you want to be and even worse when you just walk away. I'm too stupid to get your subtle hints." he replied. "Also, Abel's no prince. He's just there." Jakob didn't want Kieran to think too much about his feelings for Abel. If asked he wasn't even sure he could properly describe what made him like him in the first place. What he did know, was that Abel wasn't just going to magically make him choose him over Kieran. Nor would his feelings make him ever forget Kieran. He'd tried, he failed, two years later and he still hopelessly loved the guy that left him.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙅𝙪𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙀𝙭𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧.❜



Kirean knew Abel was no prince charming, at least not in the literal sense. He wasn't surprised they had doubts. Kirean listened as Miguel spoke knowing he wasn't exactly an open book unless he wanted to. He smiled as Miguel spoke of Abel. ”I don't mean literal Prince, though he is charming…He caught you.” Kirean teased as they made their way toward the door where Abel stood waiting with it open. He wasn't stupid, he knew Miguel cared for Abel beyond just sex. Abel could be everything and nothing when he wanted to be.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Commenting on the male Jakob knew he wasn't much better. If they wanted things to work they were going to have to be more open with one another and actually listen. Otherwise they would just stay in this endless loop of fighting and separating. Eventually one of them would want to stop trying and Jakob feared it wouldn't be him again. He didn't want to mess up like he did before and make Kieran feel unloved or unwanted when that was never the case in the first place.

As they finished finding their way out of the shop, Jakob commented about Abel. He rolled his eyes as Kieran teased him again. "Mm can't argue with that. Though he must have rubbed off somewhat on to you." he teased back. Stepping out on to the sidewalk, Jakob smiled over at Abel who was waiting for them both. As much as he would like to deny it, he couldn't. His feelings for Abel had grown beyond that of a simple sex partner and a friend. He had come to love him much the same way Abel did for him. It was strange and new, and he wouldn't have it any other way.