⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

Sure Kieran was being clingy but he couldn't help himself. He knew it seemed odd but he hardly cared. If Miguel wanted to question on him so be it. Though he wasn't likely to give him an honest answer. Kieran saw no need to explain himself. He listened as Miguel responded to him. Kieran nodded before releasing him. He stepped back to grab Miguel's pants off the ground and handing them to him so he could get dressed. Kieran walked back to the front of the car and opened it to find both their shirts. He found his pulling it on as he returned to the hood of the car to give Miguel his.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob couldn't say that he hated his clingy side. It was kind of cute to see it coming from someone with his face and build. He wouldn't question him as he honestly wasn't that sure he would get an answer. Jakob stood there a bit longer, soaking in the males warmth. Kieran was the first to pull away. He released his hold on him and sat there while Kieran walked off to grab his clothes. He thanked him quietly as he took them from him. Jakob busied himself with shoving his legs through the holes in both his boxers and jeans. Once they were through, he stood up to side the two garments over his hips, and stuff his c**k back in place. When his finished buttoning his pants, he turned to Kieran to see he had come back holding out his shirt. He thanked him again as he pulled the garment over his head and forced his arms through. Once dressed, he knew it was time to go. They couldn't linger here for too much longer. Daylight would come and others would wonder where they went.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Finishing getting dressed, Kieran leaned against the hood as he waited for Miguel. He watched as Miguel pulled his pants back over his hips. Kieran waited as Miguel finished getting dressed as he sat there. He shifted slightly as he sat there. Kieran pulled the car keys from his pocket. ”Ready to go?” He asked curiously not rushing Miguel. Kieran knew however that when he got home he had to deal with Abel and Addy.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Jakob took his time getting dressed. He was in no hurry to be taken home, but he knew that it was inevitable. Had he chosen to go to a hotel then maybe he could have at least spent the night with him. Instead, he just had to play in the woods. It was time to face the music. After taking his shirt and pulling it on, he turned towards the male. He watched him rise from the hood and pull the keys from his pocket. "Yeah, I'm ready." he replied softly. Walking back around the car Jakob opened the passenger side door. He slid into his seat and shut the door behind him. Buckling his seat belt, he waited for Kieran to get settled into his own seat. "You remember where I live, right?" he asked curiously. It was fine if the male didn't. After all, he had only gone into his neighborhood once before.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Heading home didn’t thrill him either. He wished he had more time to spend with him. The idea of spending the night in the back seat of Addy’s car with Miguel did not appeal to him. Kieran knew it would be nice if they could spend the night together but that wasn’t possible. Questioning Miguel, he watched as he finished before heading toward the car. Kieran slipped off the hood as he walked back to the driver’s side. He slipped inside, buckling himself in. Kieran closed the door, starting the car. He glanced toward Miguel who questioned him. Kieran nodded toward him, ”Yeah, I remember.” He spoke as he moved to put the car in reverse. Kieran shifted, into drive heading back toward the exit to head back onto the main road.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It would have been nice to spend more time with Kieran. But he had to agree, the idea of spending the night in the car just sounded uncomfortable. More so, the male couldn't pay him to sleep out in the woods like an animal. He didn't even like camping, so there was no way that such an idea would go over well. Jakob walked over to the car and slipped in to the passenger's seat. Kieran soon followed and it wasn't long before they were ready to go. He glanced curiously towards the male as he questioned him. He was sure the man could remember, it hadn't been that long. But he didn't mind giving him the directions again if he needed them. As Kieran spoke, the car was thrown into reverse. Slowly, they made their way out of the woods just as they had come into them. Jakob allowed himself to slip into silence. He was too tired for conversation.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Silence spread between them again. Kieran drive out of the park heading onto the main road. He glanced toward Miguel but kept driving. Kieran knew that parting in such a way was terrible. He wished he could spend more time with him. Kieran knew though that staying out for too long would make Abel grow curious. Already he worried what Abel would say when he got back home. He had to wonder if Addy told him anything especially about Miguel. Kieran was not about to explain himself. It was too early after all he wanted this but sometimes fate was cruel.

After a twenty minute drive, Kieran pulled up along the curb. He was a few houses down not wanting Miguel to get caught with him and get in trouble. Kieran parked the car glancing toward Miguel not sure if he had drifted off to sleep or if he was awake.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Although he said nothing about it, he too was worried what Abel might say when the male returned home. As much as he enjoyed spending time with Kieran, he wondered just how much longer they could keep on doing this. He was sure Abel must be suspicious of him lurking around. Especially after his failed assassination attempt. Now he was dragging Kieran away from the house for hours on end while the woman who caught them in the act was probably sipping wine and waiting for the perfect moment to tell Abel. He tried his best not to think of such things. It would be too cruel if they had to end things so early for merely being caught.

Jakob was quiet as he sat there watching the world fly by. He could feel Kieran glancing over at him every so often. He didn't say anything about it, he was sure the male had his reasons. Just as he had been clingy earlier. As he sat there he could feel his need for sleep nagging at him. His head tipped to the side and his eyelids were growing heavy. Every time Kieran started to break or took a turn he would force himself to open his eyes. By the time they reached his street, he wanted nothing more than to lay out on the backseat. Unfortunately, he wasn't given such an option. Yawning, he unbuckled his seat belt and started to get out of the car before stopping himself.

Turning back to the male, he leaned over the console and pressed a gentle kiss to his lips. Jakob stole two more before pulling away from him. "Goodnight." he said softly. Pushing open the door, he slipped out of the car. He smiled softly and waved goodbye before turning on his heel. Slowly, Jakob walked the familiar street to Cornelius's house. It took him less than five minutes to reach the correct house, and another thirty seconds to find his keys to unlock the door. Inserting his key, he found that the door was already unlocked. Finding it strange, he pushed inside cautiously. Before he could say anything, one of the older men looked up from his spot on the couch. "Good, you're here. Pack a bag. We leave in thirty minutes."

 

[xDarkWinterx]

It did him no good to stress about the what ifs. Kieran knew that the time would come for Abel to find out about Miguel and him. He only hoped however it would be from him, not Addy or anyone else. Kieran pulled up to the curb, knowing Miguel had to leave. He wasn’t to thrilled, but he couldn’t keep Miguel from doing his job, or his own. Kieran watched as Miguel unbuckled himself and moved to get out. He didn’t have to wonder if Miguel would give him a goodnight kiss. Kieran watched as Miguel leaned over the console and kissed him. He returned the kiss, as Miguel kissed him a few times before pulling away to get out of the car. Kieran waved goodbye, watching as Miguel left to head down the street.

Driving back to his house, it only took him another twenty minutes to get there. Kieran pulled up near the curb, as he turned off the car. He glanced toward the house. A few lights were on but not many. Kieran dreaded going inside, but knew he couldn’t stay the whole night in the car. He would eventually get a cramp from trying to sleep there. Kieran turned off the car, slipping out, as he locked the car. He started toward the house, finding the door unlocked as Addy didn’t have keys.

Entering the house, he heard the television on in the living room. Shutting the door and locked it. Kieran walked toward the living room, he saw Addy curled on the couch watching television. He hoped she would have taken one of the guest rooms and gone to sleep but that wasn’t the case. ”Sneaking back in, I thought you might be out longer than a few hours...Did he have to run home before his curfew?” She teased Kieran as she turned off the television.

Kieran rolled his eyes at her, ”He’s not a child, Addy.” He spoke as he walked past her toward the kitchen. Kieran was in no mood to deal with her questioning. He wanted to just take a shower then got to sleep. Kieran had to urge to text Miguel to make sure that he was okay getting home, however he knew it would only seemed weird.

Addy was persistent as she followed Kieran toward the kitchen. ”So tell me, why are you sneaking around with him then, afraid Abel might find out.?” She asked curiously, but with seriousness. Kieran opened the fridge to get a bottle of water listening as Addy spoke. He grabbed a bottle of water shutting the door behind him. Kieran glanced toward Addy, ”He doesn’t need to know every personal detail on my life.” He spoke sighing softly. Kieran knew Miguel didn’t understand his relationship with Abel. However to him Abel was his family, or the closest it came. He did not have anyone else, not family he could speak to.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

To come home and find the house abuzz at such a late hour was a surprise to him. He had been hoping he could just slip inside and go upstairs to shower. Instead, he stared at the larger man before him, ordering that he go pack. "I don't get it, what's going on?" he asked seriously. The man gave him a rather annoyed look. He waited as the man sighed and said, "There's been a summons called. The boss and our allies are meeting to discuss business. He wants you to put your current work on hold and come with him as his personal body guard." Before Jakob could answer anything else, the man walked away from him. With nothing else left to say, he headed upstairs.

When reaching the landing, he found things to be just as busy up here as they were downstairs. It would seem that he was not the only one to be invited on this venture. Walking down the hall, he slipped into his bedroom. He thought about texting Kieran. Then again, this seemed like something big. He didn't want to worry the male. Jakob padded towards his closet and pulled out a large black duffel bag. He could feel the weight of the extra weapons he had hidden inside. Two guns, three knives, and a few other fun gizmo's he'd picked up at a local shop. Taking the bag to the bed, he then proceeded to pull out several clothes; casual, formal, nightwear, underwear, you name it. He had no idea what Cornelius was planning by bringing him along, but he wanted to be ready for it nonetheless.

It took him exactly thirty minutes to get ready. His bag was stuff to the brim and ready to go. There was no time to properly explain things to Kieran. At least not without being asked a million questions in return. He knew the man would probably hate him for it, but he was going to have to wait to explain himself until he got back. Jakob turned off his personal cell phone and left it in the top desk drawer. Only to replace it with the cheap ugly phone he used for work. Pocketing the device, he made his way downstairs where the others were waiting. Together, they piled into two black SUV's with dark tinted windows and disappeared into the night.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Two weeks and not a word from Miguel. He had texted him even expected him to be watching the house at night. Kieran was growing worried about Miguel. He knew that there relationship was a secret one. It wasn't as if he could drive by his house and knock on the door. Kieran was growing anxious but he hoped Miguel was okay. Already he knew Abel suspected something but never asked if him. He had been spending more time in the basement working out then in his room. Sure he worked out normally but it was turning into 3-4 hours a day. Kieran was stressing out which wasn't good. He was going crazy wondering how much longer before he realized it was over between them. Kieran was merely thinking things that he didn't know if they were true or not.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He did feel bad about not telling Kieran he was leaving. But what was there to say? His only instruction was to pack and make it quick. He couldn't say when he would be back or why he was even going. He felt by telling him, it would only lead to more questions that he couldn't answer. After piling into the SUV, Jakob watched his world fly by. All night long they drove, taking turns until they came to a rest stop three states over. Catching a glance at the clock he could see that it was nearing four in the morning. He wondered what Kieran was doing.

The next two weeks weeks were busy for him. Anywhere that Cornelius went, he was ordered to follow. He sat through long meetings, listened to the old men talk about their days in Germany before the war. While they prattled on in their favored tongues, hardly giving him a second glance. He wondered if they knew that could understand every word. Or was it simply that they did not care. As they days stretched, Jakob hardly cared anymore. He amused himself by thinking up ways to take out the other guards and the boring old men. He tried his best not to think of Kieran. Because every time he did, he missed him even more. It wasn't fair to him how he left things. He hoped he could forgive him when he came back.

Entering the third week, Jakob was irritated with everything. He was tired of being a guard and staying in a hotel. He didn't care about their allies or expanding their territory. On the nights he had to himself, he made his way down to the hotel gym. Other nights he drank. He wished he had wrote down Kieran's number. But there was nothing he could do about it. By the end of the week, he was finally given word that they were leaving. Packing up his things, he piled into the SUV just as he did the night they left. He settled in the back, knowing it would be a long drive home.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

Entering a month already, Kieran was growing restless. He had already given up seeing Miguel again. Kieran had driven by Miguel's house seeing it was abandoned. The lights were never on. He didn't see anyone there on the few occasions he had snuck onto the property and checked the windows. Kieran knew that Abel was growing concerned. He was becoming moodier with him and sometimes mouthing off. Abel had tried questioning him but it did no good.

With only a week to know Miguel, there were so many unanswered questions. Kieran barely knew him and he was already pinning for him. He could only imagine how Miguel was doing. If anything he had probably blown up his phone with text messages and voicemail. Kieran never got a response. He was even tempted to go searching for some meaningless sex but even then he saw no use. His only means of sex were his right hand and memories.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

By the time he reached home, nearly a month had passed. The house was dark and covered in a thin layer of dust when they arrived. Jakob dragged his tired body up the stairs into his bedroom. He flipped on the lights, and locked the door behind him. Dropping his bag on the floor, he padded over to his desk, and plopped into his chair. Sighing, he took a few minutes to gather himself. It felt so good to no longer be moving, crammed in a car with so many others, and feasting on disgusting roadside foods. Reaching into his desk he pulled out his personal cellphone. Unsurprising to him, he found the device to be completely dead. It couldn't be helped. Plugging in his charger, he proceeded to plug his phone and held down the button to turn it on. Waiting impatiently, he watched the device load.

A few minutes passed and soon the home screen appeared. Almost immediately his phone began to buzz, showing him a growing list. He watched as a wall of missed calls, voicemails, and text messages came rolling in. All of them being from one person. A cold dread sank into the pit of his stomach. <********> he said under his breath. Bringing the device closer, he opened up the texts. He read the various messages. The first few being more casual and just making conversation. He felt guilty as he scrolled down the list of messages. His phone continued to buzz for two minutes straight until at last everything was listed. He knew he had messed up by not contacting him. Then again, he didn't expect Kieran to react like this. It had only been a week that they had known each other.

Biting his lip, Jakob sat there for a few more minutes. The hour was late, but still he felt an overwhelming desire to go to him. He wondered if Kieran would even talk to him. Leaving the dead phone where it was, Jakob pushed himself out of the chair. Late or not, he needed to talk to him. He unlocked his door and turned out the light. Going back downstairs, Jakob hurried out of the door and started in the direction of Abel's house.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

A week sure, it hadn't been much. Kieran had been hopeful things would work out between them. He had probably sent to many messages and texts to Miguel. Kieran quit after the second week. He didn't think he would see Miguel again. Kieran had grown distant in the last week. He barely spoke to Abel and drinking more often. Kieran didn't normally drink but he had been angerey, first at Miguel then himself. He wasn't even sure why he thought Miguel would be any different then the other men he'd been with.

At the moment Kieran was at home, Abel had gone out by himself. He didn't know when he'd be home but be hardly cared. Kieran knew Abel could protect himself. He didn't need Kieran to babysit him. Kieran stood in the basement with music blaring as he pounded on a punching bag. Sweat dripped over his face and his hair was pushed back out of his eyes. He had only a pair of basketball shorts on as he stood there on the mat.