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FoRgIvE aNd FoRgEt

I lie and wait for the agony to start
An when It does the blade will arise
Seducing my skin with its razor edge
The pain is divine with the
Taste of blood on my lips

An the feeling of worthlessness
Gone I feel weak and need to sleep
I lay and wait and think what if I don't wake
Would anyone notice?
Would anyone care?

Thoughts run through my head
Let me die let me never wake
Let this hurt an pain I get everyday
Disappear let me vanish
Don't think of me anymore
I don't think of you
Forget me now
Vie already forgot you
I don't need you I never did
I just fell to you mercy

Forgive and forget
Who forgives the forgivers?
Who forgets the people that forget?
No one ever gets over anyone
Always some little thing to spark
The emotion that was there

Why can't I forget you?
I can never forgive you
For how much you hurt me
Life goes on does it or is it
Just a dream if so let me wake up
From this nightmare
Of pain an anguish

Let me awake let me live and love
Remove myself from the shadows
But embrace the darkness
From within my soul
Take the blade and cut
Drink the blood and live

these were wrote when a few friends were kinda doin me in

FrIeNdS
Im dead I look up
See a strange figure
Then I realise its in my head
All my life is ****ed up
All I can think is

f**k all my friend
Less friends less hurt less pain

All friends are good for is stabbing
You in the back then laughing
As you die in there arms at the
End of their knife

If you have friends you
Have responsibility to look
Out for one another which
Is why I prefer to be
Alone

Fall back relax
You can look at me
If you don?t like what
You see f**k off
I go better when im myself
And my colours show you
Cant change me I cant change you
You get what you see

And all I can say is f**k my friends


rest all pretty recent
cry for me because i cry for you
i wish your romance always come home
to see the rising moon and setting sun
in this eternal night our fantasies laid to rest
in this eternal bliss

of me drowning in a pool of blood sweat
and tears
night turns to day in this never ending torment
of love lust and pain a deadly game with
nothing to gain but heartache and sorrow

an another one

nighttime sunshine
life in vain
with all this pain
to take the pain
with nothing to gain

dig in the knife
Destroy the strife
the pain of life
in the heart of the night

the only light
reflection of the sun
the pain of thought
all for nought

the choice of life
in this night
with the knife
i destroy my strife
my life

life of people fulfilling
there vows
clothed in black and red towels
from the bowels of hell

standing on poisoned ground
the malicious sound
of the knife
destroying strife
ending my life

I want to be with you
spend every minute of everyday
with the one i love to love
and hold you never let you go

to see your okay to watch
you breathe in your sleep
and hear you say" i love you too"
don't care what anyone else says
"you look beautifull"and i love you

not talking or dreaming of you
brings me pain like shard's of
ice but when i think of you
my heart turns to fire and
the shards melt

and when i say" i love you"i mean it
and when i hear your sweet voice
say" i love you to" i know you mean it

my love for you is like an
eternally burning flame always
there and forever burning strong.
as long and wide as the universe
and more than life itself

i wanna be with you and never lose
you for aslong as i live

LiFeLeSs SuIcIdE NoTeS

Is this sacrifice necessary?
All this death, pain and solitude?
What we get we take in return
What do with give love, friendship?
And a dagger to the back
......all this time you can slash
And slice me and I would still
Stand and shout........

What about sacrifice death and solitude?
If life is so simple slit me slash me
And come back complaining
I would come back give you the
Pain you deserve
With a quick flick of hand
Bang your throat has gone
And with your last breathe of air
You would apologise

For all the blackness
In this world would
You forgive one for rape
Murder suicide and death?
If life is so simple for a simple little
Word such as sorry to make things better
More the reason for wars disease
And famine all the world is twisted insane and insecure

What about sacrifice friendship and solitude
If life is so simple
Slit me slash me and come back complaining
I would give you the pain you deserve with a quick flick
Of hand bang you throat has gone ****er
And with your last breath of air you would apologise.

HeArT sHaPeD mIsErY
Misery in the shape of a heart
A heart secluded or hidden
Behind what we call life

Is all misery heart shaped?
Is all life solitary, alone secluded?
Insane or do we die in insanity
And re-awaken sane
So slice me so I may feel
Heart shaped misery
And the black blood
Of insanity and insecurity
Flow through my veins
Heart shaped misery
Slash me slice me
Cut me so I can see the world
What is truly there is misery good
Bad or neutral all I know is
Heart shaped misery
Hidden behind a wall of self insecurity

DyInG HeArTs
Can you feel the love?
That was once there
The heart that broke or
The heart of a
Malicious back stabbing fool

Could you forgive the one that
Hurt you even murdered
Your once pure blood

Oh do you care that which
Was there is now gone

All people say is
This and that you
Had a chance you blew
You lost you fell
Now you feel insecure
The blood slips from
Your lips as a thorn
From a rose
But the blood isn?t red
But black

All your insecurity
Hidden behind a dying heart

FaLsE hOpE
We all hear lies of a tainted world
All self security gone all hearts broken
All people so cold so malicious
Dreaming for a place of solarity
And peace in a world of death
And destruction

Tainted world tainted world
All this around me closing in
On the pure hearted in this
Tainted world
Full of false hoods and lies
A false hood made by us
By insecurity by lies deception
And despair
All leads to false hope
Of the open minded


DaRkNeSs & LiGhT

I?ve walked an eternity
A mile or two
Searching for someone
Whose words ring true

I am the darkness
And you my light
Walking through this land
Of plight

Searching for something
A marvellous sight
Something better
Than one mans might

A heart and soul
So pure and white
Through mine eyes
A lover?s sight


MaLiCe & SpItE

Malice and spite
A dreadful fight
For fortune and fame
This dreadful pain
With f**k all to gain
But hearts ache and sorrow

A heart to borrow
Which path to follow
The left or right
With this insight
To choose what?s right
In a land of lies
So full of lies
And children?s cries

The scry of life full of spite
In the dreadful unfortunate fight
With all this plight
Of a horrendous sight

PaIn

I lie in your arms wishing for
Everlasting solarity and peace
Lying here I wish I could end my life
Led here in your arms didn?t you feel me move?
Didn?t you hear me scream with pain?
As you?re soft skin touches my body
I scream again at the atmosphere that
Surrounds me the pain I feel on the inside
Even though I smile trying to look happy

Pain like shards of ice seducing my skin
As a razorblade across my wrist
The pain is so divine better than anything
I ever felt as the blood runs down my arm
Like tears down the side of your face
And with my last breath I whisper
?Forget me IM not worth it?

You curl and weep
And try to sleep
But the memories
Haunt your fading dreams
You scream out pleas
Wishing you could
Forgive and forget
The pain I caused you

Copyright to Stefan Marc Brough ? 2006

InSiDe

On the inside all I do is scream
On the outside I mask my feelings
With smile and a laugh
Faker laughter fake smiles
Lies lies and more lies
To live in a land of lies
In my own little world is what I wish
Where everyone understands how I feel
And not just the others around me
Why won?t they leave me alone?
Why can?t I be myself?
If I were myself my life falls
And breaks if I?m the other part of me
The smiley happy person
I get along with people
But the darkness on the inside is just waiting
Waiting For a chance to strike and escape
And turn my life upside down

So I scream on the inside and smile on the outside
Even though slowly it?s killing me tearing me to pieces
I shall hold my head high and get on with my life
f**k those arseholes runs through my head those
That hurt me or my friends deserve to die
I want to take a knife to their throat slice
It so violently and just to sit and watch the blood
Flow from the inside out.

Copyright to Stefan Marc Brough ? 2006

TwIsTeD

I feel twisted, insane and insecure
I just want to lie and wait
For the next fit
Of pure agony your pleasure
My pain. Do you feel good looking at me?
Writhing in pain
At the things we were what we could have been
How we lived always hiding everything
Not letting anyone know
Were you ashamed were you scared or afraid
Because I wasn?t I wanted to tell the whole world
How I felt how I felt on the inside not the out
On the outside depression sets in or so people say
Black the colour of death and destruction
And also the forefather to depression
But I was happy with you lying in my arms
Happy we were together f**k what everyone else says
We worked we were together could have been together
For ever and we could have been blessed and been so
****ing happy but no I ****ed up as usual made my own life a misery
With all the heart ache and pain running through my veins
An I curled a lied and slept and wept for days on end screaming in my dreams
NO DON?T DO IT as the memories of that fateful day come back to haunt me.

warning all of my lyrics are copyrighted
Copyright to Stefan Marc Brough ? 2006

Thanks Krazed kk ^_^

Wow. Their good! are you emo?

Very good. I like Heart Shaped Misery the most. I'd actually like to take them for my band, but I won't. sweatdrop

Wow...*speechless* They are Fanominal!! I'm soo sorry about how your friends made you feel that way and all the conflextion you had to endure the feelings you felt of pain bestowed upon you from your so called friends that day. Acted like Bastards huh? Are you still friends or is it over now? I enjoy to write Song Lyrics and Advice Poems but to tell the truth most of the time its not about me like yours was *thats why I'm envoius* But about anominous people out there in the world out there that we have yet to experiance the greatness of our lives to come. Your work is Amazing I would love to hear more any day. I have some of my own poems in my journal if you want to take a look.

BTW just to let you know ahead of time the poems I have right now arnt' my best I just opened up a journal so I have so much more to go.

Err yeah for those that don't know this is my new account instead of Guardian_angel_alexial as my other account died XD

so err yeah thanks for the compliments when i finish my next anthology of work ill post them aswell

yeah thanks redface

Omg what is it more people liking my work thats kinda new for me so yeah kinda worried usually the get called "cliche" which is kinda annoying but yeah thanks for the confideance boost.