Okay please don't judge me when I start going on about what I need help with. I've just had a really sucky life so yeah here I go.
Okay well I'm about to be eighteen years old and I don't know what's happened to my life. First off I'll be starting college two months after I graduate from high school in May. It's a really scarry thought because even though I'm going to be in the same city as I am right now I'll be on a whole other side where I don't know where anything is. Not only that when I look back at things I really haven't done anything as a teenager. I've always had to play the mommy at home so I really never had to time to do what I wanted. Not only do I have that something that's closer in time is my senior project. I really need help but everytime I go to look for some from people who are supposedly my friends they just turn their backs on me. And it's always like that unless they want something from me. To top everything off trying to have any kind of relationship seems to never work for me. No matter what I do, I'm always left for someone else. I don't know if I keep doing something wrong or if they are just playing with me.
I know that's a lot to read but I really need some help and advice.
Okay well I'm about to be eighteen years old and I don't know what's happened to my life. First off I'll be starting college two months after I graduate from high school in May. It's a really scarry thought because even though I'm going to be in the same city as I am right now I'll be on a whole other side where I don't know where anything is. Not only that when I look back at things I really haven't done anything as a teenager. I've always had to play the mommy at home so I really never had to time to do what I wanted. Not only do I have that something that's closer in time is my senior project. I really need help but everytime I go to look for some from people who are supposedly my friends they just turn their backs on me. And it's always like that unless they want something from me. To top everything off trying to have any kind of relationship seems to never work for me. No matter what I do, I'm always left for someone else. I don't know if I keep doing something wrong or if they are just playing with me.
I know that's a lot to read but I really need some help and advice.