♥ okay, so I have my bestest ever ever ever guy friend, who likes me as more, & I like him as more...so pretty much we are friends who kiss and make out and hold hands and etc..like every time we get to hang out
now yesterday we were talking on the phone, he called me kinda late and woke me up, but I did not mind of course
& since he woke me up I became kinda hyper and so we talked on the phone for like an hour...
I was looking through one of my jewelry boxes and we were talking about something, which now I forget what, and then I found a penny and without even a pause in what I was saying I was like "oo a penny!" and he laughed and said "I love you" it kinda caught me by surprise..and I was just like...okay...and started talking about something else...
then again we were talking, and he told me how even while I was still with my ex he started to like me, again I didn't know what to say
then when we were getting off the phone, cause it was after midnight and he had to work today, and he was like, "I'll call you tomorrow, I love you, goodnight" and I just said "goodnight"
now, I do love him too...I am pretty sure of it...but for some reason I couldn't say it back...I really wanted to, but didn't...
I feel so bad for not saying it back, and now I am afraid that he doesn't think I feel the same, or else he's mad at me or something...he didn't call me today, but that's understandable, cause like I said, he had to work, and he usually works from like 6 or 7 in the morning, until who knows when at night...
I'm thinking of next time he calls me, just to say "I love you too" the first thing...or else should I wait for him to say it again? or what? ♥
now yesterday we were talking on the phone, he called me kinda late and woke me up, but I did not mind of course
& since he woke me up I became kinda hyper and so we talked on the phone for like an hour...
I was looking through one of my jewelry boxes and we were talking about something, which now I forget what, and then I found a penny and without even a pause in what I was saying I was like "oo a penny!" and he laughed and said "I love you" it kinda caught me by surprise..and I was just like...okay...and started talking about something else...
then again we were talking, and he told me how even while I was still with my ex he started to like me, again I didn't know what to say
then when we were getting off the phone, cause it was after midnight and he had to work today, and he was like, "I'll call you tomorrow, I love you, goodnight" and I just said "goodnight"
now, I do love him too...I am pretty sure of it...but for some reason I couldn't say it back...I really wanted to, but didn't...
I feel so bad for not saying it back, and now I am afraid that he doesn't think I feel the same, or else he's mad at me or something...he didn't call me today, but that's understandable, cause like I said, he had to work, and he usually works from like 6 or 7 in the morning, until who knows when at night...
I'm thinking of next time he calls me, just to say "I love you too" the first thing...or else should I wait for him to say it again? or what? ♥