I feel bad I want to make others happy, but every time I make one person happy I fail someone else. I feel so bad. I knew I was a jynx. No matter what I do someone gets hurt. I went home today instead of going to a friends and my cuz got in trouble. I can't do anything right can I? No matter how hard I try I'll never win will I?! Why do I try?! I'm not even sure how to do things any more. I'm used to coming home and doing my homework. After homework I do my chores. But latley I've been getting in trouble for not doing my chores and for studing. Whenever I have a test and my mom knows someone else does my chores and then I feel bad and they tell me how I'm slacking and need to pick it up. I try but everything keeps piling up. Thank god I have my cuz...she always helps me and I know I can count on her. I don't think she knows that, but she should. They should have a cuzin of the year award and she should win. She helps me when I need it and doesn't put pressure on me. Thanx Jaws! If you read this. Anyways I'm not sure what to do any more. Should I keep trying to focus on my studies? Should I do my chores first? Should I just give up?
 Sage_Hirihono · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 04:52am · 0 Comments |
