I think I may feel like it isnt any fun anymore. That makes me a sad panda bear. I feel this way right when I quit smoking cigs??? stressed This is gonna be torture. crying
I think that I have just forgotten how to handle my high since I havent been smoking that much, because right when Im blasted, I stop talking - like No Words AT ALL and its ******** up because people want me to talk and I cant get any words out.
I have to start smokin by myself more often so I can get used to it, and start talking on the phone or something because I am not skilled in the ways of communication. I suck at it actually.
Thats it. I need to make an internet friend and talk to them all the time. That is my solution.
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Oh an I just came out of the closet to my Mom, and I dont know what to do with myself.
Clarus Luna Somnium · Mon May 14, 2007 @ 07:17pm · 0 Comments |