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I walk a line, A Line Between Chaos and Order. Good and Evil mean nothing in the end, when all is truly said and done. My will and my perceptions are all that can rule me, Though I serve the gods They do not rule me because of this fact, I Serve out of my heart Because there is so much wrong in this World. There is No Balance, tainted "light" spreads and grows Taking away the night from those who need it. those who help the natural Order. Death is part of that, But remembering death is just as important, Honoring The loss, that continues our existence. We Eat to Live, To feed our bodies to continue our existence. Though we are capable of Living to Eat greed and gluttony take over the minds of many who fall from there path. My path is a fine line, a fine line beneath a dark god, Though I myself seek the best of all for all who can see.
The Dark things aren’t always evil, They maybe predatory, and beautiful in there ways and seemed to embody Parts of Our Nature as Humans. But we fear those sides of our selves. The Side with a Hunger for more than a meal. Dark Lust. twisted Love. I Lived those things Long before swearing to anything. I never Had I chance to face my place of Birth I chose before this life, before the last and the last, that I'd study the dark and what makes its home there. but I first found was more darkness, till I found the darkest places. many they are, lesser are there inhabitants. yet so few are "evil" they wish to be to live and know life as they know it to exist. I hunt the darkest where they sleep. none have stood, all fall.
call be the fool, call me mad. But this is how I serve my dark god, the laughing God Loki. Tricksters God, Cunning and with out mercy, but still knowing guilt. Laughing at his joke and paying the price.
I have known the fae my whole life, Seeing and playing enjoying my days, then I began to study, always asking for more, Always eager to face the unknown. with my cousins among the fae with me watching and helping laughing and smiling while my pride grew and grew, I learned Fast. Because I already knew.
always seeing Far ahead and ever back. Facing Beast Built in from own Mind, Before Ever facing a True Beast. Then that became Play, as my pride grew and Grew and My Will Became Iron
And I admit without shame, and with a smirk worthy of my god,
I have been foolish. But I Have Learned and bettered myself from each and every mistake and wrong turn.
Once my vessel wasn’t my own, But I fought for it. I won It back. 'It,' the thing had taken myself away, It Bowed before me to save its existence. It was bound from then on. to do as I please. Its Evil Now bites the flesh of its brothers. each time they fell it, By my will it returns suffering again. a Monster Put to use. As My Warrior God demands. The Furry of Aries Flows threw me.
Once my vessel was ruled by a Succubi, who took and took till my vessel was weak and my will broken. It took Love of another, granted to me by my Goddess Aphrodite, to show me the light again, and for a while I was Burned beaten resting in the warmth of the Light, But with the heart of a phoenix beating as always in my chest pressed to regained my sight of the light. And take up a place to teach and my peers smiled and listened but all to quickly cast me out for knowing to much. yet nothing at all. I studied all that was new, and went to hold the line against the darkest that never came. But I watched Crusaders Run off to there doom. till I cast down the banner of light and returned to the dark to continue my studies while the bitter taste left from the light faded.
I study Not the darkest for Power, But merely to know what scares so many. I have my scars, and I am Proud. Those wounds have won be the respect Of Lord Odin, The one who has always ruled over my foresight. Who has A seat For me in his hall so long as I walk This Line set before me. and if I fall either way, I loose all I have worked for. To Madness, Or the Mundane.
So I will walk my line, with no care for those who do not and will not understand.
 hellflame3000 · Mon May 21, 2007 @ 11:18pm · 0 Comments |
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