it's thursday and i'm bored as hell....i'm slowly but surely getting over my lose of a friend...but he made it clear he doesn't want me in his life, so i'll give him want he wants....life is ok i guess...i'm in a weird kinda mood right now, i'm not mad or depressed, but i'm not happy and giddy, i'm relaxed, it weird i heavn't felt this way in such a long time, i guess its because i know that every thing is gonna be like it was before, no matter how long it takes.... i learned somethings quit valuable though..but no need to say wat it is....but yea