I feel dead inside I brought soda for all my friends ((not all just some)) I'm thinking of offering my best friend some but...shes not talking to me....((read the entry where I called it I an idiot)). I feel empty...I know I sound obessed about one person...but it's not "one" person it's my best friend....I'm suppose be there for her, I never really had a close friend. I have a lot of older friends who are seniors and juniors...but I never see them only during lunch. I hate this...I wish she'd tell me why shes pissed...I heard some stuff but I wanna hear it from her not other people. I just hope all this will blow over but I have this feeling it won't; I have a strong feeling telling me I loss my best friend.
Maybe if she reads this she'll undertsand what I did was not to hurt her in any way...I was just hyper and stupid....no I am stupid I am lower than dirt...I'm a lost soul.
Hope no body else is dead like me...
So-meKittyKat Community Member 
|
|
