Isn't it funny that not even a week after I'm complaining about therapy, that my mom decides I'm deppressed again, and decides to send me back to a srhink?
No doubt I'll be in Dr. Alexander's office until I move, then I'll be thrown into a NEW phyciotrist's place. Gah, it never ends...
Hm...
Isn't it weird that the only reason I had a therapist that entire time, is because My mom met with her therapist's wife, and showed her the poems I had written, and then came home and lied to me about where my book was?
That the only reason she found out about those poems was because my teacher was " a tad bit worried?"
You've gotta wonder. It's supposed to be that therapy always leaves an imprint on people. You know what I think I got from all of that? I now hate ALL therapists. Which is weird because two of my best friends want to be them. *Shudder* Creepy! O.o
Is it just me or, have you ever heard of someone leave the therapist's office, after walking in deppressed and say: "Hey, I love life!" Because I certainly haven't. Neither have I myself. I always walk out like, "I wonder if anyone's watching. If she weren't watching me walk to the car, I would grab that cigarette lighter and kill myself now". Which is probably why I was always so pissed when I walked out of there.
It's really weird how you only think of that kind of stuff AFTER it's all over. When you think of all the things you should've said AFTER you decide you'll never see the person again.
Like, one day I had to go with my friend Moriah, and I was wearing a tie, because I think we were going out to dinner or something, and Dr. Alex was like: "Should I ask about the tie? I mean, it's like me not asking why you've just placed a giant elephant in my room."
I probably should've said: "Oh, if you didn't know there's these steps. First, you go emo, and then you start dressing emo. Then you kill yourself. I'm on step two, good thing there's only three."
But genious me, just kinda looked around weirdly and wondered why she had a palm tree lamp.
 X x __ compos M E N T i S · Thu Jun 14, 2007 @ 06:55am · 1 Comments |
