Alright now I'm really depressed, but I won't show it! My dad didn't call.....My grandma says that soon we're gonna call him and I can talk to him, but I don't think I want to. He could easily get ahold of me if he really wanted to. I guess he doesn't want to talk to me. I'm not sure if I want to blame him or not. Maybe he does want to talk to me, but if he did wouldn't he call? I don't think he does want to talk to me at all. I don't want to talk to him either....do I? I don't know anymore....I'm so lost and confused now a days. It's easier if I just smile and focus on making others happy. I like doing that. It gives me a purpose I guess you could say. It helps me forget some of the bad stuff even if it's only for a while.
 Sage_Hirihono · Mon May 16, 2005 @ 01:23am · 1 Comments |
