scream GOD-DAMN, ********, c**k-SUCKING, SON OF A b***h!!
okay... sweatdrop now i feel a bit better...as you can tell, sweatdrop i'm having issues in my head ONCE AGAIN!! course the organ that lies within my chest of misfortune. (aka: heart that) would anyone like to cut it up for me? please, anyone?
well here's the deal...i'm back with my ex...bad news...I LIKE SOMEONE ELSE!!! DWTF?!?!? *deep breaths* okay...my head hurts now...basically, i thought that i loved him but I SUPPOSE it was just b/c i felt bad for dumping him TWICE! and now that we're back together i feel like i'm cheating on somone else who i really like!! not sure if it's love but everyone else seems to like him enough too except for a few but only b/c they like my boyfriend or despise him...Mutti likes him better than my bf...that's a good omen...
stressed and now my stomach hurts... emo i just dont know how i'm going to get my a** out of this one for sure... sweatdrop dumping someone isnt exactly a good or easy thing to do AT ALL!! sweatdrop that and i kind of dont want to. but i think that since we've been together for a while-ish that i've fallen out which i seem to be doing a lot sometimes, that he became more of a brother to me...there's no...spark i guess...nothing new, just talking on the phone...well...barely. stare he doesnt talk... scream I LIKE BEING IN CONVERSATIONS IT SHOWS TRUST AND YOU'RE ABLE TO BOND WITH THAT PERSON BETTER IN UNDERSTANDING THEM!! ...ow...
i mean dont get me wrong, he DOES talk but not as much as the other guy i like. ^^ he's always got a story to tell... sweatdrop not exactly the most common topics but you know, its things you won't hear sooner or later, right? whee THAT AND HE CAN DANCE!! that's on my list... 4laugh but no one will ever come between me and Jack! heart heart
He's one of the reasons i actually stay in school too. that and if i did drop out, my mother would kill me quite literally and my friends would drag me back anyway. sweatdrop ^^ it just seems like the more i hang out with him, the more i think about him. everyone else in my head try to persuade the thoughts too, so that says a lot b/c they dont like my bf...mainly b/c he doesnt believe in alter egos. HELLO?! THEY'VE BEEN IN MY HEAD FOR MY WHOLE LIFE!! they just werent exactly discovered until i was ten. but that was the age i became VERY down to earth, too so that i could actually learn to question everything and follow my own path without looking back on it. ...owow... sweatdrop okay, i think it's bad when you think you're about to throw up...i dont know. lol
see i'm under EXTREME stress right now. you ppl may have even worst but i cant compare to you simply b/c i may not have been through the same issues you have so i'm not going to say anything good or bad about the results...but anyway, sorry...what was i saying...oh yeah...right now, my friend/enemy is sick from what, he wont tell me b/c he's a stubborn wolf like that and always leaves me in the dark so i'm constantly worrying about him. then there's the deal with my bf and the other guy. i dont want to force myself to love him when i like someone else more.
oh god...okay i g2g before i vomit.
okay... sweatdrop now i feel a bit better...as you can tell, sweatdrop i'm having issues in my head ONCE AGAIN!! course the organ that lies within my chest of misfortune. (aka: heart that) would anyone like to cut it up for me? please, anyone?
well here's the deal...i'm back with my ex...bad news...I LIKE SOMEONE ELSE!!! DWTF?!?!? *deep breaths* okay...my head hurts now...basically, i thought that i loved him but I SUPPOSE it was just b/c i felt bad for dumping him TWICE! and now that we're back together i feel like i'm cheating on somone else who i really like!! not sure if it's love but everyone else seems to like him enough too except for a few but only b/c they like my boyfriend or despise him...Mutti likes him better than my bf...that's a good omen...
stressed and now my stomach hurts... emo i just dont know how i'm going to get my a** out of this one for sure... sweatdrop dumping someone isnt exactly a good or easy thing to do AT ALL!! sweatdrop that and i kind of dont want to. but i think that since we've been together for a while-ish that i've fallen out which i seem to be doing a lot sometimes, that he became more of a brother to me...there's no...spark i guess...nothing new, just talking on the phone...well...barely. stare he doesnt talk... scream I LIKE BEING IN CONVERSATIONS IT SHOWS TRUST AND YOU'RE ABLE TO BOND WITH THAT PERSON BETTER IN UNDERSTANDING THEM!! ...ow...
i mean dont get me wrong, he DOES talk but not as much as the other guy i like. ^^ he's always got a story to tell... sweatdrop not exactly the most common topics but you know, its things you won't hear sooner or later, right? whee THAT AND HE CAN DANCE!! that's on my list... 4laugh but no one will ever come between me and Jack! heart heart
He's one of the reasons i actually stay in school too. that and if i did drop out, my mother would kill me quite literally and my friends would drag me back anyway. sweatdrop ^^ it just seems like the more i hang out with him, the more i think about him. everyone else in my head try to persuade the thoughts too, so that says a lot b/c they dont like my bf...mainly b/c he doesnt believe in alter egos. HELLO?! THEY'VE BEEN IN MY HEAD FOR MY WHOLE LIFE!! they just werent exactly discovered until i was ten. but that was the age i became VERY down to earth, too so that i could actually learn to question everything and follow my own path without looking back on it. ...owow... sweatdrop okay, i think it's bad when you think you're about to throw up...i dont know. lol
see i'm under EXTREME stress right now. you ppl may have even worst but i cant compare to you simply b/c i may not have been through the same issues you have so i'm not going to say anything good or bad about the results...but anyway, sorry...what was i saying...oh yeah...right now, my friend/enemy is sick from what, he wont tell me b/c he's a stubborn wolf like that and always leaves me in the dark so i'm constantly worrying about him. then there's the deal with my bf and the other guy. i dont want to force myself to love him when i like someone else more.
oh god...okay i g2g before i vomit.
