I'm so sorry that I can't help you through this pain, Lindsey, for you seem to. . .push me away from the help I try to offer. . .from what I want to give you. . .but now that I see more thoroughly of how your feeling. . .I will try ever harder to be there for you, though you won't allow me to hold you when you cry, just because that isn't who you are. You just. . .want your lover to do that. . .no one else. . .so I'll keep distance from that as you want. . .but remember. . .if ever you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I'm really here for you forever as you need me, and if theres ever a time where you no longer need me or find me an inconvinience, tell me. For I'm learning to discern from my selfish ways and see the needs of my friends and family, and I now give them what THEY need, not me, and from now on, this is what I shall do. Even if it hurts me, even if it kills me, I will giive my friends what they need, for I need to repent for what I';ve done, and I now see all of the suffering they hold. And your one of the ones I wish to help the most.
You are family to me Lindsey. A sister, and sometimes even like a mother, but only when I depserately need that comfort, no time other. And these feelings will never change.
I love you sister. . .
You are family to me Lindsey. A sister, and sometimes even like a mother, but only when I depserately need that comfort, no time other. And these feelings will never change.
I love you sister. . .
