footsteps follow closely behind
shadows creep and swirl in time
voices slowly begin to whisper
I hear a sentinel screaming
I feel the pain of a woman dying and bleeding
quicken up the pace and let yourself drift away
leave it all behind where the past will haunt
I cannot bear the mark I was given with birth
it isn't easy to live with mirth
paranoia seeps into my unconciousness
I cannot turn back, I know whats behind me
I cannot bear the restraint from this contraction
I cannot fall, they are too close behind
always following, always binding
why must it be so hard to see
let the rain pour like a waterfall
I cannot fight
I will not win
when all my life I've been trying to make amends
I am shredded to pieces
broken glass sprawled out on the floor
but I must keep going
bury the corspe and maybe it wont revive
I have dualed this for far too long
my breathing burns my chest
I am broken, seeped, rest, my breath
I have no answer
just the echo of a question
and maybe one day it will die with its repression
emotions toil with my fantasies
they strip away at whats left of my decay
I'm left in disarray
and all I have is rotten
Its all been forgotten
I still can't see
the rain hits me like sharp grains
my heart escapes, my breath tears at my face
slwoly being ripped apart from the inside out
whos dying?
being imploded in the gutter yet I know I must continue
I swirve in circles and repeat the rendition of my path
redition of my path
of my path
my path
where is my path
why can't it get rid of me
my minds being raped
I can't escape
this is the end
where is the end
shall I end
I don't even know if there ever was a beginning
all I find is my mind is slipping
let the dogs bark all night
I've tried to fight but already knew the outcome
there was no outcome
not a drop of blood fell
I just let them take the veil
but my face is disclosed
I'm exposed
but I know the truth
I don't know my questions
do I even bleed my source
they're closing in
my breath now a fire in my chest
I want to explode
its too much to hold
when will this
stop
 Aeolith · Wed Nov 14, 2007 @ 09:19am · 1 Comments |
