Tis an off week for me since we only have 2 days of school. Today; being monday, feels like friday and tomorrow; I'll be dead.
I feel kinda bad too ..... I totally lost it to day in Miss Sherman's room. I was still extremely pissed off at a certain classmate in Ethics and Logic who kept on rambling about god-knows-what and wouldn't pause to shut her mouth. Worst part was; it was loud, and annoying and needed to concentrate on writing up a paper that was based on a chapter that was 26 pages long it had a totall of 47 words and we have to write down all the words and define them and give argumental examples. >_o *twitch* *twitch* And she just wouldn't shut up while I'm trying to work.
Here's the problem; I sit behind a row of popular students who are dearly loved by a great majority of the school. And she was on in the row. I don't know if my reputation rivals theirs but I'm pretty that I'm a ways down in social rank. Which meant that if I yelled at her then I would be hated by half the school until my seinior year. So I sat there and had to put up with it. *twitch* *twitch*
I couldn't take it any longer: at luch someone asked my why I was so down, lemme tell you; I was freaking losing my mind. So this was exactly what I said...
" In Ethincs and Logic there is this girl what was getting on my nerves and I just wanted to turn around and tell her to;
SHUT THE ******** UP!!!!!!!! "
Everyone went quiet.... I think that was the first time that I ever lost control of my demon persona. I've never just screamed out in the open like that before. It was nice to get it off my chest. But it didn't help like I hoped it would there were other reasons why I wanted to shriek at people some who were in the room particularly ....
Don't worry I seem to be coping pretty well ....
I'm drawing pictures of killing certain people in several creative ways.
P.S.
(Nothing to do with this journal entry.)
You know who you are,
I have a message for you;
Ι’μ γοινγ το βρεακ αωαψ φρομ τηε σιστερσ οφ μψ χοϖεναντ φορ α σηορτ τιμε ωηιλε Ι ϕουρνεψ το βρινγ δοων α ϖιλε ηυμαν φεμαλε. Τιμε το βρεακ ουτ τηε βλαχκ μαγιχ ανδ ΔΕΣΤΡΟΨ τηοσε ωηο στανδ ιν μψ ωαψ.
Ιτ ισ τιμε το ρεαωακεν τηε Βλαχκ Θυεεν οφ τηε Νορτηερν Σταρσ ανδ βρινγ φορτη τηε γλοριουσ ποωερ οφ Βλαχκ Μαγιχ. Χηιλδ οφ Γαλεσ χομε φορτη βρινγ με τηινε Σεαλ οφ Ποισον ανδ βρινγ ιτ φορτη σο τηατ Ι μψ σαϖε α μορταλ σουλ φρομ τηε βλινδινγ λιγητ.
 Graceful Silhouette · Tue Nov 20, 2007 @ 03:45am · 2 Comments |
