ITS A SLEEPLESS RANT!!!!! scream Rated 18A
Why the ******** cant i get any sleep at night? it seems not matter what time i go to bed i dont start falling alseep till 6am. its ******** really starting to piss me off...as you can tell by how ofton im saying ********.... rolleyes ....but ya so now ive got do a day of back breaking labor on 0 hours sleep....this is gona be great fun...and the pay aint worth the ******** work...God damn ******** cheap skate, my dads working for pays him an arm and a leg and wont give even me $10/h kniwing im trying to get out on my own, what a ******** the only way i get to stay living in Red Deer where all my friends are, The only reason im still alive, is too work...then get my a** a full time job at $9/h, for next school year, And stay in school with my marks in the ******** 70%'s i cant even do that now, Gods im royaly ******** im so far in dept at the bloody shool, how the ******** am i gona pay for that? Damn my mother to Hel!!! and I've get a place, and keep it?.....Damn it, i wanta go back to where all my friends are, but it starting to look like im not gona be able to..and how the hell am i to make friends if i move to calgary...im gona end up back in my ******** shell for another year then there wont be a point to comming out of it, Oh ya make friends in my last year then have to be a working ******** i hate life....and it seems to hate me.
********!!!!!!!!! I just want to srceam my lungs out...but i wont, that'll wake ppl in the house up and i dont want to do that...at least not till im done with ******** ******** s**t damn... gonk ....and You want to know the very best part of all this is im sucidel AGAIN!...finnal think im over that B.S and i can move on with my ******** life and what happens? i start thinking about killing myself, why do the Gods toy with me so?
well now im siting her in tears grining my teeth togather over what im going to do, and ive got no idea, And i thought ive been threw Hell ******** this is a whole new one,Well i guess better to cross the fires now then later right? ******** id rather cross them later....i just wanta be a kid, but that boat left a long time ago..and i wasnt on it so i guess im ******** eh?...But it aint my falt i wasnt on it, its that fat whore's, and yes im calling my mother a fat whore, cause well she is one. she ******** anything that'll give her the time of day then plays liek shes in ******** b***h just thinking about her pisses me off even more! so im gona to try and not think about her....
But ya back to my problem, How am i gona get a job when i in ******** calgary and i cant go back to my mothers for more than a week; with out killing te b***h?
Ive Got no clue....anyone else got one? Cause i sure as hell dont....
Oh well i better stop now before someone trys reading over my shoulder and ive got sit here and try toexplain with out taking some ones head off So.....
Blessed Be,
Safe passage to all who travel the worlds behond
And ill Cya all in hell some day.
 hellflame3000 · Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 12:36pm · 5 Comments |
