hold on not take cough meds sick or diease sick ok. there's someone i haven't seen in while. the reason with me beenin sick is because of this one person.im not tryin to blame nobody or anything. i miss this one person so much just about everything remind me of this person. it makes me happy that i remeber the person but then i think about the fact we haven't seen each other in so long that it makes me sad .i fear if i don't see this person i will overflow. or worst explode. what i mean is i need an outlet. but i can't use just anybody as an outlet or else it'll feel wrong. and if i don't see this one person the black ocean in my soul will pull me in to its depths where no light can get through, where nobody can reach me. then the emotions i hid will turn itself into something i can't contain. and depending on what breaks me. my emotions will either force me to go to someone else and use the the emotions i don't room for no more and use it one them or it'll all turn into anger causing me to lash out everyone and anyone who gets in front of me(and this includes myself) and i don't know how long it will last. im already a bit loopy and i'm showing signs of anger for no reason. so i guess i got about another week or 2, 3 at the very most in me until i crack. so i hope and i pray i see this person soon before my time runs out wish me luck everyone and peace.
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