She Falls Once More (lyrics)
By: Yuma Hime honozuke
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
Always the saved never the savior
Used and attacked
She couldn’t even scream for help
To weak to stand
Forced to think “why is he touching me there?”
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
She is so confused
She loves this girl
And she loves this boy
She has a choice
But she’s lost her voice
Elected second mother of a child or two
One love holds two hearts
It was a mistake
“Is this wrong? Love of two the same”
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
Her other love, half alive
He seems close to death
She cries in stress
If he lives there will be trouble
If he dies there will be double
On one knee he is pleading please chose me
Outside she’s bleeding, “just make it stop!”
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
Expectations so high
Parents think she’s lost her mind
They fight every night
Daddy stopped coming home
They only know half the story
And if her mom found out shed only hit her harder
The marks all over are so hard to hide
“I’m so tired of excuses!”
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
She’s trying so hard to keep herself together
So hard not to break
She bleeds for love and love she bleeds
Cover it all up with makeup
Struggles to make it all go away
Because he cut her down to nothing
He didn’t see how she bled
Spelled out his name to the left
But he broke her down soon after
And now wants to take her back with all regret
He’s screwed it up so much
“But I love him, I can’t let him go”
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
Stuck in the middle of two worlds
They can’t see what she dose
The past comes back to haunt
She tries to see through the haze
Of the days growing longer
“If only they could understand”
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
Voices in her head screaming so loud
Never the first always the worst
She’s misunderstood by many
Labeled by plenty
Fagget, drugy, b***h, slut, emo, cutter, whore
They don’t even know her real name any more
Insomnia, depression, pop the pills
Then maybe she’ll remember what its like to feel
And she falls
And tries to forget what she’s become
She falls over and over
Tripping on the hole in her heart
To weak to restart
She tries to forget
All she’s become
She is bleeding and screaming
But no one can save her
She’s not okay
There is no better day
“Good-bye world”
Is it fate or suicide?
 L3thal Ch3micalz · Tue Feb 26, 2008 @ 10:34pm · 2 Comments |
