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Behold the Journal of my Random Thoughts lol, I'm such an emo


SadistikMasochist
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Not Much Longer
I can't do this much longer, not by myself

How much longer, I don't know
I can't do this on my own.
I need someone to hug me
hold me toghther, I'm falling apart.
I'm begging you to care, don't leave me alone.
Iou don't see me, why can't you see me?
Iou see a girl, a strong girl, an independant girl,
you see a young girl, condifdent and loved.
You don't see me, you can only see her.
You don't care enough to see me, the real me
I'm weak, I'm lonely, why can't you see.
Do you love me, do you care?
You have a funny way of showing it.
How much longer, I don't know
I can't do this on my own.
Not much longer, I'm falling apart
falling apart at the seams
hold me, hold me toghther, please.
You still can't see me.
You can't see my tears, my pain.
I'm lost, I'm lonely.
I need you, but i'm too scared to reach out
out of my cage, I'm safe in here
from people, but not from myself and this knife on the floor.
I'm so weak, I can't last
I can't last much longer.
I can't do this much longer.
You still don't see me, the scars on my arms
the tears I cry, they're seen by blind eyes
those eyes don't want to see.
You think I'm happy, you think I'm fine
you must know I'm not, you must.
Do you still love me?
You don't see me, stop saying I'm perfect
you're torturing me with that word.
Stay away, don't come near,
the voice of fear.
Hug me, hold me, I need you.
Please.
Don't leave me, don't forget about me
I'm here too.
Please.
How much longer can this go on.
I know you don't need me but please, just see me.
Seen and not heard, no
not heard and no longer seen.
You don't see me anymore, but I'm still here
beneath the surface, just a little
but still enough that you won't try to dig me up.
I can't do this much longer.
I know you don't need just please see me.
Please.




 
 
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