I'm exhausted beyond words. Sadly though, It's to the point of I am too tired to even sleep.
I'm sitting here watching The King and I.
Mosty because it's something I have seen hundreds of times over. I can put it in and the chatter fills the stillness of the room and the music, the music fills my spirit with peace. I can become lost in it.
Charlene has passed away. She was funny and caring. She would remind me that it was ok for me not to get a piece of music as easily as i get the rest. And while most in the choir would sit there and say the same words, "now you know what the rest of us feel like," It was never hateful, or spitefull. It was never said out of jealousy, but alway in jest, poking fun at how serious I would take the music.
Her passing brings her peace as she's had brain cancer for a long while now. Someone reminded me today that she was finally able to sing again. She is now able to sing and dance be the wonderful cheerful woman she had always been.
Kristinamjs Community Member 
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