I am broken.
There's no one that can put me back together but myself.
I'm hollow inside.
Dare you to cut me.I won't bleed.
Black magic, white blood.
It's easy to decieve.
I say you mean the world to me.
And yes that fact is true.
But the shadows tore my world apart.
Now all that's left is you.
I thought I needed you then when all I saw was red.
I was wrong.
I'll need you to the end.
You complete me.
Even though I'm broken, you've collected the pieces of me...
....and here is my dillusion: hope crashing down upon me.
After I rid myself of it, you bring it back again.
That warm light in the darkness.
It used to be so dim.
You came and changed it all...
...and now running from myself in solitude I'll turn to you.
I'm reaching up for your hand.
You offer, but I pull away.
It kills me to say this but I don't trust this feeling.
The feeling of caring.
The feeling of love.
The feeling of trust.
It doesn't add up.
I'm sorry I hurt you by not taking your hand.
Believe me, it's not exactly working as I had planned.
You say it's okay but i know it's a lie.
Deep down inside I see you're crying.
And the sad thing is I know why.
I caused you sorrow and for that I should not live.
I find myself unworthy.
But AGAIN you contradict it.
So I'll put on a smile and maybe add a laugh.
And hope you don't see through my mask.
Because then I'll be lost again.
Something we both won't understand.
It makes me feel lost and confused.
But now I can honestly say that I know I have you.
And that's more than enough to make due.
*Dedicated to my ANGEL XD!Hehe!
I keep it all on a healthy level of insanity.
And I'm careful not to spread it...
Uh,to EVERYONE I meet.
 ArtVamp_Reject · Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 07:05pm · 3 Comments |
