Sometimes, I feel like I just wanna change my personality, I mean.. I sometimes hate how I act, and call myself a b***h (I probably am -__-'' but oh well, who isn't, oh right, god -___-'').. Like I have no self confidence, and I mean.. I don't know.. I don't even know myself anymore, I feel like so.. ugh.. I DON'T KNOW.. But I don't like how I am now.. I wanna be more comfortable with myself, in real life, i'm perfectly fine with myself on gaia, MOST OF THE TIME ?! but yeah.. Reality is the problem, Gosh -_______-'' I hate reality sometimes, cause.. it's so real.. and sometimes.. it's TOO real.. it's scary.. how real.. our life is.. and sometimes you wish your were dreaming, and you woke up in your own perfect little world, but not too perfect.. I mean of course there will be lots of things still wrong, but that's what balances everything, I suppose.. even if it's horrible .
'Too', Is A very powerful word once you think about.. "Too, A word that extends its meaning to the fullest extent."
All i'm saying is.. Life.. Is.. TOO.. Real..
 Stereotype Punk · Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 04:56pm · 2 Comments |
